Subah ke 8 baje rahe the..
Alarm ⏰ tisari baar baj chuka thaa.
Lekin is baar maine alarm band krke sone ki koshish nhi ki is baar mai utha gya subah se tin alarm band kr chuka tha pr is baar uth gya.
Mai uth gaya.
Dheere dheere hii sahi par apne naye kirdar ke liye naya umeed leke nai aasha leke.
"Ab aur nhi....."
Maine apne man me kaha...
Aur apne 11th-12th ke sath NEET ki journey ko start krne ke liye ek kadam badhya.
Paise liye market gaya aur market se NCERT book, spiral notebook, colourful sticky notes, blue, black and colourful pens, pencil, eraser, sharpener, scale, A4 sheet, folder, etc. bht sari stationary ka saman laya.
Aur ghar pe aake book cover kiya aur sb table pe ache se set Kiya.
Aur chemistry physics biology ke reference book sb kuch set kr diya.
Ab apni padhai start krne ka waqt aa gya.
Par samjh nhi aa rha tha kaise padhu kya padhu???
Kal tk to bojh lgta tha
Lekin ab use aasan krne ka waqt aa gaya tha.
Ye ek manzil nhi ek rasta tha.....
For white coat, doctor. Respect.
Ye word mere dimag me ghum raha tha.
Phir mai kursi par baitha.
Pehli baar bina kisi ke dabao ke.....
khud ke padhne ke liye.
Maine book khola.
Biology: Human physiology
Lekin jaise hi maine padhan shuru kiya waise hi dimag me ek swal aane lga self-doubt phir se hone lgaa.
"65% wala tu doctor banega."
"NEET tere bas ke bahar hai."
"Chhod de...."ye sb tere liye nhi hai ye.
Aankhon me nami si aa gai.
Lekin phir...
Use apne parents dosto bhai bahan ki relatives ki kahi gai baat yaad aai,ki tere se nhi hoga NEET 10th me kuch nhi la paya to NEET kya karega tu.
Ye sb soch kr dil me phir se wahi aag jalne lagi maine pure man se soch.....
Ek gehri saans li....
Aur apne man me kaha...
Mai sbko sabit krke dikhaunga ki 65% se bhi NEET kiya ja skta haii.
Phir maine 10 minute socha.....
Phir kuch samjh nhi aaya...
20 minutes.....
Thoda connect hone ki koshish ki...
1 ghanta baad flow me aa gya thoda thoda kuch samjh me aane lgaa.
Khud pe yakin hone lga.
"Kya mai sach me padh skta hu."
Chehre pe ek pyari si Khushi wali smile aai.
Lekin ye safar kitna aasan nhi tha bahot mehnat Krna tha pure 2.5 saal tak.
Padhte padhte dopahar hote hote thakan saa hone lga.
Padhte samye distraction hone lga
Phone jaise ki apni taraf bula rha ho
Instagram...reels... spotlight.....many of things distract him.
Usne phone utha liya....
Par 5-6 second me usne wapas whi pe rakh diya....
"Ek din ka jeet....ek din ki shuruaat.....
Sham me usne khud ko mirror me dekha.
Chera wahi tha insaan wahi tha lekin....?
Lekin aankhe badal gai thi.
Dar to abhi bhi lg rha tha.
Lekin.....dar ke sath hi sath ek himmat ek umeed ek dilasha tha.....
Phir se maine dheere se kaha....
65% se white coat tak...ye sirf sapna nhi rahega n.....
Aur Usi pal———
"Ek NEET WARRIOR ka safar start huaa..."
💗Dreams don't come with ease or rest,
You must fight hard and give your best.
Sleepless nights, books in your hand,
One day you'll wear the coat so grand. 🩺✨