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Chapter 6 - What We Carry Out of Russia

He didn't speak for a long time.

She let him have it. She'd learned, in the short dense span of knowing him, that Aleksei Volkov processed in silence the way other people processed out loud — that the quiet was not absence but the opposite of it, a fullness, everything running fast beneath still water. She sat across from him in the amber light of his apartment and she waited and she watched his face do the thing it almost never did, which was to show her something unmanaged.

He looked older, briefly. Not in a way that diminished him. In a way that added dimension — the way a building looked more interesting once you knew what it had survived.

Then he stood. He went to the window. He looked at Mumbai the way she'd looked at it from Mistry's terrace, like the city was something to anchor to.

"I grew up in St. Petersburg," he said. His voice was even. Careful. "Not well. There are ways to grow up in that city that are clean and ways that are not, and we were not." He paused. "My father was in debt to a man named Grekov by the time I was ten. By the time I was fifteen the debt had transferred to me, in the way debts transfer in that world — not legally, just practically. I was an asset. I was put to work."

She said nothing. She watched his back.

"Grekov ran information," he said. "Not muscle, not territory. Information. The cleanest and most durable kind of power because it doesn't require you to be in the room. You just have to know what happened in the room." He paused. "I was good at it. Better than anyone he had. By the time I was twenty-five I was running half his European operation and I understood something he hadn't counted on."

"That you knew more than he did," she said.

He turned from the window. "That I knew enough to leave." He met her eyes across the room. "I spent three years building a position where I could walk away without a war. I was careful. I was patient. I structured it so that my leaving was more profitable for him than my staying." He paused. "I thought I was out."

"Nobody is ever out," she said quietly.

"No." He looked at the floor. "He let me believe it for two years. Then his reach started appearing at the edges of things. Nothing direct. Nothing I could point to. Just — a particular quality of coincidence. Contracts that fell through at specific moments. A contact who disappeared." He looked up. "I came to Mumbai because it was the furthest city I knew where I had existing connections. I thought the distance and the complexity of this particular market would make the cost of following me too high."

"And instead?"

"And instead," he said slowly, "I'm hearing his voice on a phone in my own apartment."

She held his gaze. She was reorganizing things in her mind — the whole architecture of the week, the week before that, the eighteen months of whatever Priya had been watching. She was finding new shapes in information she thought she'd understood.

"He knew my father," she said.

"Yes." Volkov moved from the window. He came back to the table, sat, looked at the folder between them with new eyes. "Your father's operation in Mumbai — the port access, the network — I told you I helped him with a threat eighteen months ago. Someone moving against him from outside the city."

She was already there. "Grekov."

"Grekov's people. Testing the territory." He looked at her. "Your father fought them off. With my help. Which I thought was — a local matter. A contained thing." He stopped. "I didn't understand then that Grekov wasn't threatening your father. He was measuring him."

"Measuring him for what?"

Volkov was quiet for a moment. "Grekov has been expanding out of Europe for several years. Moving into markets where institutions are — pliable. Where the right kind of infrastructure, the right relationships, can build something significant." He looked at her steadily. "Your father's network was a gateway. The port access. The relationships in government. Everything your father spent twenty years building, Grekov wanted to use as a foundation for something much larger."

She thought about the last twelve pages of the folder. Suri's names. The city's compromised institutions.

"Suri," she said slowly.

"Say it," he said. Not testing. Wanting to hear her say it because he wanted to know if she'd gotten there.

"Suri isn't independent," she said. "He's been working toward this moment. The consolidation of my father's network. The removal of the people who would have resisted." She looked at the folder. "And when it's consolidated, when Suri holds everything—"

"He hands it to Grekov," Volkov said. "Or Grekov takes it. The distinction may not matter at that point."

She sat with the size of it. The actual size of it — not a territorial dispute between Mumbai families, not a local crime war, but something built from the outside in, the city's corruption already purchased, a structure being assembled around it like scaffolding around a building that was about to be demolished.

"My father knew," she said. "This is what the last twelve pages are. Not just Suri's names. The shape behind Suri."

"Your father was four days from completing the file," Volkov said. "He must have gotten close enough that Grekov couldn't wait for Suri's timeline. He needed Farrukh removed before the documentation was finished."

Her voice, when it came, was very quiet. "So Suri didn't kill my father for territory."

