Meri zindagi ki kuchh yade bhari kahani

Ye mari khud ki kahani hai, main 22 saal ki ho chuki hun, mera ghar ek gaon main hai or main middle class se belong karti hun. Maine apni life ko lekar kabhi serious nahi thi, bohot ghulti milti si inshan, bohot friendly, friends matlab meri duniya hi thi.main kisi ki sunne wali nahi thi.ghara ki baat bhi nahi.app samjh rahe hoge ki kesi bigdalu insan hai per nahi mujhe achhe bure ki samjh hai, kabhi galat kadam nahi uthaya main ne aaj tak. Main jesi bi hun khud ki mind set per.Na to pdhai ki tension naa to career build ki tension kuchh bhi nahi taa per ek baat jarur pata thi ki future nain kuchh to karungi 😄, na padhai naa tension lekin job to karungi hin karungi 😀mari life ki sabse badhiya goal tha. ye ase hin chal rahithi zindagi. meri life main bohot close frnd the full enjoyment ke sath sab share karana, sad hun to batana,kuchh problem main hun to bata thi ti , wo bhi bohot achhe the meri sari pareshaniyo ka solution the kuchh female frnd aur kuchh male frnds the ak achha bond tha hum logonke bhich kaa kuchhh hope na koyi jealousy thi bohot badhiya thha, ase frnds kuchh hin logo nko milte hain, aapke bhi hai to app like kar dijiyega 🙂. Hn hum mude per ate Hain, main ek ladki hun isiliye app to jante hin hoge log kese kese baat bolenge agar kisi ladke ke sath friendly baat karlo to wo kesi kesi baat bol denge.magar uas baat ka mujhe koyi farak nahi padta thaa. Ase hin din bit te gaye asi hi life style thi mere ghar me mujhe full freedom thi kyunki unko lagta thaa ki main kabhi galat nahi karungi isiliye meri family mujhe kuchh nahi bolti thi. Aur main jo bolu sab mere liye kardete the. Unke pass ho yaa na ho per meri khwaish Puri karne ke liye kesi b pareshani ho wo pichhe nahi hat te thee. Mujhe padhaya likhaya pair per khade kiya itna kabil bayana hai ki apne dum per main kuchh b kar sakti hun. Kisi ladki ki itni freedom nahi milti jitani mujhe di gayi hai mere family ne. Chhote se lekhar graduation tak mujhe kisi chiz ki paresahni nahi hue. Main ispe believe rakhti thi ki jo bhi karungi ape liye naa to kisiki sunugi nahi kisiki karungi kyunki mate achhe bure ki parakh hai.mare ghara wale b mujhe kisi chiz ke liye force nahi karte hain. Jo marzi wo kar per galat nahi. Mujhe ghar per bohot yada pyaar karte hain. App log bhi comment kijiyega gaa apne family ke bare main🌝. Main school main thi 9,10 th chal raha tha aap to jante hin hoge aaj kaa general kyaa hai. Tab bhi chaltaa thaa itana bhi devlop nahi thaa per thoda bohot to thaa. Mere ghar to smart phone thaa hin nahi. Wo jo Nokia kaa phone thaa. Mere baba mamy km educated hain to unko is bare main kuchh pata hin nahi thaa. Wo km educated the isiliye to mujhe kabil banaya. Itani hard ke sath bohot kuchh Kiya hai. Mujhe gaon se bahara padhaya ek Paisa jod kar. Life main sab bhul chuki hun per unki ye hard work nahi dekha Hain Maine khud.bohot struggle karke mujhe bada kar ke rakha hai. Meri ek badi behen bhi hai uski Sadi ho chuki hai main 8 th class main thi , wo bhi apni life main khus hai, aur mera ek chhota bhai bhi hai wo bohot Chhota hai matlab karibi 11 saal kaa hai, bohot yada sararati hai padhai ko side re rakh deta hai😀😀. Aur masti ghum ne main expert. Aur mari family to bohot friendly hai. Aur mujhe to app Jan chuke honge main kis type ku hun 😃. Per asa kuchh nahi hai main dil ki bohot saaf hun, thodi si jiddi, thodi si gusee wali per gussa yada time nahi raheta, main Bina reason ke kabhi gussa nahi karti jo thik nahi uss para guda aajata hai. Main time kaa gyan, loyalty main cheat karna,aur jhooth bolne wale ko bohot jyada nafrat karti hun. Ye problem sabki hai