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Chapter 2 - The Palace of the Staged Suicide

A pitch-black darkness.

Not the darkness of a room with its lights turned off, but a darkness with weight—as if the air itself were cold metal pressing on the lungs. The first thing that returned with consciousness was the rope: brutal, rough fibers biting into his throat, scraping skin away, refusing to let a full breath form.

He was hanging.

He heard no saw, no footsteps. He didn't remember how he got here. But his body knew the truth before his mind did: a tightened knot, a high ceiling, and a lavish hall hiding its smell behind expensive perfume—someone meant to die quietly.

His body swayed on instinct. No panic. No tears. In his head, something old woke before the rest of him did: the mind of a man who had known mountains, who had learned how to compress terror into a single move.

With trembling hands, he grabbed the rope above the knot. The fingers weren't his—slender, trained for paper, not stone. And yet they clenched as if the bones remembered an older hardness.

He pulled himself forward with measured weight. One small push, then another, until he created an angle. The knot scraped his neck one last time, as though trying to win before the end.

A cracked inhale forced its way in—half air, half blood, the taste sharp at the back of his throat.

*Focus.*

The word wasn't spoken. It was an internal command. And the moment it formed, so did a dreadful realization: this body didn't have the stamina of his old one. The pulse was racing, the limbs numbing fast, blood flooding the head like a tide. If he swung randomly, he'd be dead in minutes.

So—no randomness.

He raised his right hand over the left. Pressed his nail into the rope's fibers, searching for a soft point, a tired strand, a single flaw. Ropes—like people—aren't defeated by strength alone, but by defects.

He found it.

A protruding strand, like a hair slipping out of the rope's skin.

He drove his nail beneath it. Pulled.

His skin split. He didn't care. Pain here was a friend; it meant the nerve was still alive.

The swinging returned. Once. Twice. On the third, he kicked his knee up—wrong for a weak body, but it bought him a fraction of an angle. For an instant, his vision caught the edge of the hall: an ornate ceiling, a dead chandelier, curtains heavy as old-palace drapes.

Then darkness swallowed his sight again under the pressure of blood.

*Don't pass out.*

He tightened his grip above the knot, wrapped his fingers around the rope with a fist harsher than any nineteen-year-old nobleman's hand should manage, and began to work the knot—not like a man untying rope, but like a man untying time from his neck.

The knot was tight. Clever.

Not a foolish suicide knot.

*So… this isn't suicide.*

The thought struck like a stone in still water. With it, a small door cracked open in memory—no, not his memory. Someone else's. Bright and disgusting at once.

A name: **Azzam**.

And a frightened whisper: *Don't leave them… don't leave Badr…*

Then everything went out.

Back to the rope.

He rotated the knot with his fingertip. Pressed from one side. Then yanked, short and decisive.

It came undone.

For a second, his body didn't understand that the ceiling no longer held him.

He fell.

Air crashed into lungs unaccustomed to freedom. He hit the floor—luxurious carpet caught part of the blow—but pain spread through his shoulders and back like electricity. He rolled onto his side, gasping, one hand on his throat as if checking he still owned a voice.

The rope lay beside him, coiled like a dead snake.

And as he coughed and forced saliva down, he opened his eyes.

They were not Azzam's eyes.

They were ember eyes from an ancient world.

---

He didn't move at once. He rose to one knee, then to one foot, like a man crawling out of a small battle he'd won with difficulty. He touched his burning neck. The skin was swollen; a deep red line split his throat like a brand.

He smiled.

A faint smile, without joy.

"Hanging?" he rasped, as if his throat had been polished by rope instead of water. "A soft death—fit for city children. In my time, blades spoke before ropes."

He wasn't reminding himself of courage. He was measuring a new world with an old logic. Worlds change. Principles don't: anyone who tried to kill you will try again.

He stood slowly.

The hall around him wasn't a poor man's room choking in an alley. It was a grand hall: high ceiling, walls clad in dark wood and metallic inlays. On one side, tall mirrors framed in glossy black. On the other—something entirely unfamiliar, cutting through the luxury with technical coldness:

Screens.

Huge neon screens embedded in the wall, displaying moving data—lines, numbers, layered three-dimensional maps. Cold blue light danced across them like light under water.

He approached with cautious steps. Each step checked the ground: no broken glass, no hidden blade, no footprints. Nothing but the rope… and a faint smell like medical disinfectant.

On the screen, a title appeared in clean lines:

**WHITE RESERVE / TOWER SUMMITS** 

**Purity Index: 97.4%** 

**Aura Saturation: Stable** 

**Access: Noble-tier Locked**

He stopped.

