Chapter 3:
Alexandria:
Wedding day: After dance floor incident;
As I walk out of the reception area, and out into the garden, I refuse to let myself cry, what I did, I know I will pay for later, but it was worth the bit of peace I will get, because usually when I use my succubus powers to knock someone out, only I can wake them up early, no one else can. And I definitely will not be waking my dear scumbag of a husband up any earlier than I have to. But I also forgot that he injected me with that damn concoction my father made. Which means I have no clue how long he will actually be out. But I will be getting away from here while I can. I need to think, I need to get as much calm as I can, while I can. As I focus on my breathing willing myself not to cry, I don't notice the footsteps closing in on me, when a hand reaches out and closes around my shoulder, I scream and spin ready to knock out whoever thought it wise to sneak up on me, but then I see Ryker. And I crumble. I can't hold back the tears anymore. They fall like a dam has burst loose. Ryker pulls me to his chest, wrapping me in his strong arms, and he just holds me. My arms wrap around him and I fist his shirt in my hands. My whole body shakes, and wracks with soul deep sobs. He doesn't try to shush me, or tell me it will be alright. He just holds me, and pets my hair. "Ry, Ry pl-pl-please, Ryk-Ryker." "Anything, Alex, anything you want. Tell me, and I'll make it happen." He declares, like an oath. I shake my head vigorously, knowing that if he even tries to help me, he will end up dead, and that is a risk I cannot, nor will I ever take. I will gamble my life away before I ever get him hurt. I refuse. "Alex" he says my name like a plea, like he's begging me. "NO, no Ryker, just, just please hold me, just for a little while, before I have to go back to him." "Ok, Alex, ok." Then before I know what's happening, I'm being lifted up bridal style, and Ryker is walking. I wrap my arms around his neck and bury my face in the crook of his neck as my tears continue to fall and soak the collar of his shirt. When he finally stops walking we are under a weeping willow tree. As I think to myself, well this is fitting. He sits us under the branches of the willow, and we are well hidden. As I sit in his lap, he holds me so tight that the love I feel in this moment pours into me, and I start to cry harder. "I've got you Alex, let it all out, I've got you, I'm right here." My arms wrap tighter around his neck, and his wrap tighter around my waist. As I sit there curled up in his lap, my lips start to graze his neck as he holds me like I'm the most precious thing in the world to him. I start to lay open mouth kisses on his neck, growing bolder, I run my tongue up his neck, to his ear lobe, biting down on his ear lobe and sucking Before I go any further, I wave my hand, and around the perimeter of the tree I create a sound barrier. I feal a rumble in his chest as he hums his appreciation out. My hand runs down his chest, to where his shirt is tucked into his pants, and I begin to pull his shirt up and out, running my hand along the hard ridges of his stomach muscles, and feeling them flex as my hand runs over them, and I begin to lightly bite and suck on his neck. Then I feel one of his hands slowly start to glide up my thigh, and I moan lightly when he moves his hand from the outside of my thigh to the inside. I feel a tingling start to build in my core, and in the lower part of my stomach, I feel my pussy begin to get wet, and I moan. My free hand slides up to his face and lightly turns his head to face me. My nose brushes his, and my other hand slides down to the top of his pants where I start to work them open. "Are you sure?" He asks. "Is this what you want?" "I can't have you inside me, he will know, but I can have other things, and I can give you other things. Please, Ryker, I will respect it if you say no, but if you will allow me these few precious moments to just feel good, I will return the favor." "Alex, I will give you anything you desire, you know I would never deny you." "I would so much rather have you inside me, have you be my first, but if I do, he'll know if that happens, not only will he punish me, but he will find you as well, and I can't have that." As I pop the button on his pants and slowly pull the zipper down, I watch his chest rise and fall with deep breaths, and I lean forward the rest of the way and press my lips to his, running my free hand through his hair, my tongue slides out and press to the seam of his lips, and he opens for me and allows me inside. My tongue slides inside his mouth, against his tongue, the kiss is slow at first, almost reverent, then his fingers graze along my slit, wet and warm, and I moan into his mouth, and spread my legs more to welcome him. While my hand finally frees his cock. It's perfect. Hot, hard, and veiny. I grip the base and slide my hand upwards to the head, wide and blunt, and dripping pre-cum already. I swipe my thumb over the head