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just about first love
I first saw him in 11th class, he was a cute boy from the science stream.
Then I found his Instagram ID and started talking to him through a fake account, and found out he was single.
Later we started talking, but slowly things changed and I moved on with my life.Those memories of 11th class, that boy, and the feeling of first love, everything is connected to my heart in a very special way, because that time was when I first experienced what love actually feels like, and it was my first emotional connection with someone who made me feel something new, different, and unforgettable, where even small moments, seeing him in school, thinking about him, and talking to him online became very meaningful, and that was truly the first feeling of love in my life that I can never forget.Sometimes love makes life beautiful and sometimes it makes life complicated, it can bring happiness as well as sadness, so we should always be careful with our feelings and never lose ourselves in love, because your own life and happiness are more important than anything else, and you should always put yourself first, respect yourself, and stay true to your identity, while also remembering that love should be honest, pure, and based on trust, understanding, and respect, otherwise it can easily hurt you, so it is important to stay strong, focus on your goals, studies, and future, and not depend on anyone for happiness, because life has many ups and downs and love is just one part of it, and every experience teaches us something and makes us stronger, so we should learn from mistakes, stay positive, be patient, and believe in ourselves, because real success and happiness come when we balance our emotions with self-respect and keep moving forward in life with confidence.The feeling of love is something very special and different from everything else in life; when a person truly falls in love, it feels like nothing else matters in the world at that moment, and the heart becomes so deeply connected to one person that all other desires and needs seem unimportant, as if just being with that person, thinking about them, or talking to them is enough to bring complete happiness and peace, and in that moment a person feels full, satisfied, and emotionally complete, without needing anything more from life, because love creates a unique emotional world where even small things feel meaningful, and the heart starts to value feelings more than material things, making love one of the most powerful and beautiful emotions a human can experience.“Is love destruction or freedom?”“Was this a good thing or a bad thing?”Then I felt maybe he would think something else because he didn’t even know me.
Then I came back home, and he messaged me that there was a party in the evening and I had to come to his party. I got very scared and started thinking whether I should go or not. For a moment, I even thought I should block him. But then I remembered his smile.
I thought I cannot go because he doesn’t even know me. What should I do now…?
its just teenage .
Teenage love is a strong emotional feeling that usually happens during the teenage years, when a person starts to get attracted to someone in a new and special way. It often feels very exciting, emotional, and confusing at the same time because teenagers are still learning about relationships, emotions, and themselves. Teenage love can feel very deep and real, but it is also a time of learning, understanding feelings, and growing emotionally.
When I was in 11th class, I saw that boy for the first time. He was around 6 feet tall, fair, with short hair and a cute smile. He looked very nice. The best thing was that he was from the science stream.
After going home, I searched for his Instagram ID. I kept searching continuously and finally found it after 2 days. Then I followed him using a fake ID and sent him a message. We started talking, and I got to know that he was single. Then I used to see him in school also, and I used to feel shy after seeing him, but he didn't know who was talking to him. He wanted to meet me, but I refused.
After 7–8 days, on 20th September, it was his birthday. He invited me, and I refused again. But still, I bought a shirt and a watch in the name of a gift for him. I went to school and saw him and thought whether I should talk to him or not.
I didn't meet that boy again, and because of this, there was a fight. My friend told me, "Niru, don't be sad. Focus on your studies, your exams are also near and only a few days are left."
But how do I explain that I have fallen in love with Aarav? Then we stopped talking for 2–3 days. On the third day, Aarav messaged me and said sorry. I also felt sorry, and for a moment I felt like I didn't know what I was doing.
Then I got scared that he might stop talking to me. After that, we started talking again properly. While talking, from September to December, I didn't even realize how time passed. Exams came, and only a few days were left, but we didn't stop talking even while preparing for exams.
Then in January, he again insisted on meeting. I refused again, but this time I also wanted to meet him. But I don't know what to do… I am scared.
