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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4— Warmth That Cannot Last the Night

The warmth did not behave like fire.

Wang Hao noticed it not through sight, but through the small changes in his mother's body as the night slowly thinned toward dawn. Her breathing, which had been uneven and fractured, no longer broke apart so sharply between each inhale. The pauses were still there, still long enough to tighten his chest when he counted them, but they no longer felt as if they might stretch into silence.

He kept his hand lightly against the blanket over her chest, feeling the faint rise and fall. Beneath the cloth, the pearl rested where he had placed it. Its heat was subtle—nothing like flame or heated stone—but it lingered, spreading slowly outward before fading too quickly to reach her limbs.

Her hands remained cold.

He lifted one gently between both of his. The skin was dry, the fingers light and fragile, as though even a careless grip might cause harm. He rubbed them slowly, pressing warmth into them, but the heat from his own body faded almost as quickly as it came.

The hut smelled of damp wood, old straw, and boiled herbs that had long since lost their strength. Beneath that lingered the faint metallic scent of blood—his own—carried from his clothes and skin into the air.

He had not truly slept.

At some point during the night, his body had leaned against the wall and gone still, his eyes closing halfway, but his awareness never left her breathing. Each time it changed, even slightly, he surfaced again, pulled back by a quiet fear he could not ignore.

When the first dim light of morning seeped through the doorway, it brought no warmth with it. The sky outside was overcast, the mist heavy over the terraces, muting all color into pale gray.

Wang Hao shifted his position.

Pain answered immediately.

His thigh had stiffened during the night. When he tried to bend his leg, the dried cloth binding pulled against the wound, tearing slightly where blood had hardened into the fibers. The sensation was sharp, followed by a dull, spreading ache that settled deep into the muscle.

He lowered his gaze and carefully unwrapped the binding.

The wound had not improved.

The torn flesh was uneven, the edges swollen slightly, with dirt still embedded where he had failed to clean it completely the day before. A faint heat radiated from it—not the steady warmth of the pearl, but the uneasy heat of something beginning to worsen.

He reached for the bowl of water near the hearth.

Cold.

There was no fuel left to heat it.

He dipped a strip of cloth into the water and pressed it against the wound. The cold struck sharply, forcing a tight breath through his teeth, but he did not pull back. Instead, he pressed more firmly, wiping away the dirt and dried blood as best he could. The cloth darkened quickly, and he rinsed it again, repeating the process until the worst of it had been cleared.

When he finished, he tore a cleaner strip from the inner lining of his sleeve and bound the wound more tightly, adjusting the pressure until it held without cutting off movement entirely.

It would slow him.

But it would not stop him.

Behind him, a faint shift in sound made him turn at once.

His mother's eyes had opened.

This time, they were not completely unfocused. There was a thin clarity in them, fragile but present, as they settled on his face.

"Hao'er…" her voice was soft, barely carrying across the small space.

He moved closer immediately and knelt beside her. "I'm here."

Her gaze lingered, as if measuring something—his condition, his presence, or simply confirming that he had returned.

"You went… into the mountain again."

It was not a question.

He nodded once. "I found better herbs this time."

Her breathing wavered slightly, but did not break. After a moment, she whispered, "The cold… it isn't as strong."

Wang Hao's hand instinctively rested over the blanket where the pearl lay hidden. He did not mention it. He did not understand it enough to name it.

"It will improve," he said quietly.

The words were controlled, steady, but not forceful. He did not allow doubt to enter them, even if it remained within him.

Her fingers shifted weakly and brushed against his wrist. The touch was light, almost without weight, but it grounded him more than anything else.

"Don't go too deep," she murmured after a moment. "The mountain… keeps what it takes."

Wang Hao lowered his gaze slightly, his hand closing gently around hers.

"It tried," he said, his voice calm but firm. "I'm still here."

She did not answer. Her eyes closed again, the brief clarity fading as exhaustion took her once more. But her breathing remained steadier than it had been the night before.

He stayed beside her for a while longer, listening, confirming each breath before allowing himself to move.

Then he felt it.

The warmth had changed.

Not in her.

In the pearl.

He shifted slightly and reached beneath the blanket, drawing it out into his palm.

The heat was still there, but weaker than before.

