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Chapter 39 - Chapter 39: The Bastard's Reality

The silence that followed Rosemund Ashworth's entrance was not empty; it was a physical weight, pressing the oxygen out of the private dining room. She stood in the frame of the heavy oak doors, her silhouette sharp against the muted gold of the hallway behind her. She didn't move for several seconds, her eyes sweeping the table with a slow, clinical detachment that made the opulent setting—the black truffles, the vintage Cristal, the hand-painted china—look like nothing more than clutter.

She looked exactly like what she was: a woman born into money so old it had forgotten its own origin.

Richard didn't move . He sat at the head of the table, his hand still frozen around the stem of his wine glass. I could see the vein in his temple beginning to throb, a steady, rhythmic pulse that signaled the storm brewing beneath his charcoal suit jacket.

"Richard," Rosemund said. Her voice was conversational, almost bored, but it sliced through the warmth of the room like a razor through silk. She didn't look at him. Her gaze had found me, and it stayed there, dissecting me with a level of indifference that was far more terrifying than anger. "I see the servants have been lax in their duties. They've allowed the strays into the executive dining suite again."

Beside me, I felt Hayes's body go rigid. His shoulder, the one he had been favoring all evening, squared as he leaned forward. I could hear the sharp intake of his breath, the sound of a boy who spent his life on a field and didn't know how to take a hit without hitting back. I reached under the table, my fingers finding the rough denim of his thigh, and I squeezed hard. Don't, I thought, my heart hammering against my ribs. You can't fight this with your fists.

Richard finally found his voice, though it was rough, a low growl that vibrated through the table. "Rosemund. You were not invited to this dinner. You are overstepping."

"Overstepping?" Rosemund finally took a step into the room, the clack of her heels on the marble floor sounding like a gunshot. She walked toward us with a grace that was entirely performative, stopping just behind the empty chair next to Richard. "This is my building, Richard. My family's name is etched into the cornerstone of the lobby. My father's capital is what allowed you to buy the very land this skyscraper stands on when you were nothing but a clever boy with a law degree and a hunger for things you couldn't afford. You don't get to tell me I'm overstepping in my own house."

She turned her gaze back to me, her eyes tracking the movement of my hands as I tried to hide them in my lap. I was wearing a silk dress my father had sent to the hotel—a deep emerald green that I had thought made me look sophisticated, like an Ashworth. Now, under Rosemund's scrutiny, it felt like a costume. I felt like a child playing dress-up in clothes that belonged to someone else.

"And you," Rosemund said, her voice dropping an octave. "Wren Asheworth. Or is it still just Wren? I heard Richard was foolish enough to let you use the name. It's a pity. You can paint a sparrow gold, but it's still just a common bird, isn't it?"

"Rosemund, that is enough!" Richard stood up, his chair screeching back with a violent, jarring sound. He was tall, but Rosemund didn't even blink. She just stood there, her hand resting on the back of the chair, her expression as smooth as the pearls at her throat.

"Is it?" she asked. She looked at Hayes then, a quick, dismissive glance that dismissed him as if he were a piece of furniture. "And you've brought your little Millhaven champion with you. The Callahan boy. I suppose he thinks this is a victory. I suppose he thinks he's found a golden ticket out of that dying town."

Hayes didn't look away. His eyes were hard, his jaw set so tight I thought I could hear his teeth grinding. "I'm here because I care about Wren," he said, his voice surprisingly steady, though it was thick with a protective fury.

Rosemund let out a soft, dry laugh. "Of course you do. You care about the potential of an Ashworth bank account. It's a very predictable motivation. But I'm afraid you've been misinformed. There is no bank account for this girl. There is only the charity Richard chooses to dispense, and as I am here to remind him, charity has its limits."

She looked back at Richard, her eyes narrowing. "You've spent the last few weeks indulging in a fantasy, Richard. You've brought this... child... into our world. You've even gone so far as to offer her an internship. A 'special' internship in the executive suite. Did you think I wouldn't find out? Did you think the board wouldn't have questions about why a freshman intern is reporting directly to the CEO?"

"It is my decision, Rosemund," Richard said, his voice rising. "I am the CEO. I manage the personnel of this company."

