When i was in my childhood i had a pet dog i love him so much as he live with me so i was really attached to him ,all pet lovers can understand this feeling that time i was too young to lose something ...
All things are going well, but then one day when i woke up and i saw my dog ,firstly i thought he was sleeping but when i saw him closely he was not even breathing and that moment my heart shattered into pieces ...
And from that day i decided that I'll never nurture a dog because i don't want to feel that feeling again I don't wanna lose something again because it has created a fear in my heart ...
But not only this has created a attachment issue in me but the same thing happened again the same feeling ...
I really used to love my grandfather like i don't love anyone more than him he was my everything firstly i used to live with him but then for my studies i have to go to the city and i used to came in my vacations to meet him and that same was going for years and again my vacations start and as usual i was gone to meet him but that time he was little sick and everybody said he will be fine and as my vacations are over i need to go to the city again so i take his blessings, he put his hand on my head and i left to the city ...
But next day i got a call from my village that he is no more that day i was totally broked I have lost my most important thing the person i love the most and if i say in simple words, for me i have lost my life ,i lost myself...
And here I wanna tell you something that please if you love someone tell them how much you love them because somewhere in my heart there is always a guilt that i have not said him that how much i love him that he is the most important person in my life...
Because you don't know when you're meeting someone for the last time as i also not thought that it was the last time i was meeting him...
And many things like this happened in my life sometimes i used to let go people whom i love the most sometimes people leave because they changed so these things created a fear in my heart that if I'll...