and he hisses through his teeth, when I bring my thumb up to my mouth with the bead of cum there, I look him in his eyes, then lick the cum off my thumb, and hum in pleasure at the salty, sweet taste of him. "God you taste so good." Then I kiss him again, and when I slide my tongue against his and he tastes himself and his cock grows even harder in my hand, I continue to stroke him slowly, I want this to last as long as it can, because I know after this my life will be hell. "Taste me Ryker, I want you to know what I taste like before he ruins me." Ryker swipes his middle finger through my wet slit, grazing my clit and making me moan loader, when I do he kisses me harder, swallowing my moan, then he brings his finger to his mouth and sucks, his eyes close, and a breathy moan leaves his mouth. "I need my tongue on you Alex, I don't think I can wait any longer." But when I move to settle myself between his legs, I ask "let me have you first, please?" I continue to stroke him as I wait for his answer. He gives a single nod and I smile. "Thank you." I lower myself down, and run my tongue from his base to the head of his cock and moan at the feel of his soft velvety skin on my tongue. His hot, hard, length feels better than I imagined it would be. I wrap my lips around the head and suck gently at first, his pre-cum spills on my tongue coating it. Then I take in more of him. As I go down, he hits the back of my throat and I gag lightly. MMM but that feeling makes warm wetness gush between my legs and I moan around him. I hear his breath stutter in his chest and oh but I love that sound. I push around him more, swallowing around him on instinct when he makes me gag, and that makes it easier to take him down. As I go down farther past the back of my throat, I take him down my throat and moan around him, and I hear him grunt and he places his hand on the back of my head. Not pushing or pulling, just laying there to ground himself. "Fuck Alex, God you're mouth feels so good." That statement fills me with pride. As I go to come back up, I suck hard, hollowing my cheeks, then swirl my tongue around the head gathering more pre-cum, and gliding back down and swallowing around him again. This time his hips lightly buck up into my mouth and that makes me moan louder, with my eyes on him, I shake my head yes, telling him I want him to fuck my throat. He groans, then asks "Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you." This time I tuck my knees up under me, place my hands on his thighs, and suck hard, which cause a knee jerk reaction of him pushing down on my head, while his hip bucking upward, causing me to deep throat his entire cock all at once. My nails dig into his thighs, and my pussy gushes and clinches around nothing, I'm dripping past my underwear now, I'm breathing and moaning loud and uncontrollable, I feel like I might just cum from sucking his cock. One of his hands stays on the back of my head pushing down while he fucks my throat with his hips, his other hand is inside my dress, stroking, pinching, and pulling my nipple. And dear God, I'm pretty sure I'm going to cum before he does. On the next upstroke I hollow my cheeks, hard, when I get to the head I suck like it's a straw about to deliver my favorite drink, I twirl my tongue, then sink back down as his hips come up and he holds me down where my nose meets his pubic bone, I reach around to his ass and pull him to me as far as he can go, and then "Al-Al-Alex!, I, I,I, oh FUCK" I moan loud, and he tries to pull me free but I want his passion, all of it, and his hot cum spurts down my throat and I swallow it greedily, every grunt, every groan, every spurt of cum, right down my throat, and I swallow around his cock taking all of it moaning and slurping all the way through it. I keep him there, bobbing my head, licking, and sucking until his cock grows soft, and I hear "P,p,please, (heavy breathing) please Alex, I can't take anymore, please." Then and only then, do I rise up and smile at him, before he surges forward and devours my mouth, moaning as he tastes his own release on my tongue. His kisses are devouring causing me to moan into his mouth. As he lays me down on my back, and starts to lift my dress up slowly, his hands slide up my thighs, when he reaches my underwear and finds them soaked, (more like dripping) and he moans. "God Alex, how am I to give you back..." I stop him by placing my fingers to his lips. "Don't, you know this has to happen, Donte will come for me, and when he does, he will find me alone. And I will leave with him without a word spoken of you. He will have me, but not without a fight. By the time he finds me, my father will have told him how to handle me. How to negate my powers, so that when I want to fight I will become powerless. But I promise you I will find a way to escape him, and when I do, I will call for you. But Ryker I expect you to live your life in the mean time, I don't know how long it will take me, find you a girl who can love you, and treat