The word "WHITE" felt familiar in a way that unsettled him. Not because it was English—because its meaning struck something deep like a distant bruise: **the White**.

And another image slipped into his head—again, not his: a small room in a palace, a locked cabinet, a trembling hand closing it, and a young man whispering, *Father said… the White mustn't be touched… it belongs to the family.*

He gripped his neck as if the memory itself were rope.

*I… am not Azzam.*

The realization didn't arrive in panic. It arrived as a sentence produced by a utilitarian mind:

*If I'm in someone else's body, then my death at the fort was the end. It was a transfer. And someone is moving souls the way they move files.*

He went to the mirror.

A young face looked back—soft-featured, clear-skinned, nothing like a mountain man. Neatly arranged black hair, wide eyes… and yet the eyes, despite their youth, now carried a weight unfit for nineteen.

He touched the cheek, the jaw, the neck.

Then he saw it.

At the base of the neck, on the right side, beneath the skin, a strange mark. Not rope burn. Deeper. Like an old sign—a buried seal. It didn't glow now, but it pulsed once when he focused on it.

A seal.

A cold prick shot through his vertebrae and climbed to his head like a current.

He stepped back.

*The violet seal…*

No one had told him the words. And yet he knew them—the way you know a name that has hunted you in dreams.

He swallowed.

Then his inner voice returned—not the one that had asked in midair, *Qat or the future?*

Another voice. Calmer. Closer to silent arithmetic:

*This body is weak.* 

*And if this is a noble family—this hall, these screens—then weakness means you're a target by default.* 

*Run? You become prey outside their walls.* 

*Stay? You can see the enemy—and get closer to the White.*

He lifted his head toward the screens again.

If the White here was stored, measured for purity and saturation… it wasn't a plant in sacks. It was managed like fuel.

And if the family owned reserves on the "tower summits," then this wasn't mere trade.

It was power.

He smiled, tighter.

*All right, Azzam—* 

*or whatever your name is in this era—*They brought a rope to make me a corpse.* 

*I'll make tools out of them.*

---

The hall remained silent. No screams. No guards running. Which meant the killing had been calculated: the right time, no witnesses, then someone comes minutes later to find the "suicide" of a spoiled noble.

A suicide that washes the family's hands clean.

The idea didn't anger him. It stirred something almost professional: who benefits? who holds the kWho who comes first to confirm the job is done?

He went back to the rope and kicked it.

It wasn't cut. It was intact. The knot would have worked if he'd been a minute late.

*So whoever tied it knows what they're doing.*

He lifted his collar to hide the mark as much as possible. Wiped light blood from his lips with his sleeve. Scanned for water.

On a side table: a crystal glass filled with clear water, and beside it a small vial of something transparent.

He uncapped the vial and smelled it.

Sharp. Disinfectant.

*They sanitize the crime's traces before it happens.*

He rinsed his mouth and spat. The pain in his throat remained, but it dulled into something bearable. Pain, as he'd learned, was only data. You don't let it drive you.

Then Azzam's memory stabbed again:

Badr—a man in his early twenties, always smiling a smile that never reaches the eyes. 

And Azzam's voice inside: *Badr loves me… Badr protects the family…*

Then another image: Badr's hand placing the rope, slowly, like arranging a flower on a grave.

His fingers clenched.

*Badr.*

So the one likely to come to the door first… Badr. Or someone Badr sent.

The logic sharpened:

*If Badr is the executor, he isn't just a brother.* 

*He's a key.* 

*And a key isn't broken the first time—it's used.*

He looked at the screens again. **Access: Noble-tier Locked.**

Access was governed by ranks, keys, prints… perhaps blood.

And the closest hands to the palace keys were palace hands.

So—no running.

He would wear the role of the "weak survivor."

A man who survived hanging by a miracle, came out shaken, exhausted—perhaps with memory loss.

That role would make them relax. Step closer. Speak more than they should.

And it would buy time… to search for the taqreeha.

The taqreeha wasn't just a high. In this world, it felt tied to the violet seal—dormant, hungry for a trigger. A substance. A threshold.

And every path led back to the White.

---

He heard a step.

Then another.

Footsteps on marble outside the hall. Slow. Confident. Not the rush of alarm—more like someone arriving to admire his work.

He looked at the rope on the floor, then at the place he'd been hanging from, then at the luxurious sofa in the center of the hall.

He imagined the scene through the killer's eyes: open the door, see Azzam dangling, exhale relief, then arrange the final details of a clean "suicide."

So he had to shatter that expectation instantly.

