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Chapter 3 - Money: The Source of Joy, the Root of Sorrow

Sitting in the air-conditioned comfort of 'The Golden Spoon,' one of the city's most elite restaurants, Sagar stared at the menu card. His mind drifted back to an afternoon exactly five years ago. That day, he had only twenty taka in his pocket. His throat was parched from the scorching heat, yet he didn't dare buy a bottle of cold water. He needed that money to buy a pack of medicine for his younger sister before heading home. That day, Sagar realized how helpless poverty makes a person. That thirsty afternoon left a stubborn resolve in his heart: "No matter what it takes, I must earn a lot of money."

​Today, Sagar wants for nothing. He wears a designer suit, a luxury watch glitters on his wrist, and his private car stands waiting outside. People now address him with respect as 'Sagar Saheb.' Yet, sitting amidst this grandeur, Sagar felt a strange hollowness in his chest, much like the void of that scorching afternoon.

​The First Stage of Joy: When Money Was a Blessing

​Sagar's rise was like a fairytale. By writing day and night on Inkstone, working on freelance projects, and eventually building his own startup, he became a success. The first taste of wealth was heavenly. His mother, who had spent her life sighing for a single new saree, now had a wardrobe overflowing with expensive silks. For his father's treatment, Sagar once had to beg at people's doors; now, the city's top doctors visited their home to check on him. He spared no expense for his sister's wedding—from the grand marquee to the jewelry, everything was royal.

​Standing on his massive balcony that night, looking up at the sky, Sagar felt that money truly was the key to happiness. Respect, family comfort, and self-confidence—everything seemed to be held within those paper notes. He thought he had won.

​The Beginning of Sorrow: The Other Side of the Coin

​But as time passed, the bright luster of wealth began to fade. Sagar noticed that his relationships were no longer simple. There was a time when, in their poverty-stricken home, his mother would add water to the lentil soup to ensure everyone got an equal share. The deep affection found in that thin soup and rice was nowhere to be found among the royal delicacies on his expensive dining table.

​Now, his mother seemed hesitant around him. He was always so busy that she felt uncomfortable sharing even her smallest troubles. His father spoke to him cautiously, choosing his words carefully because Sagar had become irritable, snapping at the slightest thing. His younger sister, whom he had raised with his own hands, now only approached him with requests for a new iPhone or an expensive gift. Their heart-to-heart conversations had been replaced by a ledger of transactions.

​Sagar realized that as the money flowed in, the people around him had changed. His friends no longer came over just to hang out; they came to ask for loans or to become business partners. He began to wonder—was he a human being of flesh and blood, or merely a money-printing machine?

​The Cruel Game of Wealth

​The breaking point came last month. A trusted employee at Sagar's office, whom he treated like a brother, embezzled several lakhs and vanished. Sagar had trusted him blindly. This betrayal turned Sagar's heart to stone. He could no longer trust anyone; it felt as though everyone was merely chasing his bank balance.

​Returning home one night, Sagar found his mother sitting alone in the drawing room, crying. He sat beside her and asked, "What happened, Ma? Are you unwell? I'll take you to Singapore tomorrow for a check-up."

​His mother wiped her eyes and looked at him. Her eyes didn't hold a longing for expensive treatment, but a chest full of silent agony. She said softly, "Sagar, I don't need to go to Singapore, son. I just need a bit of your time. Do you think money can buy everything? Your father is lying sick in his room—have you gone to sit by him even once? You send money, but we want you—the person."

​It felt like a bolt of lightning struck Sagar's mind. He saw that while he had built a mountain of wealth, he had buried his laughter, his peace, and those priceless moments with his family beneath it. The sorrow he felt from the abundance of money was far greater than the sorrow he had once felt from its absence.

​The Final Hour of Realization

​Sitting in the restaurant today, Sagar couldn't bring himself to order food. He stood up. A waiter rushed over, "Sir, is there a problem?"

​Sagar gave a faint, weary smile. "No," he said, "it's just that what I'm looking for isn't here."

​He walked out of the restaurant and told his driver to take the car and leave. He wanted to walk today. Walking through the old alleys of the city, he stopped in front of a small tea stall. A group of young men were sitting there, chatting. They wore ordinary clothes and had nothing but a jar of biscuits and cheap tea before them, but their laughter filled the entire alley. The spark in their eyes showed how much they were enjoying the moment. They might not have much money left at the end of the month, but the bond they shared was something Sagar's millions couldn't buy.

​Sagar understood that he had seen both faces of wealth. When he had no money, life was a constant war—a struggle for survival. And now that he had money, life had become a lonely prison—a cage built of the fear of losing everything.

​He returned home. He carried no expensive gifts, no big news. He went straight to his father's room. His father was half-asleep. Sagar sat at his feet and began to gently massage them. His father opened his eyes in surprise. Seeing tears in his son's eyes, he said nothing; he simply placed a hand on Sagar's head. The peace in that touch was something no expensive hospital bed could ever provide.

​That night, Sagar wrote in his diary:

​"Money can be the fuel of life, but it should never be the driver. Money can buy an expensive bed, but not sleep. It can buy companions, but not friends. Just as extreme poverty can turn a man into a beast, extreme wealth can turn him into stone."

​Sagar has now returned to his writing alongside his business. But now, he doesn't just look at the dollars on his Inkstone dashboard; he looks at the comments from his readers. He has realized that happiness doesn't lie in the digits of a bank balance, but in the mindset of being content with enough. He overcame the sorrow of poverty through hard work, and he is now overcoming the sorrow of abundance through love and time.

​The moon rose in the city sky. The "Prince of Midnight" no longer wished to be a king only in his fictional tales; he wanted to be an ordinary man in real life—a man who might not always have millions in his pocket, but who carries a sky full of peace in his heart.

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