📖 Chapter 1: Akelapan (English Translation)
I can't believe how much I have changed…
People say I am a good person, but I have never been able to understand myself.
Today is my birthday…
but there is no one with me.
Even with everyone around… I feel alone.
Sometimes it feels like
as if I belong to no one…
and no one belongs to me. 💔📖 Chapter 2: A Home That Was Not a Home
Even though I had parents,
I never truly felt their warmth or love.
People say that a mother can never mean harm…
but my mother…
perhaps she never understood me.
My father,
who once meant everything to me,
now doesn't even look at me.
Even my smile was wrong,
my words were wrong…
as if my very existence itself was a mistake.📖 Chapter 3: First Love, First Betrayal
Then, a boy came into my life…
starting as a friend, and slowly becoming love.
He understood me,
and made me feel that I was not alone.
He promised me—
"I will marry you…"
And I believed him.
But one day…
he left.
And took away with him—
my trust ⚡