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Chapter 37 - Farewell.

El turned and left the Great Grey Castle without a word.

He did not look back. There was no hesitation in his steps, no reflection in his eyes, no trace of the weight that should have followed such an audience. He walked as he always did, with that same cold indifference, as though nothing in heaven or abyss possessed the right to linger in his thoughts for long. Behind him, the man of the Grey Castle smiled, calm and knowing, as though he had seen something in El that even El himself refused to acknowledge.

Leon and Elias followed.

Leon, however, stopped once.

He turned, bowed his head slightly, and offered the man a quiet word of thanks for his kindness. It was a small thing, almost ordinary, but in that place it felt strangely human. The man smiled in return, yet as his gaze settled upon Leon, his expression altered by the smallest degree. His eyes had noticed something faint, something etched not upon flesh, but deeper, upon the trembling fabric of Leon's soul. Recognition came first. Then worry. Then a smile that tried, and failed, to remain easy.

And like that, they left.

...

When El stepped into the Void Castle, Ciel was already waiting.

The castle was less a palace than an emptiness given shape. It was vast to the point of discomfort, a dark and open expanse that seemed to go on forever, as though its walls had long ago surrendered to the idea of infinity. The ground beneath them was black and mute, not polished, not rough, merely present, like a floor laid over the mouth of some sleeping abyss. Shadows drifted through the darkness in slow silence, carrying white handkerchiefs in their pale hands like servants in mourning.

At the centre of that enormous void stood a table.

It was long and made of silver glass, its transparent surface veiled beneath a deep red cloth that spilled over the edges like quiet blood. Upon it rested bottles of wine and beer, carefully arranged glasses, and a delicate rise of bread and frosted cakes set with unnatural precision, as though hospitality itself had been rehearsed a hundred times for guests who never came.

Four thrones waited around the table.

They did not look like furniture. They looked like verdicts.

The first was the largest, black and depthless, a seat that seemed less built than hollowed out from darkness itself. A faint, weary hum lingered around it, like the last vibration of something ancient and tired.

The second was smaller and stranger, green in a way that felt distant from nature, almost spectral, as though the colour had been remembered rather than truly made.

The third was broad and heavy, golden, filled with a disturbing fullness. Around it clung the impression of faraway cries and a joy too alien to be called joy, yet it held all of that in perfect, impossible balance.

The fourth was grey, elegant and treacherous, like poison poured into a sacred cup. It was beautiful in the way dangerous things often were, suspended between purity and ruin, belonging fully to neither.

And beyond it all, behind the table and the waiting thrones, hung a world.

Blue. Green. Luminous.

It floated in the dark like a forgotten dream, impossibly near and infinitely far, suspended at the edge of that silent place like the last proof that life, somewhere, still endured. The sight of it made the whole scene feel even lonelier. The table seemed set not in a castle, but at the brink of existence itself, where one could dine with kings and still feel abandoned by creation.

Ciel stood there smiling.

There was happiness on his face, or something close enough to it to pass at first glance. He welcomed them with stillness rather than warmth and led them gently toward the table, as though he had spent a long time imagining this moment and feared even now that it might dissolve if touched too suddenly.

El sat upon the black throne.

It suited him too well.

He settled into it like a shadow returning to its rightful shape, his presence at once absolute and absent, as though he occupied the seat without ever truly being there. His face remained calm, unreadable, untouched by the scene before him. No pleasure reached him. No discomfort either. He did not belong to joy, and so joy did not attempt to belong to him.

Leon took the grey throne.

Even seated, his mind did not rest. It never did. Thoughts moved through him in crowded currents, too many to order, too many to silence. He looked at the table, the glasses, the world suspended behind them, and his mind filled each thing with meanings it did not ask for. He wanted normalcy, yet his thoughts had long ago drifted from normal roads. Somewhere within him, devotion and confusion had woven themselves so tightly together that he could no longer separate reverence from fear, nor fear from fascination. He sat upright, composed on the outside, while inwardly his thoughts pressed against one another like people trapped in a chapel with no doors.

Elias took the green throne.

He said nothing.

There was always something hidden about him, some second side that moved beneath the first like another figure walking just behind a curtain. Even in silence, he never felt entirely singular. There were moments when he seemed wholly present, and others when he looked like a man listening to another voice from somewhere just beyond the edge of hearing. He sat with perfect stillness, yet the stillness itself felt secretive, as though it concealed an inward turning no one else was meant to witness.

Ciel took the golden throne.

And for one brief, fragile moment, the four of them looked almost complete.

Like rulers.

Like brothers.

Like companions gathered at the end of the world beneath the light of a distant earth.

But the feeling did not last.

Because the Void Castle did not know how to keep warmth. It could imitate it, certainly. It could prepare wine, arrange chairs, summon shadows to serve, and hang a world in the background like a piece of heavenly theatre. Yet none of that could change the deeper truth of the place.

It was lonely.

Terribly, immeasurably lonely.

That loneliness lived most of all in Ciel.

He had prepared the table. He had arranged the drinks. He had chosen the glasses, the cloth, the careful symmetry of it all. There was a childlike sincerity to the effort, something so earnest that it became painful to look at directly. He had wanted this gathering to mean something. Wanted their return to fill the emptiness, if only for an hour. Wanted, perhaps, to pretend that ruling the Void Castle did not mean reigning over absence.

And for a while, they spoke.

"Write to me, my friend. Once each month. And once each year, come and visit. I will be expecting you," El spoke.

Words passed between them over silver glass and red cloth. Their voices rose and fell beneath the silent watching world behind them. Yet even as they discussed whatever lay ahead, there remained a distance between them that not even proximity could mend. El's indifference was a wall no hand could cross. Leon's mind was too crowded to truly arrive. Elias kept too much of himself hidden in that unknowable second depth.

And Ciel, though seated among them, was already alone.

That was the cruelty of it.

Not that he had no one beside him, but that even in company, the Void had already begun reclaiming him. It sat in his smile. It lingered in the stillness of his shoulders. It hid in the care with which he poured the wine, as though every small gesture were his way of resisting a silence that always returned.

Then, as all temporary things must, the gathering came to an end.

El rose first.

Leon and Elias followed.

They left the table, left the thrones, left the bottles half-full beneath the dim and silent glow. They departed as men often do, carrying with them the weight of their own destinies, their own troubles, their own inward storms.

And Ciel remained.

Alone in the Void Castle.

Alone beside the untouched glasses and the fading feast.

Alone beneath the hanging world that seemed close enough to touch yet belonged to another order of existence entirely.

He was its ruler.

Its king.

Its sole witness.

Around him, the vast darkness stretched without limit. The shadows drifted silently at the edge of his vision, faithful and empty. The table stood at the centre of the abyss like the memory of a gathering already becoming unreal. Before him were thrones. Behind him was a world. Around him was infinity.

And none of it could answer when loneliness called.

So Ciel sat there in stillness, smiling faintly in that grand and terrible dark, like the last host at the end of creation, left to govern a kingdom made not of people, but of absence.

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