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Chapter 16 - Journal

David didn't sleep that night.

He sat on his couch with his father's journal open in his lap, the pages worn soft from years of handling, the handwriting sometimes elegant and sometimes rushed, depending on what kind of day his father had been having. He'd read through most of it already, skimmed the training notes, absorbed the family history, memorized the names. But there were sections he'd been avoiding, parts that felt too personal, too raw, like reading someone else's mail.

Tonight he read them anyway.

His father wrote about his mother the way people wrote about the sun, with wonder and gratitude and the quiet terror of losing it. He wrote about the first time he saw her, the first time she laughed at something he said, the first time she looked at him like he was worth looking at. He wrote about their wedding, small and quiet because Seraphina hated spectacle, about the way she cried when they exchanged vows, about how he'd never seen anything more beautiful.

She says I'm sentimental, one entry read. She's right. But I don't care. I spent thirty years looking for her and I'm not going to pretend I found her by accident. The universe gave me something precious. I'm going to hold onto it as long as I can.

David traced the words with his finger, feeling the indentations where his father's pen had pressed too hard, the energy behind them still alive somehow.

He read about the early days of the Phoenix Clan, about building something from nothing, about the allies who became family and the enemies who became something worse. He read about the betrayals that came before the big one, small cracks in the foundation that should have warned them, signs they'd missed because they wanted to believe the best of people.

Galen Vane came to us with promises, his father wrote. Resources, connections, protection. We were young then, eager, willing to believe that power could be shared. He smiled and we smiled back. We didn't see the knife behind his teeth until it was too late.

David's hands tightened on the journal.

He read about the night it all ended. His father's words were different there, shakier, the handwriting less controlled. He'd written it weeks after, maybe months, after he'd had time to process what happened, after he'd sat alone in whatever safe house they'd found and tried to put the pieces together.

They came at midnight. I was holding you when the alarms went off, you were crying, hungry maybe, or just sensing something I couldn't feel. Seraphina took you from my arms and told me to go. I told her I wasn't leaving without her.

She said she'd follow. She said she'd always follow.

She lied.

David closed the journal and set it on the table. His hands were shaking.

Outside his window the city was waking up, the first hover-vehicles appearing in the grey light, the distant sounds of people starting their days. Normal people, people whose parents hadn't been murdered when they were babies, people who didn't carry lists of killers in their pockets.

He sat there for a long time, just breathing, just existing, letting the grief wash over him and through him and out the other side.

Then he stood up and got ready for the day.

---

Lucas was waiting at the transit station when David arrived, a bag of pastries in one hand and a cup of coffee in the other that he shoved at David before he could say anything.

"You look terrible," Lucas said, which was his way of saying I'm worried about you.

"Didn't sleep."

"Yeah I figured. You've got that look, the one you get when you've been reading your dad's book." Lucas fell into step beside him. "You okay?"

David took a long drink of coffee. "I don't know. Maybe. Getting there."

"That's honest. I appreciate honesty." Lucas bumped his shoulder against David's. "You want to talk about it or you want me to talk about random stuff until you forget you were sad?"

David almost smiled. "Random stuff."

"Okay so I've been thinking about my ability, the density thing, and I think I can do more with it. Like what if I could make myself lighter too? Imagine me flying, David. Imagine me soaring through the air like a beautiful majestic bird."

"You'd crash into something within five minutes."

"Maybe but it would be a spectacular crash, people would remember it, they'd tell stories about it for generations. The great Lucas Stone, last words: worth it." Lucas grinned. "Anyway I've been practicing and I think I figured out the basics. Want to see?"

They were early for training, the Moon estate still quiet when they arrived, the gates opening for them without hesitation. David had been here enough times now that the guards recognized him, nodded at him, didn't ask questions when he walked through with Lucas beside him.

Becca was already in the training facility when they got there, running through forms with her shadows, moving so fast she was almost impossible to track. She stopped when they entered, her eyes flicking to Lucas.

"You brought backup."

"Lucas wanted to see the facilities. And he's got something he wants to show us." David looked at his friend. "Go on."

Lucas stepped into the center of the room, cracked his knuckles, and took a deep breath. David had seen him use his Titan form before, watched him grow to twice his normal size, seen the raw power in his movements. But this was different.

Lucas didn't grow. He stayed the same height, the same build, but something shifted. The air around him seemed heavier somehow, denser, like he was pulling gravity toward him. He walked to one of the training dummies, a reinforced metal thing that could take hits from most abilities, and punched it.

The dummy crumpled. Not fell over, not dented, crumpled like paper under a boot.

David stared. Becca stared.

Lucas turned back to them, his grin threatening to split his face. "So anyway I've been practicing."

