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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5 — Ravi’s Spreadsheet

The kitchen table had become Ravi's office. His laptop sat open beside a mug of tea gone cold, and the folder from the clinic lay neatly aligned with the edge of the table. He liked order, the way numbers could be boxed and labeled, even if life refused to cooperate. The baby slept in the sling against Maya's chest, his breath soft and steady. The rabbit's ear peeked from the bag, crooked stitch visible, a small flag of imperfection.

Ravi typed the consent ID into his spreadsheet: CF‑2010‑R1. He added the barcode from the courier receipt: BX‑WES‑2010‑07‑15‑E1. He made a column for secondary use approval required and circled it. The act of writing it down made the problem feel smaller, like a knot loosened by a single, careful finger. Yet he hesitated, erasing and re‑circling cells, as if the spreadsheet itself could absorb his doubt.

Maya watched him from the doorway. She had learned to read his face—the way his jaw tightened when he thought about reputation, the way his eyes softened when Asha burst in with a puppet show. "You're doing too much," she said, half teasing, half pleading.

Ravi smiled, guilty but stubborn. "Someone has to keep the numbers honest," he said. "And someone has to make sure we don't sign away more than we should."

They laughed, brittle but real. The baby stirred, opened one eye, blinked, and closed it again. The rabbit's button eyes glinted in the lamplight. Ravi reached over and smoothed the toy's fur, pausing at the crooked stitch Asha had sewn. He made a note in the spreadsheet: Rabbit stitch — keep.

The courier had come earlier that day, polite and efficient. She wore a navy jacket with a logo Ravi didn't recognize. She scanned the barcode, the tablet beeped, and a receipt printed: TransferID: COURIER‑2010‑07‑20‑K1. Ravi tucked the slip into his folder and photographed it, uploading the image into his spreadsheet. Proof. He liked the word. Proof meant control.

Maya offered the courier tea and a biscuit. The woman smiled, tired but kind, and asked, "Is this your first?" Maya laughed and said yes. The courier nodded at the rabbit. "My niece had one like that," she said. "She used to hide it in her school bag." She touched the rabbit's ear lightly, checking the stitch. The touch was ordinary, but it left a warmth in Maya's chest.

After the courier left, the house felt quieter. The ledger line had moved from pending to in transit. Ravi updated his spreadsheet and added a column called Hope Index. He gave it a tentative number. Maya rolled her eyes but didn't argue. Hope, like spreadsheets, needed a place to live.

Asha burst in from school with a story about a classmate's pet lizard. She showed them a new drawing—the rabbit wearing sunglasses. She climbed onto the sofa and performed a puppet skit about the rabbit saving the day from a noisy lamp. Her voice was bright and ridiculous, and the baby's fingers twitched toward the puppet as if remembering a tune. Maya watched them and felt something like peace, small and fragile.

Ravi's phone buzzed. A message from Dr. Menon's office: Sample received by partner lab; preliminary QC passed; expected report in 7–10 days. He exhaled and added a conditional formatting rule to his spreadsheet that would turn the cell green when the report arrived. It was childish, but it made him smile.

That evening they ate dinner with the radio on low. The news was a distant hum—traffic, weather, a festival. Ravi and Maya traded small jokes about the baby's future: numbers or stories, spreadsheets or puppet shows. Asha declared the baby would be a superhero and the rabbit his sidekick. They laughed until the baby hiccupped, and Ravi pretended to faint dramatically. Asha shrieked with delight.

Later, when the house had settled, Maya sat at the kitchen table and opened her journal. She wrote: Courier came. Barcode scanned. The world moves in small beeps. She drew a rectangle of light in the margin and shaded it until it looked like a window. She pressed the page closed and tucked the journal under the rabbit's paw.

Ravi scrolled through his spreadsheet one more time. He added a note: Keep an eye on secondary use clause — hospital approval required. He set a reminder for a month later to follow up with the genetics committee. Then he closed the laptop and joined Maya on the sofa.

They watched a silly late‑night show and laughed at jokes that weren't very funny. The baby slept, the rabbit's button eyes reflecting the TV light like two small moons. Maya leaned her head on Ravi's shoulder and felt the steady, ordinary weight of him. It was a small, human thing that steadied her.

Before bed, Maya noticed a faint smell in the hallway—jasmine, like the courier's perfume or the flowers Mrs. Sharma sometimes left on their doorstep. It was a small detail, almost nothing, but it lingered. She made a note of it in her mind and then let it go. Some things were for later.

She kissed the baby's forehead and whispered, not a promise this time, but a plan: We will keep moving, one step at a time.

Outside, the street was slick with rain, reflecting neon signs from the shops. The rabbit's button eyes held the glow steadily, not flashing, just watching. The night ended not with repetition, but with proof filed away, a spreadsheet closed, and a family waiting for answers.

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