As I walk towards my classroom, I and you too can probably feel the disgustful glares from the people around.
That has been my life, ever since my class's most popular women accused me of being her stalker.
And ever since than, I've been living a life like this.
Well, it wasn't like it was really all that different from how it is right now.
Th3 only difference would probably be the fact that I had 1 childhood friend who stopped talking to me after that.
Well, I probably shouldn't even call them my childhood friend.
Because in reality, I wasn't really a friend to them.
They were very popular and in the end, I was just an ant in her pack of wolves.
Unaware of where I stood as a human to that person's eyes.
I assumed that we'd liked each other.
I couldn't have been more wrong.
She ended up getting an ultra handsome boyfriend who's the most popular dude in this school.
And on top of that she didn't even believe me when I sisd that I was being falsely accused.
Her final words to me were.
"I always knew you were that kind of a guy but I just couldn't prove it."
I always knew that I was looked down apon because of my family background but... when she said that I felt like my world was crashing down.
And it did.
As long as she was there, I was living in my bubble thinking my reputation had gotten better but the moment she was gone, I was thrown from the top of a cliff right into a flowing tsunami.
In the end, it wasn't really about a women like her liking a man like me.
That in itself was just delusional on my part.
But, we have known each other for atleast 5 years now... and yet that's what she thought of me?
A stalker? Why?
What have I done to make her see me in such a low light?
Was it because she knew I liked her or did I just give of that kind of an atmosphere?
Well, I bought it apon myself I guess considering it was my own fault for believing a women like her would ever trust a man like me.
I'm literally at the bottom of the social ladder with dirt poor parents while her mother is a famous actress and her father is an Elite Doctor.
Those that are only hired by the richest of the rich.
While the guy she's dating has one of the richest Known parents in the academy.
In fact hey are the perfect mar h for each other.
Whenever I saw them together I always got angry that he was being cozy with her.
But, I never myself realised the fact that she was very comfortable with him.
I'm now reminded of how timid and stiff she was when she talked to me.
What was worse was the fact that she never once initiated the conversation.
And she made it pretty obvious when she would stop me from talking when someone interrupted us and she concentrated on their words but when the opposite happened she never really paid attention to me.
While my delusional lala land made me see everything so differently.
Once I snapped out of the whole ordeal I realized where I as a human stood in her ladder of excellence.
I was just a speak of dust that was annoying her whenever the wind blew.
*Ring Ring*
Once the bell rang, everyone excitedly whispered to each other and started rustling their things here and there.
As they all walked towards th3 cafeteria since it was lunch time.
It was that time of the month where getting by was hard so I sacrificed my lunch money to my still growing sister so she wouldn't have any problems.
So, I usually go hungry at this time of the month.
Just as I was weakly sleeping waiting for class to start.
A bunch of students came into the class and started chatting loudly amongst themselves.
"You know last night's match? It was crazy!!"
"Yup, RCS is really thrashing CSM so badly."
"Oii, what about SRV's performance against LSC? Even though LSC won, it was a crazy match nonetheless."
"Heh, the battle of mids."
"Well it wasn't a 1 sided thrashing like it was with CSM."
"WHAT? They are just having a bad day. Not like The minnow team which has only 1 trophy and acts all high and mighty."
"Oii! Are you taking a dig at me? We have been owning you for a while you know!!!"
"Oii, boys! Can you pipe it down with all that chatter."
"Ah!! Sorry about that."
"Guys seriously."
She stated sighing.
You may call us minnows but Our team has the highest chance of taking the cup this season so cry harder.
We may have lost against LSC But we have the greatest chance of taking the cup considering it was a bits and pieces type of performance and we still had a fighting chance...
Imagine our top 3 does what they have always done followed by our defence.
All ya teams are done for... but we'll...
If they continue playing these close games and losing due to their bits and pieces performances instead of playing to their true potential.
It'll be a repeat of last year.
Ended up 6th in the pts table.
It wasn't a pretty season, considering we went to the final the year before that.
And with just 1 win in 3 matches...
I wonder how this season will go.
*Slam*
Just as I was sleeping and thinking to myself.
"What are you doing here?"
The guy asked me as I looked at him a bit startled.
"What? I should be the one asking you tha-"
"Are you sitting here to listen to those women and stalk them?"
He asked, I looked at them and they were looking at me weirdly.
I did not say anything and just went back to sleep because I seriously had no energy to deal with people like him.
*BANG*
"Oii! I'M TALKING TO YOU."
"..."
I just ignored him and waited for the bell to ring since it was almsot time.
And just as it seemed like he was about to use his fists for some reason.
The bell rang
*Ring ring*
With students coming back from the cafeteria slowly.
"Oii, leave it."
"Firget it, You might get into problems dealing with a creep like him."
One of the girls said.
I clenched my fists tightly but said nothing back because if I did...
My mother would end up dealing thr aftermath of my actions.
I who thought ghat I would introduce My childhood friend to my sister and mother as my girlfriend ended up making rgem meet each other at the worst situation possible.
My mother that day begged the teacher to let me study here.
After constant pestering and begging they finally allowed it.
After this I steered myself to never talk to a women, nor even glance at a women again.
I thought to myself as I went towards the rooftop to get some fresh air since it was library and it'd take place at rhe floor below this.
As I sat down and sighed in relief..
Water trickled down my eyes but...
*Sob Sob*
I heard someone sobbing from somewhere.
Instead of looking for who it was, I instead got up and started walking downstairs.
B3cause whoever that crying sound belonged to had nothing to do with me.
Because, If I did go here...
Than 1, I'd probably be devoured by a demon that's pretending to cry to lure me and eat me... which isn't a bad option ..
But the problem was 2. What I'd it's a women?
I wouldn't want anything to do with those Creatures.
With the amount of blatant Disrespect I'm receiving I know for a fact that women in this school hate poor guys.
"Hey stop!"
But before I could go down, someone called my retreating figure.
I involuntarily looked back, hoping she wasn't talking to be but...
A beautiful pair of blue jade eyes followed by flowing blonde hair and long eye lashes and a face that made any man's heart melt were looking straight at me.
My heart skipped a beat momentarily.
*Slap*
The moment I saw myself getting flustered, I slapped myself so tightly I could hear the ringing everywhere.
As I thought of every possible scenarios of her being a bitch.
"What the hell... are you crazy? Why would you do that?"
She asked as she got really close to me and caressed by really red cheeks.
Live long SRL, I hope you win this year's tournament and humble all the mfrs that call you minnows.
Fuck... this isn't working... she's too fkin closeeeee!!!