Last night, it had spread beyond his fingers, easing the chill in his hand. Now it remained close to the surface, fading quickly, as though something within it had been used.

He studied it in silence, turning it slightly between his fingers.

He did not understand what it was.

But he understood something else.

It would not last.

His gaze moved from the pearl to his mother, then to the nearly empty corner of the hut where firewood had once been stacked, and finally to the small remaining bundle of herbs.

Everything he had gathered…

Everything he had taken from the mountain…

Was temporary.

The herbs slowed the sickness but did not remove it. The warmth held back the cold but weakened with time. Even his own body, pushed beyond rest, was beginning to fail in small, steady ways.

None of it was enough.

Not for long.

A sound broke the stillness.

A knock.

Soft, but deliberate.

Wang Hao's head turned toward the door.

No one visited.

Not anymore.

The knock came again, slightly firmer.

"Hao."

An older voice.

Recognizable.

Wang Hao rose slowly, careful of his leg, and walked toward the door. Each step reminded him of the strain in his body, but he did not show it as he reached out and pulled the door open.

Old Chen stood outside, his figure wrapped in a worn coat, damp with mist. His posture was slightly bent, but his eyes were sharp, taking in everything in a single glance—Wang Hao's condition, the state of the hut behind him, the faint scent of blood in the air.

"You went into the mountain again," the old man said.

Wang Hao did not answer immediately.

Old Chen's gaze lingered a moment longer. "Further than before."

"Yes," Wang Hao replied.

The old man exhaled slowly. "People are talking. They say you're walking the same path your father did."

Wang Hao's expression did not change.

"They also say," Old Chen continued, "that your mother won't last more than a few days."

A brief silence followed.

Wang Hao spoke quietly. "They've said that before."

Old Chen studied him, then nodded once. He reached into his coat and pulled out a small bundle of dry wood, bound together tightly.

"I don't give things for nothing," he said as he placed it near the doorway. "Call it repayment."

"For what?" Wang Hao asked.

"For not turning back," the old man replied.

He turned to leave, then paused slightly. "If you go deeper," he added without looking back, "make sure you return."

Then he walked away, disappearing into the mist between the terraces.

Wang Hao stood there for a moment before bending down to pick up the bundle. The wood was dry, carefully stored. It was not something easily spared.

He brought it inside and set it beside the hearth.

Then he looked again at his mother.

At the dimming warmth.

At the thinning resources.

At his own hands.

The answer had not changed.

He would have to go deeper.

The fire burned lower as the day moved on.

Wang Hao had rationed the wood carefully, breaking only what was needed, feeding the flame in small pieces so it would last. The new bundle Old Chen had given him rested untouched to one side. He did not use it yet.

Not while there was still something left to burn.

Inside the hut, the air remained heavy but no longer as cold as before. The faint warmth from the hearth mixed with the subtle heat of the hidden pearl, creating a fragile balance that barely held the sickness at bay.

His mother slept.

Not peacefully—but not as violently as before.

Her breathing remained uneven, but it no longer fractured into long, terrifying pauses. From time to time, her fingers would twitch slightly beneath the blanket, as if responding to something distant.

Wang Hao watched her for a long time.

Then, when he was certain her condition had stabilized—for now—he stood.

The decision came without struggle.

He needed more.

More herbs.

More certainty.

Something that would not fade by nightfall.

Before leaving, he adjusted everything once more.

The blanket, tucked carefully.

The pearl, placed firmly against her chest.

The remaining herbs, set within reach.

The water bowl, refilled as much as he could manage.

He hesitated only once—his hand resting briefly over the blanket where the warmth lingered.

Then he turned and left.

The mist swallowed him quickly.

Time passed.

Slowly.

Quietly.

The hut remained still for a long while after his departure.

Only the faint crackle of the fire and the soft, uneven rhythm of breathing filled the space.

Then—Footsteps.

Soft at first.

Careful.

Not hurried.

The door did not open immediately.

A shadow lingered outside, shifting slightly as if waiting, listening.

Then a low voice whispered.

"Is he gone?"

Another voice answered, hushed but certain. "I saw him head toward the mountain path."

A pause.

Then the door creaked open.

Two women stepped inside.

