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Chapter Ten: Mama Zawadi Speaks

The visit was not planned.

Jabari received the call from his youngest cousin at midday — Mama Zawadi was asking for him. Not urgently. Not medically. Simply asking, the way she occasionally did, with the quiet authority of a woman who had never once in her life felt the need to explain her reasons. She asked. You came. That was the arrangement.

He told Bella at lunch.

She looked up from her plate immediately. "Can I come?"

He studied her for a moment — weighing something she couldn't see.

Then: "She asked for you too."

Bella set down her fork slowly. "She asked for me specifically?"

"Yes."

"Is that good or bad?"

The ghost of a smile. "With my mother," he said, "it is never entirely one or the other."

Mama Zawadi was sitting outside when they arrived — upright in her wooden chair beneath the Baobab tree, dressed in deep purple today, her walking stick across her lap. The compound was quieter than the last visit. The children were at school. The aunts were visible but at a careful distance, occupied with tasks that allowed them to watch without appearing to.

Bella understood immediately. This had been arranged.

Jabari greeted his mother in Swahili — bent to kiss her forehead, spoke briefly, then straightened and stepped back. Mama Zawadi looked at him and said something short and firm. He hesitated, then walked away toward the far end of the compound without argument.

Bella stood alone in front of the old woman.

Mama Zawadi studied her for a long, unhurried moment. Then she gestured at the low stool beside her chair.

Bella sat.

Silence first. The comfortable kind for Mama Zawadi, clearly. The considerably less comfortable kind for Bella.

Then the old woman spoke — slowly, in Swahili, pausing after each sentence. From the doorway of the main house one of the aunts translated quietly into English. The gap-toothed one. The one with the dancing eyes who had spoken to Bella by the fire.

"She says she has been watching you," the aunt translated. "Since the first visit."

Bella nodded carefully.

"She says you look at her son the way the rain looks at dry earth." A pause while Mama Zawadi continued. "She says she is not blind and she is not foolish and she did not raise Jabari for thirty-two years to become blind or foolish herself."

Bella kept her expression neutral with considerable effort.

Mama Zawadi spoke again — longer this time, more measured.

"She says Jabari has not laughed the way he laughed that first day in a very long time. She says she had forgotten the sound of it." The aunt's voice softened slightly. "She says a mother remembers the sounds of her child from before the world made him careful."

Bella felt something tighten in her throat.

Then Mama Zawadi's voice changed — firmer now, carrying an edge that needed no translation.

"She says you are a foreign woman. A white woman. She says the village will talk. The family will have questions. His uncles will call. His community will have opinions." The aunt paused. "She says this is simply the truth and she will not pretend it is not."

"I understand," Bella said quietly. Directly to Mama Zawadi, not to the aunt.

The old woman looked at her sharply when she spoke. Then continued.

"She asks how long you are staying."

"Two weeks," Bella said. "My assignment ends in two weeks."

Mama Zawadi received this. Said something brief.

"She asks what happens after two weeks."

Bella was quiet for a moment. The honest answer was the only one available. "I don't know yet," she said. "But I am not someone who makes promises I cannot keep."

The aunt translated. Mama Zawadi listened. Then looked at Bella for a long, measuring moment — the kind of look that had nothing to do with what was being said and everything to do with what was underneath it.

Then she reached out and placed one small, dry, strong hand over Bella's.

She spoke one sentence.

The aunt was quiet for a moment before translating.

"She says — the Baobab does not bloom for every season. But when it blooms, it blooms completely." A pause. "She says do not waste a bloom."

Bella looked down at the old woman's hand over hers. Then up at her face — still unsmiling, still watchful, still carrying the full complicated weight of a mother who loved her son more than her own comfort.

"Asante, Mama," Bella said softly.

Mama Zawadi's mouth moved. Not quite a smile.Closer than last time.

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