If it weren't for the Crown Prince's meddling, Pei Yan wouldn't have been delayed at the Border for so long.
This "critical illness" was merely a way to turn the tables.
The Crown Prince wanted to remove this stumbling block, and he, too, wanted to end the struggle as quickly as possible.
If the conflict dragged on, how could he bring Mei Wanying back to his side with a clear conscience?
But he was also unwilling to keep living apart from her.
'I want Mei Wanying by my side. I want to see her the moment I open my eyes each day.'
Pei Yan's reason still held. He couldn't repeat the mistakes from his dreams; he couldn't place Mei Wanying in a dangerous environment.
Only when the situation was stable could Mei Wanying return to the Capital City.
Pei Yan missed Mei Wanying. He missed her more than ever and was desperate to see her.
Even just a single glance, a single word, would be enough to soothe his restless heart.