"Suri killed your father," Volkov said, equally quiet, "because Grekov needed him dead before he could tell anyone what he knew."

The apartment was completely still. Outside, Mumbai went on, enormous and oblivious, and inside this room the actual shape of things had become clear, and it was much larger and much older and much more deliberate than anything she'd been moving against this week.

She looked at the folder.

She thought about her father, alone in that room in Dharavi, building his careful case, and the impossible loneliness of knowing something that large and having nowhere to take it.

"He was trying to stop all of it," she said.

"Yes."

"And he almost—"

"Yes."

She closed her eyes. One breath. She opened them.

"Then we finish it," she said.

He looked at her. Something moved in his face — not surprise, exactly. Something that was past surprise, something that was past most things, something that was looking at her from a place she was starting to understand was not where he let people reach.

"The journalists," he said. "The documents we sent tonight—"

"Are not enough." She cut across him cleanly. "Twelve names and financial records bring down Suri. They don't stop Grekov. He'll send someone else. He'll rebuild through different channels." She looked at the folder. "We need everything. Everything my father found. Every layer." She looked up. "Which means we need the rest of it. Whatever your father—whatever Grekov's operation looks like from the inside." A pause. "You know it. You spent ten years in it."

He was looking at her steadily.

"I know you walked away," she said. "I know you built something clean here. I know this isn't what you came to Mumbai for." She held his gaze. "I'm asking anyway. Because my father died for this and I am not about to let it be for nothing."

The apartment was quiet. The chess board on the shelf. The books in two languages. The photograph she hadn't looked at long enough to identify.

"Zara." His voice was the quiet unperformed register. "If I put what I know about Grekov's operation alongside what's in this folder — the complete picture, the full structure — it doesn't just end Suri. It ends Grekov." He paused. "And Grekov, unlike Suri, is not a man who accepts being ended."

"I know."

"It makes you a target. Permanently."

"I'm already a target."

"A different kind of target," he said, with an intensity she hadn't heard from him before. "Not a local problem. International. Ongoing."

She looked at him. "Is that your way of asking me to stop?"

"No." He said it immediately. "No, it's my way of making sure you understand exactly what you're choosing."

"I understand." She held his gaze. "Do you?"

He looked at her. Across the table, in the amber light of his apartment, with the folder between them and Grekov's voice still in the room, he looked at her the way he had that first morning in her kitchen — the recalibrating, the reassessment — but it was different now. It was not the reassessment of a man revising his professional estimate. It was the look of a man revising something more fundamental.

"Yes," he said. "I understand."

"Then we do it together."

He was quiet for a moment. Then: "Together," he said. Just that. Just the word, given back to her like something he meant precisely.

She looked at the folder. She looked at her phone. Suri's clock was running and midnight was coming and beyond midnight was Grekov and beyond Grekov was whatever came after, and none of it was clean or simple or safe.

She found she wasn't afraid of it.

She found she was something else — something clear and forward-facing, the grief still present but transformed into a different kind of energy, the way her father had described it once, years ago, when she'd asked him how he dealt with loss.

You make the loss mean something, he'd said. Otherwise it's just weight.

She picked up her phone.

"Call the journalists back," she said. "Tell them to hold what we sent. We're sending more."

The next two hours were the most focused she'd ever been.

They sat side by side at his table — genuinely side by side, chairs turned in, shoulders occasionally touching — and they built it together. He talked and she wrote, structuring the information with the precision she used to manage Raakh's finances, finding the architecture beneath it. He knew Grekov's operation the way you knew a place you'd lived in — not just the rooms but the particular creak of certain floorboards, the places where the structure was sound and the places where it wasn't.

He talked about ten years of it with the even controlled voice of a man who had made peace with his own history but had not made peace with the use it had been put to. She listened with everything she had. She asked questions that made him stop and look at her sometimes — specific, incisive questions that got to the weight-bearing elements, the pieces that, removed, brought the whole structure down.

"Here," she said at one point, pointing at the document on his laptop. "This connection. Between the Rotterdam account and the Mumbai shell company your father set up for Suri eighteen months ago. That's the through line. That's the thing that links Grekov to Suri in a way that can't be explained away."

He leaned in beside her to look at the screen. Close enough that she was aware of his shoulder against hers, the warmth of him, the specific quality of his attention beside her rather than across from her.