"You manage the employees, Richard. You do not manage the succession," Rosemund countered, her voice hardening. "Bringing a girl into the core business of this company as a potential heir—because we all know that's what this is—is a crucial business decision. It affects shareholder confidence. It affects the valuation of our holdings. It is a decision that requires a board vote, and as the holder of the Thorne family seat, I am informing you now that I will block it."

Richard slammed his hand onto the table, the silver salt shakers jumping. "You will do no such thing! Wren is my daughter. She is a legitimate member of this family now."

"Legitimate?" Rosemund's voice was like a whip. "Let's not lie to each other, Richard. We are alone here. There are no cameras, no lawyers. She is a bastard. A legal accident born of a mistress who didn't have the decency to stay in the shadows where you put her. You can give her the name, you can give her the clothes, you can even give her a desk in this building, but you cannot change what she is. She is a reminder of your lack of self-control. She is a stain on the Ashworth reputation."

I felt the word bastard echo in my head, a hollow, ringing sound. It wasn't a new word. I'd heard it whispered in the hallways of school, I'd seen it in the way the lawyers looked at me when I was a child. But hearing it from her, in this room, in front of Hayes and my father—it felt like a sentence. It felt like the truth I had tried to outrun.

My mom. Rosemund had called her a mistress. A woman who didn't have decency. I thought of my mom in her small kitchen in Millhaven, her hands perpetually stained with paint, her eyes always tired, always looking for a threat that was now standing five feet away from me. My mom wasn't a mistress; she was a woman who had loved a man she shouldn't have, a woman who had sacrificed her entire life to keep me safe from exactly this moment.

But as I looked at Rosemund, I realized she didn't care about the truth. She only cared about the hierarchy. She was the legal wife. She was the Thorne heir. And I was the threat to her daughter's future.

"You will not speak about Diana that way," Richard said, his voice trembling with a rage that was almost physical. He walked around the table, stopping inches from Rosemund. He was much larger than her, but she didn't move. She just tilted her head up, her eyes cold and unafraid.

"I will speak the truth, Richard," she said. "I was the one who was there when you started this. My family gave you the capital. My family gave you the connections. My father's name is why people took your calls when you were just another ambitious nobody. You owe everything you have to the Thorne name, and I will not watch you hand it over to a bastard child while my daughter, Lora, is forced to wait in line."

"Lora is eleven years old!" Richard shouted. "Wren is ready now. She has the mind for this. She has the drive."

"She has the desperation of a girl who knows she has nothing," Rosemund said. "That is not the same as a mind for business. It's the same greed her mother used to trap you eighteen years ago."

Richard's hand flew out—not to strike her, but to point toward the door, his finger shaking. "Get out. Get out of this room, Rosemund. Get out of this building. I will not have you insulting my guests, and I will not have you insulting my daughter."

Rosemund straightened her ivory jacket, her movements slow and deliberate. She looked at Richard for a long, silent moment, a look of profound disappointment on her face. "You're making a mistake, Richard. You think you're powerful enough to ignore the Thorne name. You think you don't need us anymore. But you're wrong. You're just a man playing at being a king, and you've forgotten who bought the crown for you."

She turned to me one last time. Her eyes were indifferent again, as if she had already forgotten my name. "Enjoy your dinner, Wren. I hope the truffles don't taste too much like the dirt you came from."

She turned and walked out. The clack of her heels faded, and then the heavy oak doors clicked shut with a sound that felt like a prison cell closing.

The silence that followed was worse than the shouting. It was a thick, suffocating embarrassment that filled the room. The golden light of the chandelier felt too bright, exposing every flaw, every tremor.

Richard didn't move for a long time. He stood there, his back to us, his chest heaving as he tried to regain control of his breathing. When he finally turned around, he looked older. Much older. The 'father' who had been raising a glass to my future was gone. In his place was a man who looked like he had just been reminded of a debt he couldn't pay.

"Wren," he started, but his voice trailed off. He didn't look at me. He looked at the wine stain on the white tablecloth, a dark, jagged shape that looked like a bloodstain. "I'm... I apologize for her behavior. She was... out of line."

"Was she, Richard?" I asked. My voice was quiet, but it was steady. I felt a strange, cold clarity beginning to take over. The enthusiasm I'd felt earlier, the belief that I was finally 'home,' was gone. It had been a fairy tale, and Rosemund had just burned the book.

