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Chapter 14 - Chapter Thirteen: Business Partner

Aria's POV

I look at the photograph for a long time.

I do not cry.

I do not scream.

I just stand in my doorway with the white envelope in one hand and the photograph in the other and I look at it and let it do what it is going to do to me.

Dante.

A woman in a red dress.

Her hand in his.

A hotel corridor door closing behind them both.

Naples.

The same trip he came back from two nights ago and walked through my door and kissed me like I was the only thing he had been thinking about.

The same trip he looked me in the eye this morning and said it means nothing.

I fold the photograph.

I find him in the hallway.

He is coming out of his office with his phone in his hand and his jacket on and his face already in that mode. The controlled composed unreachable mode that the rest of the world knows him by.

I hold up the photograph.

He stops.

He looks at it.

One second.

Two.

Then he looks at me.

"Where did you get that," he says.

"Under my door," I say. "While you were downstairs being charming."

He takes the photograph from my hand.

He looks at it again with that flat expression and I watch him do the calculation. I have seen him do it before in smaller moments. Assess. Decide. Manage.

He is managing me right now.

"This is nothing," he says.

I stare at him.

"That is a woman," I say. "In a hotel. With you."

"She is a business associate," he says. "An old family connection. Our families have done business together for years. That is all."

"That does not look like business."

"Aria." His voice is patient and even and completely controlled. "People take photographs out of context to cause damage. This is what enemies do."

"You keep saying that."

"Because it keeps being true."

I look at his face.

At the careful steadiness of it.

And something in me that has been warm since last night goes cold.

"Do not do that," I say quietly.

"Do what."

"Look at me like I am something you are handling."

He steps closer.

His hand comes up toward my face.

I step back.

He stops.

Something flickers in his eyes.

"Aria—"

"Do not." I hold up my hand between us. "Do not touch me right now and make me forget what I am looking at."

He lowers his hand.

His jaw is tight.

"She is a business connection," he says again. Firm. Final. 

The voice that closes conversations.

I look at him for a long moment.

And I make a decision.

I believe him and I know I should not.

Not because I should.

Not because the photograph does not tell a different story.

But because I am standing in this hallway and I am looking at this man and the alternative is something I am not ready to carry right now.

"Fine," I say.

"Aria—"

"I said fine Dante." I fold the photograph and put it in my cardigan pocket. "I heard you."

I walk away before he can say anything else.

I need water.

That is the only reason I am in the kitchen at this hour. Not thinking. Not processing. Just water and the simple task of filling a glass and drinking it and standing somewhere that is not a hallway that still has his cologne in it.

I push open the kitchen door.

Vittoria is already there.

She is at the counter with a glass of wine and she looks up when I come in and her smile arrives exactly on time. The kind of smile that is ready before the person is.

"Aria," she says warmly. "I was just going to bed."

She does not move toward the door.

I go to the cabinet and take a glass and fill it at the tap and drink half of it standing there.

"Long evening?" she says.

"Fine," I say.

"Good." She turns her wine glass slowly in her fingers. "This house can be a lot to adjust to. Especially for someone from outside."

I say nothing.

"The history of it," she continues pleasantly. "The families connected to it. The relationships that have been running for decades before any of us arrived." She takes a slow sip. 

"It takes time to understand what belongs here and what is passing through."

I look at her.

She looks back with those eyes that say everything and nothing at the same time.

"Is there something you want to say to me?" I ask.

"Just making conversation," she says.

She puts her glass down.

She gathers herself with the unhurried elegance of a woman who has already said exactly what she meant to and is completely satisfied with how it landed.

"Goodnight Aria," she says.

She leaves.

I stand in the kitchen with my water glass and turn her words over.

What belongs here and what is passing through.

My room feels different when I get back to it.

Smaller. Or maybe I feel smaller in it. I sit on the edge of the bed and look at the window and the garden below in the dark and I think about the past weeks.

Every morning he appeared.

