"Sabse mushkil hota hai… apni feelings bol dena. Kyunki darr hota hai — ya sab mil jaayega, ya sab kho jaayega."
Aaj kuch alag tha…
Na main properly baat kar pa rahi thi…
Na ignore kar pa rahi thi.
Dil aur dimag… dono alag directions me chal rahe the.
"Bol de…"
"Mat bol…"
"Ya agar usne mana kar diya toh?"
"Ya phir woh bhi same feel karta ho?"
Main poore din isi confusion me thi.
Raat ko uska message aaya—
"Tu theek hai na? Aaj thodi alag lag rahi hai."
Bas… yahi moment tha.
Maine phone haath me liya…
Typing start ki…
Phir delete… phir likha… phir delete…
Finally… maine aankhen band ki…
Aur likh diya—
"Mujhe tu pasand hai…"
Message send karte hi…
Heart fast beat karne laga.
Aisa lag raha tha jaise time ruk gaya ho.
Online aaya…
Typing…
Phir ruk gaya…
Phir typing…
Har second heavy lag raha tha.
Finally uska reply aaya—
"Sach bolu… mujhe bhi."
Ek second ke liye… mujhe yakeen hi nahi hua.
Main screen ko bas dekhti reh gayi…
Dil me jo itne din se pressure tha…
Woh suddenly halka ho gaya.
Smile aayi…
Aur aankhon me aansu bhi.
Pehli baar…
Yeh aansu dard ke nahi the.
Khushi ke the.
Usne phir message kiya—
"Par ek baat hai… main tujhe hurt nahi karna chahta."
Maine poocha—
"Kyun?"
Reply aaya—
"Kyuki tu already bohot kuch handle kar rahi hai…"
Us moment pe…
Mujhe samajh aaya—
Woh sirf mujhe pasand nahi karta…
Woh mujhe samajhta bhi hai.
Aur shayad…
Yahi sabse special cheez thi.
🔥 End Line (Cliffhanger):
"Par kya yeh pyaar meri life ko better banayega… ya aur complicated?"