He went to the sofa and sat down slowly. Crossed one leg over the other. Rested his head on his hand the way men did at midday when they decided time belonged to them, not others.

He forced his breathing to steady despite the pain.

*Presence before strength.*

In the mountains, the weak man—if he lacked a weapon—had a look.

A look bought seconds. Seconds bought life.

The footsteps neared. Stopped at the door.

Silence—one thin slice of it.

Then the sound of a metal handle turning slowly, as if the hand turning it savored the moment.

The door opened.

Badr entered.

Tall. Hair styled with care. A dark coat with a faint sheen. His eyes carried the kind of victory that doesn't smile openly—yet glows from within.

In his hand: no weapon. No need.

He was certain his younger brother would be meat swinging.

But the room wasn't what he'd drawn.

The rope lay in the corner like something disgraced.

And Azzam—or what should have been Azzam—reclined on the sofa, waiting as a guest had arrived late.

Badr froze.

His face tightened for an instant—tiny, but enough for a mountain mind to catch.

Then he spoke, wavering, like someone seeing a ghost wearing his brother's skin:

"Azzam…? You—how… the rope?"

The newly awakened one didn't lift his gaze right away. Let silence do its work. Then he inspected his nails as if the topic were trivial and said in a steady, hoarse voice drawn from an old well:

"The rope was rough, brother. Not fit for a noble's neck."

He raised his eyes at last.

No pleading. No confusion. Eyes that didn't ask *why*—only said *I know.*

Badr stepped back half a step without realizing.

The other continued, cold with an edge of mockery:

"Is this your hospitality in this era? Strangling guests in their sleep?"

Badr swallowed. Tried to laugh. The laugh came out dry.

"You… you're joking, right?" He tried to advance, to reclaim his place as the older brother, as the owner of the scene.

He wasn't allowed.

No shouting. No threats. Only presence, filling the space between them.

Inside him, the mind ran like a machine:

*He's shaken.* 

*He didn't expect the rope to fail.* 

*Which means he has a second plan—or he'll run to report to someone above him.*

So he had to pin him here.

He said calmly, "Sit, Badr. Don't tremble like a servant who stole bread."

He gestured to a chair opposite.

Badr didn't sit. He glanced at the rope, at the red line on Azzam's neck, then at the wall screens—hunting for a technical explanation. A trick? A device? A recording?

Then he steadied himself and stayed by the door.

Not cowardice.

The caution of a noble raised to assume every room might contain a camera.

Badr finally asked, softer, "Azzam… what happened to you?"

A good question—if asked with fear and relief. He asked it like someone checking whether the doll had become human.

The other answered without hesitation:

"What happened is you tied the knot with a tired hand."

Then he leaned forward a fraction.

"And now… tell me, Badr."

He didn't say *rope*. Didn't say *murder*. No use opening that file before ensuring it could be closed in his favor. He opened a different one—one that would unsettle Badr more:

"Tell me about the White you're hiding in the upper floors."

Badr's eyes went rigid.

That was the strike—not because of qat, but because he named an internal secret meant to stay among the elite.

The other smiled, briefly.

"My head needs adjustment," he said, and touched his burned neck as if hinting at something deeper than rope marks. "And the corpse you were waiting for… decided to take a long vacation."

Badr tried to speak. The words stumbled. For a moment he looked like a child realizing the game had changed and the rules were no longer his.

The hall hadn't changed. 

The chandelier hadn't lit. 

The screens still displayed White data.

But what had changed was the soul inside this body.

And Badr felt it.

Not Azzam.

Something older. Something that knew how to wait in darkness.

The other saw it in the faint tremble at the corner of Badr's mouth.

*Fear.*

And fear… was a key.

He said, almost friendly, "Sit, Badr. We won't shout. We won't wake the palace. You and I… family."

He said "family" the way you lay a hand on a blade: not reassurance, but a warning.

Badr didn't sit. He tilted his head toward the corridor behind him as if listening, making sure no one watched.

Then he looked back.

"You… want the White?" he asked as if he were asking about a weapon.

The other didn't deny or confirm. He let the truth float, then said:

"I want to understand why you store it this way. It's measured by aura saturation. Why it's locked behind 'Noble-tier.'"

A pause.

"And why did they try to kill me before I saw it?"

Badr's face tightened.

He understood denial wouldn't help. Confession might kill him too.

His breathing rose.

Inside the other, the calculation flared:

*Badr has keys.* 

*Literal or not—he's close.* 

*If he runs now, he'll return with guards, a doctor, or detection.* 

*If I bind him with presence, I get information first.*

One look—enough to make Badr feel unarmored.

