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Chapter 18 - JOY OF GOING TO WORK

Ava woke up smiling. She didn't know why at first.

She lay still for a few seconds. Thin light came through the gap in the blinds. She felt warm and happy for no clear reason. Then the weekend came back to her in pieces. Rain on the SUV windows. Adrian in jeans. His quiet laugh, the one he didn't seem to know he was making. She groaned and pulled the pillow over her face.

"Stop it," she said into the pillow. "Stop it right now."

The pillow didn't answer. It never did. That was probably the safest kind of talk to have this early in the morning.

She caught herself smiling again a few minutes later, toothbrush in her mouth, staring at nothing in the mirror. She wiped the smile off her face as if she could just brush it away.

"You're disgustingly cheerful today," Chloe said over cereal, not looking up from her phone.

"I'm excited about work."

"Sure you are."

"I am."

Chloe glanced up then. One eyebrow went up. She clearly didn't believe a word of it. But she let it go, and Ava was glad, because she wasn't sure she could keep a straight face through more questions.

Getting dressed turned into its own small battle.

She pulled out the plain navy blouse first. Sensible. Professional. The kind of thing that said I'm here to work and nothing else. She had it half-buttoned when her eyes drifted to the pale blue one two hooks over. The one Lily had talked her into buying. The one that did something nice for her collarbone, something she probably shouldn't be thinking about this early.

She took off the navy blouse. Put on the blue one. Looked at herself in the mirror for a long moment. Her face felt warm.

"I'm dressing for work," she said out loud, to no one. "Not for him."

She took the blue blouse off again.

Put the navy one back on.

Buttoned it all the way to the top.

Right before she left, she caught herself smoothing the collar flat with both hands. She lingered there half a second too long. Then she pulled her hands away fast, like she'd been caught doing something wrong.

She grabbed her bag and left before she could change her mind again.

The lobby of Blackwood International felt the way it always did. Marble floors. Brass fittings. The low hum of a five-star hotel just before nine in the morning. Bellhops moved fast and sure. The espresso machine behind the concierge desk hissed softly.

"Morning, Ava," the receptionist said, not even looking up from her screen.

Something in Ava's chest eased at that. Three weeks ago, nobody here knew her name. Now it came easy, tossed over a shoulder between phone calls, like she had a small, real place in the room.

"Hey, do you know where the Whitmore file went?" another intern called across the lobby.

She did know. She'd filed it herself the day before. She pointed him toward the second drawer without even thinking about it.

Small things. She knew they were small. But they added up to something new, something that felt like belonging instead of just getting by.

Then she saw him.

Adrian stood near the elevators, talking with two men in dark suits she didn't know. Executives, probably. His hands stayed clasped loosely in front of him, still and careful, not the way he moved when he talked to staff he trusted. He was buttoned up again. Cufflinks in place. Not a hair out of order. This was the version of him that ran a company. Not the man who had sat across from her in a rumpled sweater, tie shoved in his coat pocket.

For one second, his eyes lifted and found hers.

A nod. Small. Exact. The kind he might give to anyone.

Then he turned back to the men beside him. That was all.

It shouldn't have meant anything. It really shouldn't have.

But her pulse gave one small, unwanted stumble anyway. She noticed things she hadn't let herself notice before. His sleeves sat exactly at his wrist, no wrinkle, no give, a man who kept every visible inch of himself under control. And under that control, she now knew, was someone who laughed quietly at bad radio songs, who looked tired at one in the morning, who had let her see it, just once, on a rainy Saturday.

The CEO is human, she thought, and hated how much that thought warmed her.

She made herself look away first. That felt important. Like a rule she needed to keep.

The morning gave her a problem big enough to push Adrian out of her head mostly.

"We have a situation," Priya said, appearing at her shoulder. Her voice had the too-bright edge of someone trying hard not to panic. "The Ashworth party. VIP. They weren't due until one, but their flight landed early. They're in a car eleven minutes out. Housekeeping says the suite won't be ready until eleven-thirty at the earliest."

Ava's stomach dropped. Then, oddly, it settled.

"Okay," she said. "Okay. What do we have open right now?"

"Nothing at that tier."

"Then we don't put them in a room. We put them somewhere nice while the room finishes." She was already moving toward the concierge desk. "Is the Executive Lounge free this morning?"