"You're right," he said. He reached past her to retype a section and she stayed very still for the moment his arm was across her space and he was close and the document was on the screen and the city was outside the window and she thought: this. This specific thing. The working beside someone. I didn't know I missed it.

He finished the edit and sat back and their shoulders were still touching and neither of them moved away.

They kept working.

At nine-fifteen she called Suri.

She stood at the window of Volkov's apartment with the city lit below her and she put the warmth in her voice that she'd practiced since she was a girl learning to be her father's daughter in rooms that required performance.

"I've been thinking about what you said," she said.

"And?" His voice was carefully neutral. Good sign — he hadn't decided she'd refuse yet.

"I have questions. Practical ones." She looked at Volkov across the room — he was watching her, arms crossed, listening. "The people currently loyal to my father. Their positions within your structure."

"Honored," Suri said immediately. "I have no interest in upheaval. I want continuity."

"And Raakh?"

"Entirely yours. Always."

"My input on decisions that affect my father's former territory?"

A pause. Brief but there. "Reasonable input, yes."

She kept her voice warm. Reasonable input. She filed it. "Give me until midnight," she said. "I need to consult with one more person."

"Volkov?" Flatly.

"He has a stake in the port arrangements," she said. "It's practical."

A silence. She could feel him calculating — whether she was stalling, whether the twenty-four hours was a play. She kept her breathing even. She kept her face neutral, which was easier than it should have been, which told her something about what this week had done to her.

"Midnight," he said finally.

"Thank you, Vikram bhai."

She hung up.

She looked at Volkov.

"Well?" he said.

"Two hours and forty-five minutes." She set the phone down. "Where are we?"

"The document is ready. Both sets — the original twelve pages and everything we've added tonight." He paused. "I need twenty minutes to compile and encrypt it for the journalists. Once I send, it goes to three separate outlets simultaneously." He looked at her. "Once I send, there's no taking it back."

"I know."

"Grekov will know it was me."

"I know that too."

He held her gaze. "I want to be clear about what I'm doing. I'm not—" he stopped. Restarted. "I'm not doing this only because your father trusted me. Or because it's strategically sound." He paused. "I want to be clear about that."

She looked at him. In the apartment light, in this quiet room above the city, with everything about to move and no ability to predict what came after, she looked at him and understood — with the precision she brought to every important thing — exactly what he was telling her and what it cost him to tell it.

"I know," she said. Quietly.

"Do you?"

"Yes." She held his gaze. "I know, Aleksei."

He looked at her for a moment. Then he nodded once — not accepting the statement, receiving it — and turned to the laptop.

He compiled. He encrypted. He looked at the screen for one last moment.

He sent.

At nine fifty-seven, Salim called.

"Arjun is out," he said. "Volkov's man had him clear of the building at nine-forty. He's with his mother. He's safe."

She closed her eyes briefly. "And Karan?"

A pause. "He wants to speak to you."

"Put him on."

Karan's voice was wrecked. She'd known him since she was a teenager — had sat at his table, eaten his wife's cooking, watched his son grow up at the periphery of her father's world. His voice on this phone was the voice of a man who had been carrying something enormous and jagged for a very long time.

"Didi," he said. "I — there are no words—"

"There don't need to be," she said. Her voice was steady. She kept it steady deliberately. "Arjun is safe. That's what matters tonight."

"I'll do anything. Whatever you need from me—"

"I know." She paused. "Karan. My father was going to give you a chance to tell the truth yourself. He believed in that." She paused. "So do I. But I need it to be tonight. Whatever you're willing to say — Suri's instruction, the communications, how it started — I need it documented before midnight."

A long silence. She could hear him breathing.

"Salim can take your statement," she said. "It goes to the journalists with everything else. You tell it in your own words." She paused. "You tell them it started with your son's debt. You tell them you were trapped. Because that's true, and the truth is the only thing that helps you now."

"And after?" he said. "After it comes out—"

"I don't know," she said honestly. "But you have more options standing in the truth than hiding behind the lie. You know that."

Another silence. Then, quietly: "Your father would have found a way to save me."

"My father found a way to save Arjun," she said. "He started the night he decided to trust me with this." She paused. "Don't make his decision mean nothing."

