There are some people with Borderline Personality Disorder who don't want others to experience the pain that they are in. Those people are the angels. However our company isn't like that as the title: 'Demon King of Liberation' so whatever pain we feel is caused by others. We return the same or even more pain by giving it back to them. Example being Sylius Xavier, he burned all of us alive and stated some ableist comments right before doing so. As a result, he is destined to be defeated by our entire company in every single regression round. He is also left to die if we had the chance to save him in the Ruined World Scenarios.
[New Name given to Lizmarie has been created: Angelic Queen of Bitterness]
It's official, the Xhao Zuozhe company has lost Dante Arellano as a friend. Xhao Zuozhe now understands Lizmarie is losing her oldest friendship now. It's painful and it absolutely hurts but Xhao Zuozhe does the thing that he is good at doing which is recording and writing his own perspective.
[The Xhao Zuozhe company chooses to not save Dante Arellano in the Ruined World Scenarios after the painful rejection of their company and how they work.]
Xhao Zuozhe cries at the loss of officially losing Dante Arellano for good. Not everyone could understand what it's like to be a regressor. Not everyone would want to understand what it's like to not be okay to the point where they had to be hospitalized multiple times. Xhao Zuozhe says "I am the Borderline Regressor, the one who experiences countless tragedies".
"I can not just stand by and watch you get obsessive over Liz where she is no longer safe around you online nor in person" says Dante Arellano. After reading her last messages again and again, he realized that Dante acts as if I would assault Lizmarie Lectora which isn't the case at all. Lizmarie was Xhao Zuozhe's salvation and never in his 245 regression turns was he ever comforted the same way that Lizmarie has comforted him before.
Xhao Zuozhe was in great emotional pain but he chooses to read Omniscients' Readers Viewpoint Sequel to comfort him.
"Dude, what the hell is wrong with you? I'm not being friends with such a shitty person!" That's what the last impression of Kiwi and Jackie Baguet said to me. I was vulnerable and showed private papers to Jackie Baguet. Her response? "What the hell is this?! This is obviously sexual attraction! How do you not know that this is sexual attraction?!" Caleb Zuozhe was in such a vulnerable state that it felt like he was getting stabbed when he was repeatedly yelled at by Jackie. In response, someone at the Xhao Zuozhe company threatened her back in revenge. Someone wrote her death by saying she would be killed by a jackhammer which Jackie found to be disturbing. Someone was enraged by Jackie's choice of actions.
The Bible says, "If someone takes your eye, then give them another eye and a hand while at it." I personally believe differently, if someone takes your eye, then take back the eye that they stole from you. I wanted to make Jackie and Kiwi feel what I feel by being verbally attacked by them repeatedly. "Dude, if your mom saw this, she would whoop your ass! What the fuck!" Caleb Zuozhe responded with nothing but silence; he was simply losing two of his closest friends who misunderstood him. He sucked at social cues and knowing what was socially acceptable. Of course, two sexual blinds could never understand him as Caleb was displaying his sexual second behaviors more obviously.
[The Demon King of Liberation and the Raging Regressor chooses not to save them in the World of the Scenarios and forces them to suffer the same exact way that Caleb Zuozhe has suffered from]
[Recording of conversation between Jackie Baguet and Caleb Zuozhe has begun
Recording time: May 1st, 2026]
[Caleb: "Can we communicate, or are you going to make fun of me?"
Jackie Baguet shows a photo that states, 'Anyways, Ew Jack is getting cursed by being beaten with a jackhammer for what she did to me by giving me new emotional trauma'. "You need to seriously leave me alone and stop with all this. I never made fun of you, but I know what you're saying about me online, and it's actually extremely disturbing, so please stop!!!"]
The Zuozhe company stops, looks at the text, and forgets that he even wrote about Jackie being cursed by them. The Zuozhe company reflects on this and rewrites his manuscript, choosing not to save these people in the Ruined World Scenarios.
[Jackie: "It's posted online for everyone to see. Seven Skull Emojis were put in the text.
I'm not stupid.
Caleb: "Yeah, but where?"
Jackie: "On your website ???"]
The Zuozhe company forgets that they all even publish their works online for everyone to see.
[Caleb: "I don't think you understand the amount of HELL I had to go through. It's disturbing because that's my reality! You're incredibly lucky you're not in my shoes and have a loving family! I don't care what you say, but I genuinely still wish I was dead.
Jackie: "And that makes it okay for you to harass me? A skull emoji is inserted. For half a year. You do know it's harassment, right? Like, just stop for fuck's sake, oh my fucking god."
Caleb: "Why does everyone say that?"
Jackie started to yell, "IT LITERALLY IS HARASSMENT OH MY GOD. PLEASE JUST STOP. I HATE IT!"]
