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Chapter 10 - Chapter 10

"Save me? From what?"

His voice was sharp, confused, almost desperate.

He stood in front of her, his eyes searching for answers he had been denied for so long. The space between them felt smaller than ever, yet somehow, it had never felt this distant.

She didn't answer immediately.

Her gaze dropped to the ground, her fingers tightening around the edge of her sleeve. The wind brushed past them, carrying a silence that felt heavier than any words.

"I was the reason your life was falling apart," she finally said.

Her voice was soft—too soft.

But it hit him harder than anything else.

His brows furrowed.

"What are you talking about?"

She closed her eyes for a moment, as if trying to gather the strength she had lost long ago.

"You don't understand," she whispered.

"Then make me understand," he said, stepping closer. His voice trembled—not with anger, but with something far deeper.

Pain.

Months of it.

"You don't get to disappear from my life and come back with half-answers," he continued. "Not after everything."

She flinched.

Not because he was wrong—

but because he deserved the truth.

And she wasn't sure if she had the courage to give it.

"You were losing everything," she said slowly.

He let out a bitter laugh.

"Yeah. I was," he replied. "But do you know what I lost the most?"

She didn't respond.

Because she already knew the answer.

"You," he said.

The word hung in the air between them.

Heavy.

Unavoidable.

"You were my life," he added, his voice breaking.

Her heart clenched painfully.

She turned her face away, unable to look at him anymore.

"Don't say that," she whispered.

"Why not?"

"Because it makes this harder," she said.

"Harder for who?" he asked immediately.

"For both of us," she replied.

He shook his head.

"No," he said firmly. "You don't get to decide what's hard for me. You already made one decision for me when you left."

She looked at him then—really looked at him.

And what she saw…

It broke her all over again.

He looked different.

Not physically.

But something inside him had changed.

There was a tiredness in his eyes.

A sadness that hadn't been there before.

"You think leaving me made my life better?" he asked.

She stayed silent.

"Do you?" he repeated, his voice rising slightly.

"I thought it would," she said finally.

"Thought?" he echoed. "You thought?"

"I didn't have time to be sure," she replied.

"What does that even mean?"

"It means I had to make a choice," she said, her voice shaking.

"And you chose to leave."

"I chose your future."

"And destroyed my present," he shot back.

The words hit her like a slap.

Because they were true.

Painfully true.

"I didn't want to hurt you," she said.

"But you did," he replied quietly.

The anger in his voice was gone now.

Only hurt remained.

"And the worst part?" he continued.

She braced herself.

"I didn't even know why."

That…

That was the part that hurt him the most.

Not the goodbye.

Not the distance.

But the silence.

"I kept thinking," he said, his voice softer now, "maybe I did something wrong."

Her breath caught.

"Maybe I wasn't enough," he added.

Tears filled her eyes instantly.

"Don't say that," she said quickly.

"Why not?" he asked. "Isn't that what you made me feel?"

She stepped closer, shaking her head.

"No… you were everything," she said.

"Then why did you leave?"

The question came again.

But this time—

It was different.

It wasn't angry.

It wasn't demanding.

It was broken.

And that made it harder to answer.

She took a deep breath.

Her hands trembled slightly as she clasped them together.

"I saw what was happening around you," she said slowly.

"Your job… your pressure… your family expectations…"

He frowned.

"So?"

"So I thought I was making it worse," she said.

"How?"

"You were distracted," she replied. "You were struggling… and I thought… maybe I was part of the problem."

He stared at her in disbelief.

"You think loving you was a problem?"

"I think…" she hesitated, "you were trying to balance everything… and I was adding more weight."

He let out a deep breath, running a hand through his hair.

"That's not how love works," he said.

"I know that now," she replied softly.

"Now?"

"Yes."

"Then why didn't you know it before?"

"Because I was scared," she admitted.

"Of what?"

"Of losing you."

He froze.

"You lost me anyway," he said.

She nodded slowly.

"I know."

The silence returned.

But this time, it felt different.

Less heavy.

More… honest.

"I thought if I stepped away," she continued, "you would focus on your life… fix everything… and be happy."

He looked at her, his expression unreadable.

"And were you happy?" he asked.

The question caught her off guard.

She didn't answer.

Because she couldn't lie anymore.

"No," she whispered.

"Then what was the point?" he asked.

She didn't have an answer.

Because sometimes—

There isn't one.

"I was trying to do the right thing," she said.

"And ended up doing the worst thing," he replied.

She closed her eyes.

Tears slipped down her cheeks.

"I know," she said.

He stepped closer again.

Close enough that she could feel his presence, his warmth—something she had missed more than she could ever admit.

"Next time," he said quietly,

"Don't decide for me."

She opened her eyes.

His gaze was steady.

Honest.

"If you want to stay… stay," he continued.

"If you want to fight… fight."

His voice softened.

"But don't walk away thinking it's saving me."

Her heart trembled.

Because this was everything she needed to hear—

And everything she was afraid of.

"Because I would choose you," he said.

The words were simple.

But they carried a weight that shook her completely.

"Every time."

She broke.

Completely.

Tears streamed down her face as she looked at him—really looked at him—without fear, without doubt, without hiding anything.

"I didn't think I deserved that choice," she whispered.

He stepped even closer.

Now there was no distance left between them.

"You did," he said.

"And you still do."

Her heart pounded wildly.

Everything she had buried… everything she had suppressed… came rushing back all at once.

Love.

Hope.

Fear.

All colliding in a single moment.

"I don't know what to do now," she admitted.

"Then don't," he replied.

She frowned slightly.

"What?"

"Don't overthink it," he said.

"Just tell me one thing."

She held her breath.

"Do you still love me?"

The question hung in the air.

Waiting.

Demanding.

Honest.

She didn't hesitate this time.

"Yes."

The answer came out instantly.

Without fear.

Without doubt.

And for the first time—

Without silence.

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