"Should be."

"Set them up there when they arrive. Good coffee. The pastry tray, not the leftovers from the conference, the fresh one. Comp it. I'll call housekeeping and see if we can push the room."

Priya blinked. "You want to call housekeeping?"

"I want the Ashworths drinking espresso in a nice room instead of standing at a desk watching the clock," Ava said, already dialing. "That's the version where nobody complains to corporate."

It took four phone calls, one tense back-and-forth with the head of housekeeping, and one genuinely good idea from Ethan, who appeared around the second call with a coffee in each hand and passed her one without a word to get the suite ready by eleven-forty. Twenty minutes ahead of the padded estimate she'd given the Ashworths' assistant.

"You," Ethan said, leaning on the desk once it was handled, grinning at her over his coffee, "are disturbingly good in a crisis."

"I panicked the entire time. Internally."

"Nobody could tell. That's the trick." He bumped his shoulder against hers. "Seriously. Nice work."

"Thanks for the assist. I wouldn't have thought of the lounge without you."

"I have my uses." He checked his watch. "Lunch? We both skipped breakfast. Don't lie, I can see it on your face."

"How do you know I skipped breakfast?"

"You've got that hollow-eyed, running-on-coffee look. Very recognizable. I invented it, actually, back in my first year."

She laughed. A real laugh, easy, the kind that didn't ask permission first. She told him yes, lunch, give her ten minutes to finish some paperwork.

She didn't notice Adrian walk past behind them. Didn't see the half-step his stride lost when he caught sight of the two of them laughing by the desk. Didn't see the small, tight set of his jaw before it smoothed back into nothing. He was already three strides toward the elevator by the time she might have turned around.

She had no idea any of it had happened.

Adrian called her into his office a little after five.

Her stomach flipped at the summons. Not because of him, she told herself. Because it's a performance thing, that's all this is. She smoothed her blouse once more before she knocked.

"Sit," he said. He didn't look up from the file in front of him, but his tone wasn't unkind. When he finally raised his eyes, his face was calm and professional. Nothing like the man from the SUV. "I want to talk about your first three weeks."

"Okay."

"You handled the Ashworth situation well this morning. Quick thinking. Good instincts about guest experience over rigid procedure. That's not something we can easily teach. People either have that instinct, or they don't."

"Thank you."

"You also notice things other interns miss." He tapped the folder on his desk. "Priya said you caught a billing error on the Whitmore account before it went out. That kind of attention saves us from an angry client later."

Ava felt her face warm, no matter how hard she tried to stop it. "I just double-checked the numbers."

"Most people don't double-check the numbers." He set the folder aside. "I expect a lot from people in this building, Ava. So far, you're meeting that. Keep it up."

It was, by any fair measure, an ordinary review. Balanced. Honest. He'd mentioned one thing she needed to work on: she tended to apologize before offering a solution, which she privately agreed with, and two things she'd done well. Nothing personal in any of it.

And yet.

"Good work today, Ava."

Four words. Plain, professional words. The kind he probably said to a dozen employees a month without a second thought.

She stood, said something polite and forgettable back, and walked out of his office with her spine straight and her face carefully blank.

She held it together all the way to the elevator.

The doors slid shut. The car began its quiet drop. In the dim reflection of the steel doors, she caught herself smiling. Really smiling, wide and open, the kind she hadn't let herself wear in front of anyone all day.

She wiped it away fast, the same way she had that morning at the bathroom mirror. Her hand pressed briefly over her mouth, like she could push the feeling back down where it belonged.

Don't build your whole life around one man.

Lily's voice, clear as if she stood right there beside her. Arms crossed. That look she got when she was about to be right about something Ava didn't want her to be right about.

Ava knew she was right. That was the maddening part. She'd known it for weeks now. She'd carried the warning around like a rule she kept meaning to follow.

The problem wasn't that Adrian had changed toward her.

The problem was that every day she spent in that building made it a little harder to remember why she was supposed to keep her heart out of it in the first place.

The elevator doors opened onto the lobby. Ava stepped out, straightened her shoulders, and let the ordinary noise of the evening rush swallow her whole, grateful, for once, to disappear into it.

 

 

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