03 April 2007 me mera janm hua paida hone ke 3-4 din baad hi mera tabiyat kharab hua ..
Mere papa ka mujhe leke bahut sapne beti badi hoke donctor, collector banegi per us beti ki zindagi itni asan bi toh nahi thi ..maa baap ke laad pyaar me pali badi koi chiz khud se nahi kiya na kahi bahar gyi khelne her chiz me rok tok ki wanna se dull or dumb ho gyi per ye chiz ghar wale thodi samjhte hain unhe toh lagta hai wo sahi kar rahe hain bhalai ke liye kar rahe hain beti dhire dhire badi hun bas 3 saal ki umer me usse primary me dala gya 3 saal padhne ki jagha tab uska mind sharp tha toh wo bas 2 saal padhi per dhire dhire wo bimari or padhai se darne lagi usne padhai or exam se bachne ke liye bimari ka natak bi kiya lekin kare bi toh kya kare uske papa ne marks dekh ke bahut gussa Kiya ek do baar toh per se laat bi maara pe isme meri kya galti thi sahi se samjh nahi ayega toh mai kya kar sakti hun.. mujhe samjhne ki jagha mere uper or pressure dalne lage kabhi kisi ne samjhne ki kosis hi nahi ki dhire dhire mai depressed hone lagi baat chupa ne lagi her chiz me rok tok se thak chuki thi ye sab toh roz ka hone laga usme hamara joint family tha jaha mere father ke or bi 4 bhai the or meri grandmother thi ye sab me mere papa ne apne niche Wale bhai ki shadi karai uske baad chacha ki wife ayi per unka thik se gharme bana nahi or ladai jhagde hote rahe jiska asar bi mujhpe pada hai bahut fir unhone khud ko separate kar liya hamse ...
Ageh janne ke liye banne rahen🙂