"That was A-rank power," Becca said slowly. "Maybe higher. Without changing size."

"I know right? It's crazy. I've been working on it for days, figuring out how to concentrate the mass without expanding the body. Still got a lot to learn but I'm getting there." Lucas bounced on his heels. "Imagine when I combine this with the giant form. I'll be unstoppable. I'll be a legend. I'll be—"

"Insufferable," David said. "You'll be insufferable."

"Insufferably strong, maybe. Strongly insufferable? There's a difference." Lucas waved a hand. "Anyway I just wanted to show off a little. What are we training today?"

Becca looked at David. "You ready?"

He nodded. "Ready."

---

They trained harder than usual that day. Maybe because of Kaito, maybe because of the Vane Clan, maybe because all of them felt something coming and wanted to be ready for it. Lucas threw himself into the exercises with his usual enthusiasm, pushing his new ability further than he'd dared before, collapsing more dummies than the facility probably had in storage. Becca worked with David on his control, making him shape and reshape the fire until his hands burned with the effort.

And David, David let himself forget for a little while. Forgot the journal and the list and the weight he carried. Forgot Kaito in his hospital bed and the grandmother's sharp eyes and the people who were still out there hunting him. Forgot everything except the fire in his hands and the shadows at his side and the sound of Lucas laughing at something ridiculous.

They stopped when the light outside started fading, all three of them exhausted in ways that felt earned.

"That was good," Becca said, which from her meant exceptional. "You're improving faster than I expected."

"Lucas is improving faster than me."

"Lucas is a natural. You're something else." She looked at him for a moment, something unreadable in her expression. "You're not just learning to control your power. You're learning to understand it. That's harder and more important."

David thought about his father's journal, about the entries that talked about fire as something living, something that responded to emotion and intent and will. He was starting to understand what that meant.

"Tomorrow," he said. "Same time."

Becca nodded. "Same time."

Lucas was already at the door, stretching and complaining about his muscles in ways that were definitely for Becca's benefit. "You two coming or should I just wait outside and admire the gardens?"

Becca's lips twitched. "The gardens are nice this time of evening."

"I was joking but now I'm actually going to admire them, thanks for the recommendation."

Lucas disappeared through the door and David moved to follow, but Becca's voice stopped him.

"David."

He turned.

She was standing in the center of the training facility, the fading light from the windows catching her silver eyes, making them look almost gold.

"Kaito woke up this morning. He asked about you."

David's chest tightened. "Is he okay?"

"He's going to be fine. He'll be annoying everyone in a few weeks." She paused. "He said to tell you something. He said 'tell the kid to stop blaming himself, I've been looking for excuses to rest for years.'"

David laughed despite himself. "That sounds like him."

"It does." Becca hesitated, then said, "He also said something else. He said the people who attacked him weren't just sending a message. They were looking for something. Something they think you have."

David's mind raced. "What?"

"He didn't know. But he said they were organized, professional, not the kind of people who work for one clan or another. He said they felt like..." She paused, searching for the word. "Like they'd been waiting."

The words settled into David's chest, cold and heavy.

"Waiting for what?" he asked.

Becca shook her head slowly. "That's what we need to find out."

---

David walked through the gardens alone, Lucas having found someone to talk to at the gate, probably one of the guards who was regretting their life choices. The evening light painted everything gold and soft, the flowers Kaito had named weeks ago blooming in colors David still couldn't identify.

He was halfway to the exit when his phone buzzed.

An unknown number. A single symbol.

The sunburst.

His hands tightened on the phone. He'd been expecting this, waiting for it, wondering when Elara would reach out again. But now that it was happening, now that the symbol was glowing on his screen, he felt something close to fear.

He opened the message.

Meeting. Tonight. Same place as before. Come alone.

Three sentences. No explanation, no warning, no time wasted on pleasantries.

David stared at the screen for a long moment, then typed back.

Why?

The response came faster than he expected.

Because I found something. Something your father left behind. Something they're still looking for.

His heart stopped.

Come alone. Be careful. They're watching.

The messages disappeared, erased somehow, leaving nothing but an empty conversation thread and the weight of everything unsaid.

David stood in the garden, the phone cold in his hand, and thought about Becca's words. They were looking for something. Something they think you have.

What had his father left behind? What was worth killing for, eighteen years after his death?

He didn't know. But tonight, maybe, he'd start finding out.

He walked toward the gate, toward Lucas who was somehow still talking to the guard, toward the waiting hover-car, toward an evening he hadn't expected and a choice he wasn't sure he was ready to make.

Behind him, the Moon estate glowed gold in the fading light, beautiful and secret and full of people who had chosen to stand with him.

He was going to make sure that choice didn't get any more of them hurt.

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