She was never considered good at studies. People around her often called her "silly," and those words slowly became a part of her identity. During her primary school years, she was often scolded and even beaten by her teachers. Each time, a question echoed in her mind — "Why me?"
She had very few friends, and even with them, she never felt truly connected. Relationships always seemed distant and cold.
When she entered second grade, she joined a tuition class for the first time. But instead of finding help, she found more disappointment. Her tuition teacher was the same as her school teacher, yet she still struggled to understand anything. Even though she studied in a private school, the teaching never felt enough. It only made her feel more lost.