Both wore plain village clothes, their sleeves slightly damp from the mist outside. One was older, her face lined, eyes sharp despite the softness in her voice. The other was younger, her gaze quicker, more restless as it moved around the hut.

They did not enter boldly.

They stepped lightly, as if unsure whether they were welcome.

"We came to check on her," the older woman said softly, though there was no one to hear it.

The younger one closed the door behind them.

Her eyes moved immediately—across the room, the hearth, the small bundles near the wall.

Taking in everything.

Wang Hao's mother stirred faintly.

Her eyes opened slightly, unfocused.

"…who…" she whispered.

The older woman moved closer at once, kneeling beside her.

"It's me," she said gently. "Auntie Lin. We heard you weren't well."

Her voice carried warmth.

Familiarity.

Comfort.

The younger woman remained standing.

Watching.

"He shouldn't keep going into the mountain like that," Auntie Lin continued, adjusting the edge of the blanket with practiced hands. "That place… it eats people."

A faint breath escaped the sick woman.

"…for me…" she murmured weakly.

Auntie Lin's expression tightened slightly, but she said nothing.

The younger woman stepped closer now.

Her gaze had shifted.

Not to the patient.

But to the center of the blanket.

She frowned.

Slightly.

As if noticing something out of place.

"You feel warmer," she said quietly.

Not to comfort.

But with curiosity.

Auntie Lin paused.

Her hand, still resting near the blanket, stilled.

She looked down.

Carefully.

There it was.

Subtle.

Hidden.

But not completely.

A faint rise beneath the cloth.

And—Warmth.

Not natural.

Not for someone this sick.

The younger woman crouched slowly.

Her fingers hovered just above the blanket.

"Did he bring something back?" she asked in a low voice.

Auntie Lin did not answer immediately.

Her eyes narrowed slightly.

Wang Hao's mother stirred again, her hand shifting weakly over the blanket—as if unconsciously guarding what lay beneath.

"…don't…" she whispered faintly.

The younger woman hesitated.

Only for a moment.

Then, carefully—very carefully—she lifted the edge of the blanket.

The cloth parted.

Just enough.

The pearl lay there.

Wrapped loosely.

Faintly glowing.

Both women froze.

Neither spoke.

The warmth was unmistakable.

It brushed against their skin even from a small distance.

Not fire.

Not heat from a flame.

Something… different.

The younger woman's breath slowed.

Her eyes fixed on it.

"What is that…" she whispered.

Auntie Lin's expression had changed.

Not to shock.

Not to fear.

But to something quieter.

Measured.

"…something from the mountain," she said.

The younger woman reached out.

Stopped.

Then looked at Auntie Lin.

A long pause passed between them.

Unspoken words.

Unasked questions.

"He doesn't know what it is," the younger one said quietly.

Not guessing.

Concluding.

Auntie Lin did not deny it.

The sick woman's breathing shifted again.

A faint tremor passed through her fingers.

"…Hao'er…" she murmured.

The younger woman looked down at her.

Then back at the pearl.

"It's wasted here," she said.

Soft.

But firm.

Auntie Lin's gaze hardened slightly.

"Careful what you say."

But she did not tell her to stop.

The younger woman's hand moved again.

Slower this time.

More certain.

"She's already dying," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "And he'll die in that mountain next."

Silence.

The fire cracked softly in the background.

Auntie Lin closed her eyes briefly.

Then opened them.

"…wrap it properly," she said.

That was all.

The younger woman did not hesitate again.

She lifted the pearl.

Quick.

Careful.

Replacing it with nothing.

The blanket fell back into place.

The warmth vanished almost instantly.

Wang Hao's mother shivered faintly.

Her breathing hitched.

Neither woman spoke.

The pearl disappeared into the younger woman's sleeve.

Hidden.

Gone.

Auntie Lin adjusted the blanket once more.

As if nothing had changed.

"We came to visit," she said quietly, almost to herself.

Then they stood.

And left.

The door closed behind them.

Inside the hut, the fire burned low.

The warmth had faded.

And the fragile balance… broke.

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Dao Quote —

"A dying flame fears not the wind alone.

Sometimes, it is the passing shadow

that steals the last of its warmth."

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