ki nahi mare doston...! Chalo main mude par ate hain. Simple si ladki ki simple si life thu.jo man Kiya wo karti thi kyaa bolta Hai kon koyi farak nahi padta thaa, Kisike liye change to kya sunti thi bhi nahi, jo mujhe nahi thik lagega main sun ne to kyaa uske taraf dekhti nahi thi.mujhe jo pasand nahi uski aur main dekhti tak nahi. Asi hin thi main. Per life hamesa ek jesi to nahi hoti. Mujhe ek person mere 9 th class se pasand karta thaa. Main ne 8th class mai 1year uske pass padhai b kithi tuition. Per uss time kuchh nahi tha as a student teacher. Per mujhe uss time ye love marriage ko lekar negetive thoughts thee. Mujhe lagta thaa ki ye pyaar karne wale kharab log hai.asi hin mind set thi Mari. Ase hin class bit taa gaya 9 th main mere friends circle main kuchha dosto ne bhi ase hin Kiya, to fir meri mind set thodi thodi change hui.main ne to thaan ke rakhi thi kabhi sadi au pyaar nahi karungi.boys ko lekar bhi mere dimag pe negetive thoughts hi thee😀😀. Meri 10 th ki baata hai ek ladke ne mujhe proposal dia mujhe to iiss re nafrat thi ase hin friendly rahi uske sath uski baatchit mujhe achhi lagti thi. Ase hi friends banke rahe. Per usko feelings thi mujhe lekar per usne pareshan nahi kiya. Mujhe har haal main support Kiya hai. Achhi personality thi , meri usse ab baat nahi hoti per gussa nahi hai . Ase hin misunderstanding se hum dono ki baat band ho gayi hai. Bohot frnd aye gaye app to jante hain jo permanent hai wo hamesha rahega. mera b kuchh asa hin haal hai. Fir mujhe kisise pyaaar ho gaya🙂. Shock lag raha hoga ki asi ladki ko pyaar. Han doston ye ak dum such baat hai.mujhe b real wala pyaar hua. Kis se hua hogaa app guess karenge .... Apki mane pehle se baata diya hai.plz ye line padhke first comment karna........... To suniye mare 8 th class ke teacher se🤪. Feelings ki to koyi full stop nahi hai. Mere bhi kuchh asa hin hua. Mujhe bhi unke liye feelings aayi hin gayi. Ye baata mujhe bahar ke logo se 10 th main pata chali wo apni life main successful ho chuke the. Per unka batane kaa style mujhe achha nahi laga thaa Isiliye maine ignore kar rakha thaa.... Fir unhone +2 ke time mujhe khud batane ki koshish ki per Mane baat naa karke direct block kar diya thha past ki harkat ki wajah se. Fir ase hi chalta Gaya main life re achhe se thi. Per feelings to kuchh thaa hi, nahi to use main yaad kyun karti. Fir ek din +3 last yr ke time ek bhaiya se number lake unko msg Kiya thaa, aur puchha wo mujh se kyaa baat karna chahte the. Ek bhaiya ne bola teri problem kyaa hai tu usko ignore kyun kar Rahi hai. Wo aaj bhi tujhe chahta hai ye 2024 Aug ki baata hai. To wo bole are ek baar baat karle uske baad tujhe Jo thik lage.maine baat ki, maine puchha kyaa baat karni hai , wo bole tujhe to pata hai main kyaa bataun. Fir ase raat 2 baje tak baat huyi August 9 2024 ki raat thi. Mujhe achha laga unse baat karke. Fir ase hin baat hoti gayi hum jane lage ek dusre ko. Aur first meet Kara ke baat chit b hui Amara ek hin gaon main Ghar hai. Ase hin Mila baat karna chalta raha. Hum ek dusre se close hote Gaye. App logo ko bhi kabhi na kabhi pyaar hua hin hoga . To aap to jante hin honge .pyaar andha hota hai. Jhoot bhi sach lagta hai. Mera bhi asa kuchh haal thaa. Wo bohot achha, caring, bohot hin acha tha. Ek princess ki tarha treat karta thaa, bolne se pehale smajh jata thee. Hum ek dusre ko bohot pyaar karte the km din hue the per lagta thaa hum ek dusre ko bohot dono se jante thee. Yee to bhai staring thhaa.Apko kyaa lagtaa hai ase hin chalaa hoga mera relationship, ase hin honge abhi tak hum dono. Ye apko main alage chapter per bataungi. App guess karna kyaa chal raha hoga mera😊