you the way you deserve." He shakes his head fervently to stop me from speaking but I just kiss him and bring his body down over mine, relishing in the feel of his weight on me, the way we just fit together. "Touch me Ryker, please, I want to know what it feels like to be in a loving embrace, what it feels like for the person who is touching me to want to make me feel good. Please Ryker I need to feel you." He starts to lightly kissing my jaw running his tongue down my neck, over my collar bone. Causing shivers to spark down my spine into my core. I swear I didn't think I could get anymore wet, but I gush out and my body shakes. My hands go to the back of his head as I run my finger through his hair, down his neck, and over his shoulders. My breath becomes a pant, as he makes his way down my stomach, below my belly button, he kisses the crease between my leg and pubic area and my hips start to move on their own accord, trying to chase the feeling of his mouth on me, and God does it feel so good. His mouth hovers over my pussy, and I can feel his hot breath above my wet lips. He runs his nose along my slit and inhales deeply. "You smell as good as you taste Alex." Then his tongue draws a flat lick up my pussy causing me to cry out, and I slap my hand over my mouth to help keep me quiet, forgetting that Ihad put up a sound barrier. My other hand goes to the back of his head, trying to guide him where I need him most. I don't want to rush him but I know I'm running out of time. Then Ryker starts to devour me. Licking, sucking, and grazing me with his teeth. My moans are coming more insistent now, when his lips wrap around my clit, and he sucks hard, I start to see stars behind eyes, my back arches, and my fingers grip his hair tighter. He moans into my pussy causing vibrations to rock through me. Then he slides two fingers into me and I almost have a heart attack, "NO, you can't!" I reach down to stop him and push myself up, but he holds me. "Calm down Alex, I can feel the barrier. I won't break it, I promise, just try not to push down when I push up into you ok?" My breathing was already harsh, now I have to calm myself down. "Ok, I'm sorry." My voice breaks, all the feelings and emotions running through me, and then the fear. And I break. I was trying so hard. But when the fear of Dontè finding out and coming after Ryker rushed through me like a panic attack, I couldn't hold on anymore. My sob just broke through. I reach up and cover my face with my hands, and repeat over and over, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." "Hey, hey, hey, come here." Ryker reaches down and lifts me back into his arms cradled back against his chest, and he holds me so tight I feel like he's literally holding me together, "You don't ever have to apologize to me for that, ok?" All I can do is nod into his chest as he holds me. He rubs soothing circles along my back with one hand, and places his other on my chest and says, "With me, ok? Deep breath in, (we both inhale) Deep breath out (we both exhale)" We do that about five times, until I'm breathing a little normally again. "Better?" "Yeah, I'm..." "Nope" He places his fingers over my lips and pops the "P" as he says that. "Your allowed to have feelings Alexandria, ok?" All I do is nod my head in agreement. As I'm looking him in his beautiful ice blue eyes, I reach up and take his wrist in my hand, then suck his fingers into my mouth, twirling my tongue around the pads of his fingers tasting my pussy on them, and humming around them. Closing my eye as I suck on them. Then I take them and lead them back to my pussy. Letting go once he starts to take control. He lightly traces my soaking slit, and I pant out a breath, opening my eyes, finding him watching my face and all my reactions to his movements. "Your so beautiful, God I don't know what I'm going to do once you have to stay by his side always." Again tears begin to build in my eyes. I have no clue what's wrong with me, I'm never this emotional. Even all the abuse at the hands of my father, I barely cried. I think it's because of what I'm going to have to do, once this little get together is over. It's what I will have to take, and it's killing me. But I won't ever put Ryker in danger, I love him too much to let anything happen to him. I can't believe I just admitted that to myself. I reach up and cup Ryker cheek in my palm as my tears start to flow and my bottom lip trembles, I pull his face to mine, just as he starts to circle my clit causing me to gasp into his mouth. My tongue darts out and softly traces his lips, then the seam of his lips, and he opens for me, as I slide my tongue into his mouth caressing his tongue so gently, and I tilt my head giving him better access to deepen the kiss and he does. He kisses me so deeply I feel it all the way to my toes. Then he gradually starts to lay me down again, once down, he wastes no time in lifting my dress again, and burying his face into my very heated, very wet pussy. Causing me to cry out, only