I told him that evening.
Not because the timing was perfect.
It wasn't. Not because I felt ready. I didn't. But because Vex was gone and Zoran already knew enough and every hour I waited was an hour the situation moved without me, which was a position I had already occupied for nineteen years and was done with.
I approached and knocked on the study door.
"Come in." A response came through.
He was at his desk this time - actually seated, which I had not seen before. Maps spread in front of him, a half-eaten meal pushed to the side, the gold eyes lifting to find me with that particular alertness he had around me that he had stopped pretending wasn't there.
I closed the door behind me. Stood in front of his desk.
"There's something I need to tell you," I said. "And I need you to let me finish before you respond. All of it. Because the pieces only make sense together."
*A beat.*
He looked up to my face and set down his pen. "Sit down," he said warmly.
I sat. And I told him everything.
Aldric. My mother. The candle test when I was four. Fifteen years of deliberate suppression. The word Bloodanchor and what it meant and what I could do with it. The mark on my neck - I pulled my collar down and showed it to him, watched his jaw tighten as he processed what he was seeing. Vex's observation. What Zoran knew.
What Zoran wanted.
I talked for a long time. He did not interrupt. Not even for once. Just calculated listening.
When I finished, the room was very quiet. The curse markings on his hands were stilled not pulsating.
That eye-of-the-storm quiet they had whenever I was close and he was looking at me with an expression I had never seen on his face before.
Not anger. Not the cold assessment I had grown used to.
Something raw. Barely controlled. Like a man who had spent three years making peace with a death sentence and had just been told, without warning, that he might live.
"A Bloodanchor can break it," he asked. Low. Almost to himself.
"In theory," I said carefully. "Aldric said I need training. I haven't developed the ability at
all. Not yet. Fifteen years of suppression means it's there but untrained.
Unpredictable. I don't know how to use it and using it wrong could..."
"Could what?" He chipped in.
"Could accelerate the curse instead of breaking it," I said. "If I access it incorrectly."
*Silence.*
Then he nodded meeting my eyes. He had absorbed that. I watched him process the mathematics of it. The hope against the risk, weighed against what three more years of slow destruction looked like.
"Aldric," he said. "He's been in this house for eleven years and I didn't know? Interesting."
"He was hiding," I replied. "From whoever placed the curse. He came here because he
thought Ironveil was where I'd eventually end up."
"He knew you were coming." He said.
"He knew my mother's blood would send someone here eventually," I corrected. "He didn't know it would be me specifically until I walked through your gate."
Caius stood. Walked to the window - that slow deliberate walk that cost him something.
He stood with his back to me and looked out at the winter garden below and I watched
the curse markings on his hands pulse once, twice, the living rhythm of something that
had been eating him inside for three years.
"Why are you telling me this?" he asked calmly. Not accusatory. Genuine. The question of a man who had been given very few things without an attached cost and was trying to locate what this one would require.
"Because it's your life," I said. "And because whatever happens with Zoran, whatever
happens with the curse, you should know the truth about what's inside this house. Both of us in it."
He turned. Looked at me across the study.
"I didn't want you here," he said coldly. "When they sent you instead of your sister, I intended to send you back within the week."
"I know," I said.
"I'm not going to apologize for the first days," he said. "But I am... I recognize what was
done to you in this house. The servant duties. I should have- "
"It's done," I interrupted."Don't apologize. Just don't let it happen again."
His expression changed as he glanced at me for a full 8 seconds.
"I'll speak to Aldric in the morning," he said.
"Training begins as soon as he deems it
viable."
"And Zoran?" I asked.
He sighed.
"Zoran," he said, "is my problem. Not yours."
I grinned. " What do you mean by that?"
"But not yet," he added. Firmly. "You are untrained and carrying a partial mark
and in the middle of a situation you walked into three weeks ago. Let me handle Zoran.
You focus on Aldric."
I studied him for a moment. The exhaustion under the severity. The way he held himself
carefully, like a man managing a structure he didn't fully trust to stay standing.
"You've been doing everything alone for three years," I said.
*He went silent.*
A silence that confirmed it more completely than any answer would have.
"You don't have to anymore," I added.
I said that with an instant kind of empathy I didn't know where cit came from. But I actually meant it. I did.
I left before he could find a way to reject that. Behind me, through the closed study door, I heard nothing. But I felt the burning on my neck ease into the warmest it had been since the road. As though something had changed.
Irreversibly.
Between us.