The Zuozhe company stops writing after their mother convinces them not to. The Zuozhe company ponders on what they could do in order to publish their own story to the world that would become famous. They were neglected as a child after all. They had only wanted to write down their own perspective as their history went on. They suppose they don't even know the boundaries of their own sense of privacy. They figured that Jackie would be left vulnerable if they published the whole thing, so they left the story unfinished as is, as it was a private conversation after all.
According to the internet, the term "harassment" means excessive annoyance or harmful intent, but the Xhao Zuozhe company didn't even understand what they were harassing others for, or how. "I'm just publishing and recording things for my own content from my own perspective to the world online is all". The Xhao Zuozhe suffered from both suicidal and homicidal ideations. Just because he thought about them doesn't mean they would come in reality. The truth was, the company was really mentally unstable and had no one to rely on. They could only cope mentally by pretending their lives were a fictional world.
"I guess I'm getting sued one day by my former friends," says Jasper Joonghyuk.
Jasper was a personality fragment created and borrowed from the character 'Yoo Joonghyuk' hence his last name being Joonghyuk. He got made fun of and was cyberbullied when he said his name was Joonghyuk so he decided to say his full name being Jasper Joonghyuk. Light ORV readers would think he's either joking or something. The real ORV fans who knew how personality fragments worked would understand that he was psychologically created to help Caleb Zuozhe cope with his tragic reality.
Caleb Zuozhe wanted to act like Kim Dokja. He smirks a confident smile and announces to the world and to the 'constellations' (Gods), "come and eat my story.....I'll make sure one of my books becomes famous one day!"
Was I supposed to apologize to Miss Arellano for my behaviors because I'm not sorry for my behaviors at all. Perhaps one day I'll apologize but not today. Dante was someone who had her family members to rely on. She was lucky in that department for having such things. However, I did not have anyone, all I had was this novel called Omniscients' Readers Viewpoint which was there for me.
"You know what, yeah you need help. Not fictional help from orv, you need professional help. you saying "she refuses to communicate hence making me feel forced to put her in this situation" is pissing me off. I don't want to make this about me but you saying that and me reading that from you as a Sexual-assault victim is so triggering. How dare you force her into a situation like that. She clearly blocked you. There's other people who are willing to help but you won't move on from Liz. Tarot card readers are not gonna be there for you when you get the actual help they can do so much but in the end they just want ur money and will say anything just to justify your needs. You being selfish to the one person you want is beyond me. I don't know how you could do that to Liz" is what Dante once said to me in our last conversations of our last argument.
For her to tell me that "not fictional help from orv" is insulting, did she want me to receive no help at all? I clearly didn't have proper professional help and even then, she didn't understand the amount of pain that I was going through. The fact that she called me selfish was also clearly another insult as well. I have been selfless with her AND YOU all my life, is it so wrong for me to be selfish and finally confess to her about my feelings? She doesn't even have to reply, she can just listen by reading this book. Of course it's absurd to Dante but not to me.
"There's other people who are willing to help but you won't move on from Liz." Fucking where Dante? Where? Because I don't fucking see any help….ANYWHERE. I FINALLY BE SELFISH FOR ONCE AND THIS IS THE TREATMENT YOU GIVE TO ME?! I'll HAVE YOU KNOW THAT I AM PRACTICALLY YANG XIAO LONG FROM RWBY. EVERYONE CALLS HER SELFISH THE MOMENT SHE FOCUSES ON HERSELF AND ACCEPTED BLAKE'S LOVE WHEN RUBY WAS DYING! All I do is focus on myself for once for fuck's sake and all you do is insult me! Hell! I remember the times I've been there for you yet you failed to be there for me back as I needed you! How could you fail to be the reliable friend I needed back then?!
Of course my writing is beyond Dante because she hasn't read Omniscients' Readers Viewpoint. She doesn't understand that I have become a buddhist and am so not okay that I have to turn to FUCKING FICTION to obtain the security and stability that I need in order to fucking function! It's just another argument that will soon pass, I'm sure I can eventually move on…I hope. It's just your average typical conflict and drama that often happens in couples and friends and any type of relationships. Maybe I'm seen as a narcissist but that happens because I've been broken for too long.
I'm doing what I want now, my own way. I have my own identity and I am very confident of myself. After all, I had to raise myself on my own just like Han Sooyoung did. I enraged Dante but that's fine because just like Kim Dokja. I'm sure I'll make a lot of enemies unintentionally just by being myself.
I really liked the quote from Han Sooyoung that states "I may lie, manipulate and betray because surviving is more important than being a good person". She is a self-preservation first in terms of instinctual variants. I always liked self-preservation first. Dante was a social first individual which often tends to be someone I didn't like considering I am social last.
The Xhao Zuozhe company regresses being enraged by Dante's words.