Then the other spoke, quiet and lethal:

"Listen carefully. You came in expecting a corpse. You found something else. And that something else… doesn't like being disappointed."

Badr tried to smile. Failed.

"What do you want?" he finally asked.

The other tilted his head slightly, as if selecting the most useful word.

Then he said, "I want you to stay close to me, Badr."

Silence.

"Close enough that your hand can reach the upper floors when I ask. And close enough that I learn who ordered you to bring the rope."

Badr opened his mouth, closed it again—almost asking *How did you know?* and refusing to hear the answer.

A cold pulse struck at the base of the neck. The buried seal reminded him: time wasn't his. The body was weak. The throat was damaged. If he dragged this out, he could collapse in front of Badr—and with that, presence would die.

So—no prolonging.

He stood slowly, showing no pain. Took two steps—close enough to make Badr retreat by reflex.

Stopped.

Then sealed it with one sentence:

"You tried to make me a corpse. I'll make you the reason I stay alive."

A threat—and an offer: serve, and live.

Badr trembled. Not only in body, but in values. A noble wasn't raised to face a beast wearing his brother's face.

He tried to recover. "I… didn't do anything," he said quickly.

The other smiled faintly. "Fine. We'll deal with that later."

Then he pointed toward the rope in the corner.

"But this—keep it. Don't throw it away. I don't want the evidence to vanish from the palace."

Badr's eyes widened. "Evidence?"

No answer. Hanging questions made the best chains.

The other returned to the sofa, reclaiming the pose as if the room belonged to him again.

And he said, coldly:

"Now… tell me about the White."

---

Badr stood a few seconds longer, then finally stepped forward and sat on the edge of the opposite chair, as if it were made of thorns. His eyes kept searching Azzam's face for the old weakness and finding none.

He said, low, "The White… isn't what you think."

The other gave him nothing but: "Go on."

Badr swallowed. "It's a reserve. Used to modify aura. To raise endurance, focus…" He hesitated, then confessed like it hurt: "And for locks."

"Locks?"

Badr nodded and glanced at the screens as if borrowing courage from them. "There are things in Chen that won't open unless the White reaches a certain purity. The summits aren't only storage. They're… seal sites."

The word *seal* made the mark at the other's neck pulse again—clearer.

He showed nothing, but he stored the information like a man slipping a coin into his sleeve.

*White → summits → seals → family.*

He asked, "Who has access?"

Badr hesitated. "Father. The family council. And I…" He swallowed again. "I have some keys."

Inside, the other smiled.

*Badr = keys.*

A new hunger rose—dry mouth, a craving that wasn't Azzam's, linked to the seal itself. As if the body—or the seal within it—was asking to be ignited.

He said, near a whisper, "I need it."

Badr recoiled. "The White? Now?"

"Yes. Now."

Then, colder: "Because if I don't regain my balance, the whole palace will hear Azzam survived hanging, and everyone will ask how. And you don't want that."

Badr went still. He didn't.

After a moment he said, "I can… bring you a small amount. But—"

"But what?"

Badr's hand twitched. "But if they find out…"

The other smiled. "They won't. You'll bring it like medicine to a sick noble. You'll say Azzam lost his voice. The doctor recommended something to steady him."

A pause—heavy.

"You're good at stories, Badr. You tried to sell the family a suicide story. Will you fail to sell a medicine story?"

Badr's face drained.

He didn't deny it.

The other adjusted his collar again, hiding the brand on his throat.

Then he said, flat and final: "Go. And come back before the pain returns to my head and makes me less patient."

Badr stood quickly.

At the door, he turned once, voice broken: "Azzam… you really…"

He didn't finish.

The other stared steadily. "I really…" he said, and left the ending hanging.

Because the ending wasn't a word.

It was an act.

Badr left, closing the door softly behind him.

When the footsteps faded, the others shoulders dropped a fraction. Throat pain returned, and faint dizziness—this body insisting on its weakness.

But the eyes stayed steady.

He went to the mirror again and looked at Azzam's face.

Then he whispered, as if everything had become raw material:

"That fool thinks he's a king…"

He touched the buried seal beneath the skin.

"I'll make him my firelighter—bringing White to me with his own hands…"

His gaze slid to the rope in the corner.

"And before this palace finishes its prayer… I'll hang him with the very rope he prepared for me."

The violet seal pulsed—violent, sudden.

Not pain.

An answer.

For one instant, the room filled with a faint violet shadow, like ink spilled into air and swallowed by darkness.

And deep inside, a cold, emotionless voice spoke:

**"CONDITION MET."**

Then it fell silent.

And he remained alone—waiting for the White…

and waiting for the first mistake Badr would make.

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