this time he holds both of my hands in one of his, stopping me from muffling the sounds. And this time I let him. His tongue circles my clit, then he wraps his lips around it and sucks, and I almost come undone. My back arches off the ground and I cry out as I begin to pant, then his tongue slides down to my entrance pressing inside me and he fucks me with his tongue, my body begins to shake and my hands fist the air. Finally he frees my hands and they go straight for his head. I grab hold and push his head further into my pussy chasing my release. When his lips wrap back around my clit and he sucks along with his fingers barely pushing into my entrance, he curls them up softly and I detonate, stars burst behind my eyes, and my mouth opens on a silent scream. My thighs clamp around his head and my hips rock against his tongue, my orgasm feels like it just keep going, but I do eventually come down panting and trying to catch my breath. Ryker picks me up and holds me against him as I sob into his chest, wrapping my arms around his neck, as I turn and wrap my legs around his waste, I feel him growing hard against my pussy. "God, what I wouldn't give to feel you inside me, I want so badly for you to be the only man to claim my pussy Ryker, you have no idea." I squeeze him tighter with my arms and legs to get as close to him as I possibly can , just letting my tears flow, letting it all out, because in just a few short minutes, I will have to do something he will probably hate me for when he finds out, and he will find out, because when I eventually escape the nightmare my father has put me in, I will tell Ryker everything.
"Thank you Ry, for everything. For being my best friend, my protector, my hand to hold when I'm afraid, my hug when I need to feel love, my first kiss, for showing me that love isn't supposed to hurt, and for being my shoulder to cry on. I want you to know that no matter, I will always find my way back to you. I just hope that you find someone that will be able to lo..." Ryker places his hand over my mouth and looks at me with all the determination he can muster. "Alexandria, I love you more than words could ever express, there is no other for me, nor will there ever be. I'm not sure why your father has forced you into this marriage but I will fight for you, I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes, and when I figure out how, I'm gonna kill your father and that bastard he's forced you to marry. One day Alex, you'll know what it's like to not have bruises all over your body, what it's like to actually feel loved and not have to pay for it some horrid way." As Ryker talks to me he hugging me so tightly while he rubs soothing circles up and down my spine. "There are countless times I've beat the shit out of someone for looking at you funny, or when your father paid people to come and beat you. Just like that time when you literally lost control when you walk around the corner of Pike st. And saw those 4 guys that had jumped me. I've never seen you lose your mind like that before and I truly believe you would have killed all 4 of them if your father hadn't showed up and shot you with that blue liquid in a dart." "Ryker, (I said softly) I'd do anything for you. ANYTHING, I need you to know and remember that. You are everything to me. And I don't know how I'm gonna be able to live my life without for however long it takes me to get what I need and escape Dontè. But I need you to know, I will. I'll get everything I need so we can get away, and live. Not just get by, but finally live. I want you to be happy Ryker. Even if it's not with me, I want you happy. That's why I said I want you to find you a girl, someone who can love you the way you deserve." Alexandria, do you think I don't know about all those times that you beat the shit outta those girls that used me, or broke my heart? I never told you I knew, but I always knew." At this point I'm hiding my face in my hands "Oh my God Ryker, how'd you find out, I erased their memories, after I punished them I made them forget." Ryker laughs and brushes my hair back over my shoulder, cups my face in his hands, "You're the only vampire I know who has a regular set of fangs, and then a smaller set right behind them. So when all those girls came up with 4 puncture marks that are identical to your beautiful teeth I knew, also anytime they cane around you would snicker behind your hand." He smiles so big and beautiful that all I can do is reach up and bring his face to mine. I kiss him so tenderly, and when I run my tongue along the seam of his lips asking for entry he opens for me. My tongue slides inside his mouth, warm, wet, and so loving, that I moan, and press closer to him. My breath hitches because I know what's coming, and it's killing me. This is the one thing I swore I would never do to Ryker. The one thing I'm regretting even before it happens. I lay one more peck on the corner of his mouth, look deep into his eyes, "Ryker, I love you so much, you know that right?