Chapter 7: The Letter
One rainy afternoon, a letter arrives.
It is addressed to Mulenga, written in neat, careful script.
It is from Kebwe.
Father,
I am writing this because I don't know how to say it to your face.
I failed you. I failed myself. I failed the life Mr. and Mrs. Banda tried to give me.
But I want you to know—I never stopped loving you. Even when I was angry. Even when I blamed you. Even when I thought I hated you.
I am a father now. I have two daughters. One is named Thandiwe. The other is named Nandi.
I tell them stories about you. About how you worked the land with your hands. About how you loved their grandmother. About how you tried.
I don't know if you'll ever forgive me. But I hope, one day, you'll forgive yourself.
The land we left behind… it still remembers us. And so do I.
Your son, Kebwe
Mulenga reads the letter three times.
Then he walks to the edge of his farm, where the earth meets the sky, and he kneels.
He doesn't pray.
He doesn't cry.
He just whispers into the wind:
"I'm sorry, Thandiwe. I'm sorry, Kebwe. I'm sorry, Nandi. I'm sorry, land."
And for the first time in forty years, the rain feels like forgiveness.