Coffee. His hand on my face. His eyes finding mine before anything else.

The car. His hand on my knee. The partition up.

The office. His mouth on mine and Rome thirty floors below not existing.

Last night.

My door. His forehead against mine.

And then I think about the photograph.

The hotel corridor.

The red dress.

Her hand in his.

And I feel something crawl through me that I have been trying not to name since I saw it.

Regret.

Not for him.

For me.

For being the kind of person who opened her door at midnight and stepped back and let him in because he said the truest thing I have got and I believed it.

I press my hand flat against my chest.

I think about Trastevere.

About my small apartment and my creaking floorboard and my plants that are probably dead now.

About the girl who had three rules and kept them.

Show up for your shift.

Pay your rent.

Stay out of trouble.

She broke all three for a man who looked at her in a dark alley like she was the only thing that still surprised him.

He said he would protect her.

He said it without words in the way he said everything that mattered. In the way he stood between her and the door when the men came. In the way he pulled her into the car and said trust me. In the way he laid beside her all night like she was something he was afraid to lose.

He said he would protect her.

He just did not say anything about her heart.

A knock at the door.

Soft. Quick.

Not him.

"Come in," I say.

Elena.

She is in her robe with her hair down and the particular expression she gets when she knows something is wrong and has been deciding for the last twenty minutes what to do about it.

She sees my face.

She closes the door behind her.

She crosses the room and sits beside me on the bed and I hold out the photograph without saying anything.

She takes it.

She looks at it.

She is quiet for a moment.

"Her name is Camilla De Luca," she says carefully.

"He did not mention. He told me she is a business connection."

Elena is quiet.

"Is that true?" I ask.

She folds the photograph very precisely along the line I made and holds it in both hands.

"The De Luca and Moretti families have been doing business together for over thirty years," she says. "Her father and our father had a very old arrangement." She pauses. "She and Dante have known each other since they were young."

She hands the photograph back to me.

She does not say anything else about it.

She does not have to.

What she did not say sits in the room louder than anything she did.

"Elena," I say.

"I have told you everything that is mine to tell," she says quietly. She takes my hand. "I am sorry about the photograph. I am sorry you found it the way you did."

I look at our hands.

"Did you know?" I ask. Not accusatory. Just needing to know.

"I knew about the families," she says. "The rest is his truth to tell."

We sit there for a long time without talking.

She leaves at midnight.

She hugs me at the door. Long and warm and the kind of hug that carries things neither of you can say.

"He is going to make mistakes," she says into my hair. "He always has. But Aria." She pulls back. Looks at my face. 

"He has never once made the mistake of not caring about the right person."

She leaves.

I close the door.

I stand in the middle of my room and think about caring about the right person and what that costs when the right person is also the wrong one in so many other ways.

My phone buzzes on the nightstand.

I look at the screen.

Unknown number.

I open it.

You handled that well tonight.

Believing everything he said.

He is good at that.

Ask him about tomorrow's meeting.

Ask him who requested it.

Ask him why her name is on the agenda.

I read it three times.

Her name.

I do not know which her.

That is the most terrifying part.

Down the corridor Elena stops outside her brother's door.

She knocks twice.

He opens it immediately. Still dressed. Like he has not moved since the hallway.

She looks at him.

He looks at her.

"You need to fix this," she says. "Before it becomes something you cannot fix."

"Elena—"

"She has the photograph Dante."

He is quiet.

"And she believed you," Elena says. "When you told her it was nothing. She chose to believe you." Her voice drops. 

"Do not make her regret that."

She walks away.

He stands in his doorway and watches her go and the corridor is quiet and at the far end of it a light is still on under Aria's door.

He looks at it for a long time.

Then he goes back inside.

And he picks up his phone.

And he calls a number.

It rings twice.

"We need to talk," he says. Low and flat.

A pause.

Then Camilla's voice.

Warm. Unbothered.

"I wondered when you would call," she says.

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