Richard finally looked at me, but his eyes were clouded. "She's bitter. She's protective of Lora. You have to understand, the Thorne family... they have deep roots in this company. She holds a board seat. Her father's estate is still a major shareholder."

I heard the truth in his voice, even if he didn't want to say it. He didn't need Rosemund anymore—he was the CEO, the billionaire, the man at the top—but he couldn't ignore her. Her name, her connections, the old-money web she was a part of—they still mattered to him. He was a man who built an empire on a foundation of Thorne capital, and he was still standing on it.

As long as Rosemund was his wife, as long as she held that board seat, I would never be anything more than a 'special intern' whose presence was a 'crucial business decision.' I would always be the bastard at the table. I would always be the ghost in the machine.

Hayes stood up then, his hand finding mine. His grip was tight, his knuckles white. He didn't say anything, but I could feel the heat of his anger, the way he wanted to take me away from this place, from these people. He looked at Richard, and for a second, I saw a flicker of something in his eyes—a realization that the man I'd called my father was just as trapped as we were.

"We should go," Hayes said, his voice low and firm.

Richard didn't argue. He just nodded, his eyes fixed on the door. "Yes. Perhaps that's for the best. I'll... I'll call you tomorrow, Wren. We'll discuss how to proceed with the board."

The dinner ended not with a toast, but with an awkward, hurried exit. We left the truffles on the plates, the Cristal flat in the glasses. As we walked through the opulent hallways of the 72nd floor, the staff—the same people who had given me a 'Princess Welcome' only an hour ago—looked away. They had heard the shouting. They knew the Legal Wife had returned. They knew the hierarchy had been restored.

Outside, the Manhattan air was cold and sharp. Hayes and I walked toward the waiting car in silence, the city lights blurring around us. I felt a deep, hollow ache in my chest, a sense of loss that was far worse than anything I'd felt in Millhaven. I had been so close. I had almost believed it.

But as the car pulled away from the curb, I looked back at the Ashworth Building, a towering pillar of light and glass.

Rosemund was right about one thing. I was a sparrow painted gold. And as long as she had Lora—her perfect, legitimate, Thorne-blooded heir—I would always be the bird that didn't belong in the garden.

Lora was eleven. She was innocent. She was the one who would get the crown without having to fight for it. She was the reason Rosemund could walk into that room and call me a bastard. She was the shield Rosemund used to protect her own power.

A dark, cold thought began to take shape in the back of my mind. It wasn't a choice; it was a necessity. If I wanted the crown, I couldn't just wait for Richard to give it to me. He was too tied to the Thorne name, too afraid of the board, too indebted to the past.

If I wanted Rosemund to lose her power, I had to take away her hope.

I had to take Lora.

I didn't know how yet. I didn't know when. But as I leaned my head against the cold window of the car, I felt the last of my 'enthusiasm' die, replaced by a cold, surgical resolve.

I wasn't a princess. I was a bastard. And bastards didn't wait for permission. They took what was theirs.

The war for the Ashworth crown had truly begun, and for the first time, I knew exactly who the first casualty had to be.

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The car ride was a blur of neon lights and the hum of tires against the pavement. Hayes didn't let go of my hand the entire time. He sat close to me, his presence a buffer against the world, but even he felt distant now. I was trapped inside my own head, replayng every word Rosemund had said, every look on my father's face.

Charity. That's what she'd called it. My father's pride, his invitation, the name he'd given me—it was all just charity work for the misplaced.

"Wren," Hayes said, his voice breaking the silence. He was looking at me, his eyes full of a worry that made me feel even more like a victim. "Don't listen to her. She's a bitch. She was just trying to hurt you."

"She succeeded," I said, my voice sounding flat and hollow even to my own ears. "And she wasn't just trying to hurt me, Hayes. She was stating a fact. She's the legal wife. She's the board member. And I'm just a girl from Millhaven who got a new dress."

"That's not true," he insisted, his grip on my hand tightening. "Richard loves you. He fought for you."

"He shouted for me," I corrected him. "But he didn't fight. He stood there and listened to her remind him of how much he owes her family. He didn't tell her she was wrong about the board review. He didn't tell her the Thorne name didn't matter. Because it does matter. It's the foundation of everything he's built."

