Chapter 183
~ Annie ~
I had to be strong. That was the mantra I repeated until the words lost their meaning and became nothing more than a hum in my blood. I refused to let my mind drift back to the image of the beautiful, guarded woman in Clinton's apartment—the woman who occupied the space in his heart that I had spent a lifetime trying to earn. Clinton had hurt me. That was an objective fact, a cold reality I had to pack away like winter clothes I no longer needed.
When I had returned to the estate the night of his birthday, my mother was waiting, her face alight with maternal curiosity. I had forced a smile so bright it made my face ache, weaving a lie about a wonderful celebration. I couldn't tell her the truth. I couldn't bear to see that look of pity in her eyes, the one that said she'd always known I was chasing a ghost.
