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cruel devotion

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After death, she is bound to a system that sends her into different worlds as doomed villainesses and women fated to be destroyed. Her mission is simple: complete their revenge, clear their resentment, and earn the chance to reincarnate into a life of her own. But she has no intention of becoming the misunderstood heroine.
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Chapter 1 - chapter 1

The first thing they saw was blood.

It stained the front of her dress in a spreading red bloom, darker than the lantern light, brighter than the silk beneath it. For one terrible moment, no one moved.

Then the hall broke.

Someone shouted her name.

A cup shattered.

Chairs scraped harshly against the floor as people rushed forward too late, always too late.

She swayed once where she stood.

Her fingers loosened around the edge of the table she had been using to steady herself, and the jade bracelet on her wrist struck the wood with a soft, useless sound before sliding free. It fell beside a plate of untouched fruit, delicate and absurd against the mess of ruined silk and blood.

Interesting, she thought.

So this is how it ends in this world.

Across the hall, the woman in white had already gone pale.

The original female lead.

Her trembling lips parted, her eyes wide with panic as if she had never imagined things would go this far. As if the poison was hidden in the wine, the tears performed at the right time, the frightened excuses, and the careful pushing from behind would not one day become a blade too sharp to control.

How boring.

Men were moving now.

One caught her before she could hit the ground. Another was shouting for the physician.

A third had his sword half-drawn already, too late deciding that perhaps the woman in white was not as harmless as she had seemed.

Too late.

Too stupid.

Too familiar.

She let her weight fall into the arms holding her and slowly lifted her eyes.

Ah.

There it was again.

Regret.

It was always regret in the end.

Regret in the way their faces changed.

Regret in the way they called her name like it meant something now.

Regret in the panic that only came when loss was no longer avoidable.

The man holding her looked as though he had forgotten how to breathe. His hands, usually so steady, trembled against her blood-soaked sleeves.

He had doubted her three days ago.

Yesterday, he had asked her to be patient.

This morning, he still believed there was time.

Now look at him.

Her lips curved faintly, though blood had already begun to gather at the corner of her mouth.

Cruel? Perhaps.

But she had never claimed otherwise.

From somewhere to her left, another voice broke, low and hoarse. "Don't close your eyes."

That one was almost laughable.

She had heard variations of that line in every world.

Don't leave.

Stay with me.

Open your eyes.

You cannot die.

As if wanting changed anything.

As if realization was the same as redemption.

Her gaze shifted past them, landing at last on the heroine in white, who had now collapsed to her knees, shaking, sobbing, denying, pleading—too overwhelmed to even understand that this scene would not save her.

Not anymore.

Good.

At least one part of this ending had gone exactly as planned.

The hall had become chaos. Guards entering. Servants frozen. One of the noblewomen was crying. Someone yelling that the doors should be sealed. Someone else is demanding answers.

And above all of it, beneath all of it, around all of it—

the system's cold voice rang clear in her mind.

Mission World Three: Completion rate 92%.

Target resentment nearly cleared.

Final emotional settlement in progress.

Only ninety-two?

Internally, she clicked her tongue.

After all this? Stingy.

Still, she supposed the remaining eight would come soon enough. It always did once the right people understood exactly what they had lost.

The man beside her gripped her tighter. "Stay awake."

She looked at him then.

Really looked.

There was blood on his hand now.

Her blood.

His face was pale beneath the lantern glow, all restraint stripped away at last, leaving behind something raw and wrecked and almost satisfying to see.

Almost.

If only he had looked like this earlier.

If only any of them had.

But that was the thing about these worlds.

Men always understood too late.

Families always loved too late.

And innocent women were rarely innocent at all.

Her breathing had started to grow shallow. That was inconvenient, though not unexpected. Around her, the noise blurred at the edges, voices stretching thin and strange, but her thoughts remained clear.

She had done what she came here to do.

The original owner had died abandoned, slandered, and full of hatred so bitter even death had not swallowed it cleanly. She had entered this body, worn its grievances like silk, and given every person involved exactly enough rope to hang themselves with.

One loved her too slowly.

One had trusted her too little.

One had protected the wrong woman until the very end.

And the woman who had destroyed the original owner?

She had been guided, step by trembling step, toward this very moment without ever realizing whose hand was truly at her back.

A good ending, then.

Not perfect.

But good.

The system spoke again.

Final emotional response detected.

Key targets entering irreversible regret state.

Mission World Three complete.

There it was.

Her reward.

Relief should have come with it.

Instead, what she felt was something closer to exhaustion.

How many more worlds?

How many more faces?

How many more men kneeling in blood only after it no longer mattered?

No matter.

She would take her rewards.

Take her money.

Take her promised new life.

And when reincarnation finally came, it would belong to her alone.

No borrowed body.

No inherited hatred.

No tragic script handed to her by some dead girl's resentment.

Just hers.

The corners of her lips lifted slightly.

The man holding her saw it and looked destroyed by the sight. "What are you smiling at?"

She wanted to say:

At you.

At all of you.

At how predictable this always is.

But the strength for that felt wasted.

So she only looked at him with tired, heavy-lidded calm, as if this was the easiest thing in the world.

Then she closed her eyes.

The hall vanished.

The voices vanished.

And in the endless white silence that followed, the system appeared before her once more.

A screen of pale gold light unfolded in the void.

Mission Reward Settled

World Three Cleared

Reward Amount Credited

Reincarnation Progress Increased

Preparing transfer to next mission world…

She stood alone in the blank space, her bloodless reflection suspended in light, and stared at the final line.

Then, after a moment, she laughed.

Low.

Soft.

Humorless.

"Fine," she said. "Send me in."