Karan wept. She waited. Then he steadied and said yes and Salim came back on the line and she told him what she needed and she hung up and stood very still for a moment in the middle of Volkov's apartment.

He hadn't pretended not to listen. He was watching her from across the room with the expression she'd learned to read — the one that meant he was seeing something he hadn't expected.

"What?" she said.

"Nothing." He paused. "Everything." He looked at her. "You're more like him than you know."

She pressed her lips together. She looked at the ceiling. She looked back at him.

"I know," she said. "I'm working on also being like myself."

He smiled. A real one — full, unguarded, the rare devastating smile she'd seen in flashes all week and never quite caught full-on. It changed his face entirely and she stood across the room from him and looked at it and thought: there. That's the one I'll remember.

At eleven-thirty, her phone lit up.

Not Suri. Not Salim. A number she recognized from earlier today.

Priya.

"It's moving," Priya said. Her voice was quick and tightly controlled. "Suri's people are moving. Someone tipped him — I don't know who, I don't know how, but he knows about the journalists. He's trying to intercept."

Zara was already on her feet. "Can he stop it?"

"The Rotterdam connection — the shell company. His people are trying to suppress it through a contact at one of the outlets. They have thirty minutes before the story goes to print."

"Which outlet?"

Priya named it.

Volkov was beside her before she'd finished the sentence, close and focused. She held the phone between them so he could hear.

"I know the editor," he said immediately. "Singapore. I can—"

"Call them," she said.

He was already moving, phone to his ear, crossing the room. She watched him — the controlled rapid movement of him, the shift into full operational mode, everything concentrated and precise.

She called Salim. "Where is Karan's statement?"

"Ninety percent done. Ten minutes."

"Make it five."

She hung up. She looked at the time. Eleven thirty-four. Twenty-six minutes to midnight. Suri's offer expired at midnight — but that no longer mattered. The offer had been theater. What mattered was whether the information was out before he could shut it down.

Her phone again. Inspector Raut.

She answered it with the particular cold focus of someone who had just read their name in her dead father's handwriting on a list of paid compromises.

"Miss Merchant," he said. "I think we need to talk."

"About what, Inspector?"

A pause. "About a folder that appears to have my name in it."

She said nothing.

"I want to be clear," he said, and his voice was not the careful official voice of their first conversation. It was something stripped of that, something underneath. "What your father documented — the payments, the favors — is accurate. I won't insult you by denying it." A pause. "But I want to be clear that I was not party to what happened to him. I want you to know that."

"Why should I believe you?"

"Because," he said, "I've spent eighteen months trying to build something against Suri through proper channels and failing because the channels are compromised and I—" he stopped. "Because I was at your father's funeral and I stood there knowing I hadn't done enough and that is something I have to live with." His voice was rough. "Tell me what you need."

She thought very fast. Raut on his list — but Raut calling her. Raut with whatever he'd built through the proper channels. Raut who had asked her, the night of the identification, do you know of anyone who might have wanted to harm your father with the specific quality of a man who already knew the answer and was testing whether she did.

"I need someone official," she said. "Someone in a position to receive the documentation publicly. Someone whose office confirms receipt before midnight." She paused. "That's what you can give me. Suri can suppress a journalist. He can't suppress an official police record of receipt, even if he owns the policeman."

A silence.

"You're using me as a filing cabinet," Raut said.

"I'm giving you a chance to be more than your worst decision," she said. "Which is more than you deserve and exactly what my father would have done."

A very long silence.

"Send it," he said.

She sent it.

Eleven fifty-one.

Volkov came back from the corner of the room where he'd been on the phone. His face was the same controlled surface but his eyes were clear — the particular clarity of something accomplished.

"Singapore holds," he said. "They go to print at midnight regardless of the contact Suri found. The editor owes me a significant favor and has chosen this moment to repay it."

"London?"

"Already live online. It went up four minutes ago."

She stared at him. "It's already—"

"Live." He held her gaze. "It's done."

She looked at her phone. She looked at the time. Eleven fifty-three.

"Raut has received the documentation," she said.

"Karan's statement?"

"Sent five minutes ago."

He was very close now, having crossed the room without her tracking it, standing in front of her in the amber light of the apartment with the chess board behind him and the city beyond the window and the whole week distilled into this moment, this room, this seven minutes before midnight.

"It's done," she said. Testing the shape of it.

