Clarifications
Honestly, I kind of internally figured out I should try and emotionally distance myself from you. I did try to do that, my one sided love for you was hurting me and I was desperate trying to find the people I needed. I am exhausted from having a one sided love for you and I really just want to move on already. You were my pillar of security and stability for a long time and I have no regrets in choosing you for the past 3 years even if I wasn't chosen back. You are an amazing, kind, gentle, and sweet individual. You are the most attractive person that I have ever romantically taken an interest in (personal real people, not fiction btw). Hearing some of your voice messages made my repressed romantic feelings for you pop up to me consciously because I honestly thought you sounded cute and adorable at times.
Conclusion
I truly appreciate you taking an interest in befriending me 3 years ago on that one public server. I am extremely happy and glad to have met you. I will always cherish our time together and I will always be extremely grateful to you for helping me heal on my journey of the trauma that my 2nd ex did to me. You were there for me the most and gave me such comforting and kind companionship. I truly wish you the best in life and I hope that you are able to be happy somehow. I am also extremely grateful that you have platonically loved me back. I am okay with us being social media mutuals as long as you are also okay with it as I agree that we should no longer be friends. I'm active on instagram and we're both mutuals there, I will also always listen to your tweets on twitter too on my own private account. If you don't wish to see me at all due to how much pain I have caused you, I will respect it, you can block me on instagram and I will get the message that you don't even want to be social media mutuals with me.