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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4: Something Small Is Missing

The next morning started like every other morning.

And that was exactly what made it feel wrong.

I stood in front of the bathroom mirror, toothbrush paused mid-air, staring at my reflection like I was waiting for it to do something different.

Blink slower.Move later.Change.

It didn't.

It just stared back at me.

Tired eyes. Slight tension in my jaw. Nothing dramatic, nothing anyone else would notice.

But I saw it.

Something wasn't sitting right.

I rinsed my mouth quickly and turned away before I could overthink it again.

"You're fine," I muttered. "Just tired."

That word again.

Tired.

It had become too convenient.

"Lara, you'll be late," Aunt Elena called from the kitchen.

"I'm coming!"

I grabbed my bag and stepped out, the familiar smell of coffee and toasted bread greeting me. Aunt Elena stood by the counter, already dressed for the day, her movements calm and precise as always.

She glanced at me once.

Then again.

"You didn't sleep well," she said.

It wasn't a question.

"I did," I replied automatically.

She raised an eyebrow.

I sighed. "Okay… maybe not well, but I slept."

"Mhm."

There it was again.

That look.

She didn't argue. Didn't press.

Just watched.

"Eat something," she said, sliding a plate toward me.

I picked at the toast more than I ate it. My attention kept drifting to the window, the hallway, the quiet spaces in between sounds.

Nothing was there.

And yet…

It felt like something should be.

Campus felt louder than usual.

Or maybe I was just more aware of it.

Every voice, every footstep, every passing laugh seemed sharper, like the volume of the world had been turned up slightly too high.

I adjusted my bag and kept walking.

"Lara!"

I didn't need to turn to know it was Maya.

She caught up quickly, falling into step beside me, holding two iced coffees.

"You look like you're fighting invisible demons," she said, handing one to me.

"Thanks," I muttered, taking it.

"Care to explain?" she added.

"There's nothing to explain."

She gave me a look.

"The last time you said that, you ended up admitting you met a mysterious stranger in the rain."

"I didn't admit anything."

"You basically did."

I took a sip of the coffee, avoiding her gaze.

Maya studied me for a second longer than usual.

"Okay… jokes aside," she said, her tone shifting slightly. "Are you actually okay?"

I hesitated.

Just for a second.

But she caught it.

"I'm fine," I said.

"You keep saying that."

"Because it's true."

"Or because you want it to be true?"

I exhaled slowly. "Maya..."

"Look, I'm not trying to interrogate you," she said quickly. "I just… you feel different."

That word again.

Different.

I forced a small smile. "Maybe I just need sleep."

"Or therapy," she added lightly.

I laughed despite myself. "You first."

"Rude."

We made it to class just as the lecture was starting.

I slid into my seat, pulling out my notebook, pen ready. The professor's voice filled the room, steady and predictable, something I usually found comforting.

Today, it felt distant.

Like I was hearing it from underwater.

"…and symbolism often reflects—"

My pen moved across the page.

Words forming.

Notes building.

Then—

Nothing.

My hand stopped.

I blinked, staring down at the paper.

The sentence I had been writing just… ended.

Mid-thought.

I frowned.

"What was I...."

I stopped.

Because I couldn't remember what I was about to write.

Not completely.

Just the last part.

The ending.

It hovered at the edge of my mind, just out of reach.

"Seriously?" I whispered under my breath.

It wasn't panic.

Not yet.

Just frustration.

I tapped my pen lightly against the page, trying to force the thought back.

It didn't come.

After a few seconds, I shook my head and continued writing from where I could.

It wasn't a big deal.

People forget things all the time.

Right?

But it stayed with me.

That unfinished sentence.

That missing ending.

It followed me through the rest of the lecture, through the hallway, through the conversations I barely paid attention to.

Like a small crack in something that was supposed to be whole.

"You've been quiet," Maya said as we walked out of class.

"I've been listening."

"No, you've been somewhere else."

I didn't respond.

Because she wasn't wrong.

"Okay," she continued, crossing her arms slightly. "Something is definitely going on."

"There isn't."

"Lara."

I stopped walking.

"So what do you want me to say?" I asked, more sharply than I intended.

She blinked.

I softened immediately. "I'm sorry. I just...."

"Hey," she said gently. "I'm not your enemy."

I nodded.

"I know."

She studied me again, then sighed.

"Fine. I'll drop it… for now," she said. "But if you suddenly vanish or start acting like you're in a horror movie, I'm stepping in."

I huffed lightly. "Noted."

Later that afternoon, I sat alone outside, my diary open on my lap.

The campus buzzed around me, but I barely noticed.

I stared at the blank page for a long time before writing.

Something is wrong.

I paused.

Then added:

Not big. Not obvious. Just… small things.

My pen moved slower.

More careful.

Today I forgot how a sentence was supposed to end.

I stared at the words.

It sounded ridiculous written down.

So small.

So insignificant.

But it didn't feel that way.

It's like my thoughts are slipping at the edges.

I exhaled, closing the diary gently.

"Overthinking," I whispered again.

But this time…

I wasn't convinced.

As I stood to leave, something made me pause.

That feeling again.

Subtle.

Quiet.

But there.

I turned slightly, scanning the area behind me.

Students. Benches. Trees.

Nothing unusual.

And yet…

Someone was looking.

I could feel it.

Not curiosity.

Not coincidence.

Something else.

Still.

Focused.

I shifted my gaze toward a figure standing near the far end of the walkway.

They weren't doing anything.

Just standing.

Watching.

My chest tightened.

I blinked—

And someone walked past them.

Just for a second.

When my view cleared…

They were gone.

I stood there longer than I should have.

Heart steady.

But something deeper unsettled.

"This is getting ridiculous," I muttered.

And yet…

I didn't feel ridiculous.

I felt watched.

By the time I got home, the sky had already started fading into evening again.

Aunt Elena looked up as I entered.

"Better day?" she asked.

I hesitated.

Then nodded.

"Yeah. Better."

She smiled faintly.

"Good."

But her eyes lingered.

Like she didn't fully believe me.

That night, I opened my diary again.

The room was quiet.

Too quiet.

My pen hovered over the page before finally moving.

It happened again.

I swallowed.

Not forgetting. Not really.

Another pause.

Just… losing the end of things.

I stared at the sentence.

Then slowly added:

And today, I felt it again.

My chest tightened slightly.

Someone is watching me.

The words looked heavier than everything else on the page.

More real.

More dangerous.

I underlined them.

Once.

Then closed the diary.

I stood and walked toward the window.

The street below was dimly lit again.

Still.

Quiet.

Normal.

And then—

There.

Across the street.

A figure.

Standing.

Watching.

Not moving.

Not hiding.

Just… there.

This time, I didn't look away.

My heart pounded slowly, steadily.

Not fear.

Not panic.

Something else.

Recognition.

Like this wasn't new.

Like it had always been there…

And I was only just noticing.

"And this time…I knew I wasn't imagining it."

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