"It's done," he confirmed.

She looked at her hands. Steady. She was aware of something vast moving inside her — not triumph, not yet, something more complicated than triumph. The weight of it, the actual weight of what her father had tried to do and what they had just finished for him.

"He would have been—" she started.

"I know," Volkov said.

She looked up at him. He was watching her with that full open attention, nothing managed in it, and she thought about everything she'd learned of him this week — the boy in St. Petersburg, the ten years in Grekov's operation, the careful disciplined dismantling of it, the five years in Mumbai trying to build something clean. The man who had moved between her and a bullet on their first night. Who had made chai in her kitchen at seven in the morning. Who had held her hand in a car while she didn't cry and said he was a good man and meant it. Who had pressed his thumb against her knuckle, slowly, and not moved away.

She took a step forward.

He went still. The specific particular stillness of him — not withdrawal, the opposite, holding completely steady while everything around him moved.

She put her hand against his chest. She felt his heart beneath her palm.

It was going faster than the surface of him suggested.

"Aleksei," she said quietly.

"Zara." He said it like it had weight. Like her name in his mouth was something he'd been careful with.

"We said after tonight."

"We did."

"It's not after yet," she said. "But it's close."

His hand came up. It covered hers where it rested against his chest — his warm, certain hand, the hand she'd been aware of since the first night in the alley behind Raakh when it had held her arm in the dark.

"Close enough," he said.

She looked up at him. At his face from this distance — the scar at his collar, the grey of his eyes, the unmanaged quality of them right now, looking at her the way he'd been restraining himself from looking at her all week.

"Tell me to stop," she said, "if you want me to stop."

"I have wanted," he said, very quietly, "many things this week. That is not one of them."

She kissed him.

Or he kissed her — it was hard to say, it was mutual and immediate, the decision made by both of them in the same instant, his hand at her jaw and hers at his collar and the amber light and the city and seven days of wanting it finding its shape in this specific moment. He kissed her the way she'd suspected he would — completely, with attention, with the same focused quality he brought to everything, nothing careless in it, nothing that suggested he was anywhere else.

She pressed closer. His other hand found the small of her back — not the professional careful placement from the dinner, this was something entirely different, warm and deliberate and his — and she felt the structural difference between what that had been and what this was, like the difference between a sentence and the thing it was actually saying.

She pulled back just enough to see his face.

He looked at her. His eyes were dark and his jaw was doing something and he looked, for the first time since she'd known him, like a man who had stopped performing stillness and arrived at the actual thing underneath.

"Hi," she said, because she couldn't help it.

Something happened in his face. The smile again — not the full one, something better, something smaller and specific and completely unguarded. "Hi," he said back, in a voice that had nothing controlled in it.

She laughed. First real laugh in — she didn't know how long. It came out of her like something released and she felt him feel it, his hand at her back responding, pulling her in.

Her phone went off on the table.

They both looked at it.

Suri.

She pulled back. She looked at the call. She looked at the time on the screen.

Midnight. Exactly.

She answered it. She put it on speaker so Volkov could hear.

"Vikram bhai," she said warmly, as though she'd been sitting quietly by the phone all evening.

The pause on the other end was almost imperceptible. Almost.

"I'm calling for your answer," he said.

"Of course." She looked at Volkov. He was watching her with the quiet, steady attention, one hand still at her waist. She felt the warmth of it. "I've been thinking about your offer all evening."

"And?"

"And I think you should check the news," she said pleasantly.

A silence.

"I think," she continued, "that you should check all three of the major outlets. London first. Then Singapore. And then you should look at whatever notification Inspector Raut has sent to your legal team in the last forty minutes." She paused. "I understand there's quite a lot of documentation. It may take some time to go through."

The silence on the other end lasted five full seconds. She counted.

"Zara." His voice was different. The charm gone, the manufactured warmth gone, something underneath it bare and cold and very old. "You have no idea what you've started."

"I've ended it, actually," she said. "You and I both know that now." She paused. "Give my regards to your friends in Rotterdam. I imagine they're having an interesting night."

She hung up.

The apartment was quiet. Volkov's hand was warm at her waist. The city outside the window went on doing what it did.

"He'll move," Volkov said.

"He'll try." She looked at her phone. "By morning he'll be managing too many fires to organize anything against us. By the end of the week he'll be responding to the investigation rather than running from us." She paused. "Grekov is different."