Hayes looked out the window, his jaw tightening. "Then we'll build something else. We don't need them, Wren. We can go back to Millhaven. We can go to New York on our own terms. You have your art, I have the scholarship—"

"No," I said, and the word was sharper than I intended. I looked at him, and for the first time, I saw the simplicity of his world. He thought we could just walk away. He thought we could go back to the mill and the secret kisses and the quiet life of people who didn't matter.

But I had seen the view from the 72nd floor. I had felt the weight of the silver in my hand. I had tasted the success, and I wasn't going back to the shadows.

"I'm not going back, Hayes," I said, my voice dropping to a whisper. "I'm not going to let her win. I'm not going to be the bird she can just shoo away."

"Wren, what are you saying?" He looked at me, and I could see the confusion in his eyes, the beginning of a fear that he didn't quite understand.

"I'm saying that if the board won't let me in, then I'll have to make sure the board has no other choice," I said. I looked back at the skyscraper in the distance, a needle of light piercing the dark heart of Manhattan. "Rosemund thinks she has the upper hand because she has Lora. She thinks Lora is the future."

I felt a ghost of a smile touch my lips—a cold, empty thing that felt like ice. "I'm going to make sure Lora is the reason she loses everything."

Hayes didn't say anything else. He just looked at me, and for a second, I saw the reflection of the girl I was becoming in his eyes. She was someone he didn't recognize. She was someone I didn't recognize.

But as the car pulled up to the hotel, I didn't feel afraid. I didn't feel crushed. I felt like a hunter who had finally found the trail.

I was an Ashworth, after all. And Ashworths always got what they wanted. One way or another.

The hotel lobby was quiet, the marble floors gleaming under the soft amber lights. We walked to the elevator in silence, the only sound the muffled pulse of the city outside. As the doors closed, I looked at our reflection in the polished metal. We looked like a perfect couple—the golden boy and the emerald princess.

But as the elevator began its ascent, I knew the princess was gone.

The bastard was in charge now. And she was going to burn the kingdom down to get what she wanted.

Hayes followed me into the suite, but I didn't turn around to look at him. I walked straight to the window, looking out at the skyline. The lights of Manhattan looked like a map, and for the first time, I knew exactly where I was going.

"Wren," Hayes said from behind me. He sounded tired, drained. "Go to sleep. We'll talk in the morning."

"Goodnight, Hayes," I said, my eyes fixed on the distant glow of the Ashworth Building.

I heard him walk away, the sound of his bedroom door closing behind him. I stood there for a long time, watching the city breathe. I thought about Lora. I thought about the Thorne name. I thought about the board review.

And I started to plan.

I would need information. I would need to know everything about Lora's life—her school, her friends, her schedule. I would need to know how to get close to her without Rosemund knowing. I would need to be the sister she never had. I would need to be the shadow that followed her everywhere.

I would be the ghost Rosemund was so afraid of.

And when the time was right, I would pull the leash.

The realization was a comfort, a cold, steady pulse in the center of my chest. I wasn't a victim anymore. I wasn't a bastard to be insulted. I was a player in the game.

I sat down at the small mahogany desk in the corner of the room, pulling out a sheet of hotel stationery. I picked up a pen, the weight of it familiar and solid in my hand.

I didn't write a letter. I didn't write a diary entry.

I wrote a single name.

Lora.

And then, I began to draw. Not a celestial map, not a mural of stars. I drew a diagram. A web of connections, a hierarchy of power, and at the center of it all, a eleven-year-old girl with blonde hair and glacial blue eyes.

I would take her away. Not with violence, but with influence. I would become the person she trusted more than her mother. I would become the person she couldn't live without.

And then, I would use her to dismantle Rosemund Ashworth piece by piece.

The coronation was over. The war had begun. And for the first time in my life, I knew I was going to win.

I stood up, the chair scraping against the floor, and walked to the bed. I didn't feel the shame of the dinner anymore. I didn't feel the sting of the 'bastard' insult. All I felt was the cold, intoxicating thrill of the hunt.

Wren Ashworth. The name finally fit.

I closed my eyes, the image of Lora's face etched into my mind, and I drifted into a sleep that was deep, dark, and utterly devoid of ghosts.

 

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