"Yes." His voice was even. "Grekov is different."

She turned toward him. "Do you have a plan for Grekov?"

"I have the beginning of one." He looked at her. "It will take longer. Grekov is patient. He'll retreat and reassess before he moves." He paused. "We have time to prepare."

We, she noticed. She let herself notice it.

"Then we prepare," she said.

He looked at her for a moment. He reached up and pushed a strand of hair from her face, slow and deliberate, his thumb tracing her cheek, and she held very still and felt it.

"It won't be safe," he said. "Going forward. Grekov doesn't forgive this kind of exposure."

"I know."

"I've been running from him for two years. Now I'm not running." He looked at her steadily. "I want to be clear about that. I'm not running."

"I know," she said again. "Neither am I."

He looked at her face. At whatever was in it. He nodded once — the same nod from earlier, receiving rather than accepting, this one carrying more weight.

He kissed her again, slower this time. Like they had time. Like he was making a point about having time.

When he pulled back she pressed her forehead to his jaw for a moment, her eyes closed, and felt him still — his hand in her hair, his heartbeat, the city outside.

"The photograph on your shelf," she said into his collar.

A pause. "My mother."

"And the scar?"

"That's a longer story."

"We said after tonight." She pulled back to look at him. "It's after tonight."

His eyes held hers. Warm, specific, entirely directed at her.

"It is," he agreed.

He led her to the sofa. He sat and she sat beside him, tucked against his side in the amber light, her legs across his, his arm around her with the ease of something that had always been going to be this way, and he told her.

He told her about Russia and the scar and the price of leaving. He told her things she understood he had not told anyone and she held them carefully. She told him about her mother, about the bangles, about Raakh's first night and the way her father had stood at the door crying and laughing at the same time. They talked in the low careful way of people learning the actual shape of each other.

Outside, Mumbai did what Mumbai did — enormous, indifferent, blazing.

Inside, the chess board sat mid-game on the shelf and the folder was on the table and her father's letter was still folded against her heart and none of tonight was finished, not really. Grekov was out there. The morning would bring its own complications. Everything was in motion and nothing was resolved and the future was genuinely uncertain in ways she couldn't predict.

She found she wasn't afraid of it.

She found, tucked against the side of a man who had been keeping his own counsel for thirty-six years and was currently telling her the truth about all of it, with the city outside and the files on the table and her father's voice in her memory — you're ready, jaanu — she found something she recognized.

She found she was exactly where she was supposed to be.

At 3 a.m., her phone lit up.

She was almost asleep. His hand in her hair. The lamp still on.

She looked at the screen.

Unknown number.

She sat up. He was already awake — she wasn't sure he'd slept.

She answered.

Static. Then not Grekov's voice. Something else entirely — young, female, frightened, speaking in rapid Hindi.

"Miss Merchant. My name is Aisha Suri. I'm Vikram's daughter." A sound in the background — movement, urgency. "I've been in London for three years. I know what my father is. I know what he did." A pause, shaking. "There are things he doesn't know I know. Documents he doesn't know I have." Her voice dropped. "He's just called me. He told me to leave London tonight. He said it's not safe." Another pause. "I don't know who else to call."

Zara was sitting fully upright now, Volkov alert beside her, both of them looking at the phone.

"Are you safe right now?" Zara said. "Immediately, right now?"

"I think so. For the next few hours."

"Stay where you are," Zara said. "Don't go anywhere he tells you to go. I'm calling someone in London in the next five minutes." She looked at Volkov. He was already reaching for his phone. "Don't hang up."

She looked at Volkov. He looked at her.

"London," he said quietly.

"London," she confirmed.

He was already dialing. She put Aisha on hold and looked at the folder on the table and thought about her father's handwriting and the shape of what wasn't finished.

Suri's daughter. In London. With documents.

She thought about Grekov's voice: You found the files faster than I expected.

She thought about her father: She's ready.

She looked at Volkov, phone to his ear, arranging protection for a girl he'd never met on a continent he'd left, doing it because she'd looked at him and he'd understood.

She thought: this is the thing my father was trying to give me. Not the network. Not the port access. Not any of it.

This.

She picked up the phone.

"Aisha," she said. "I've got you. Stay on the line."

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