haal jindgi

Pta nhi kyu Aisa lgta h jaise sb kuch ek dum se khtm sa ho rha h jb bhi. Sochti hu ki aj kuch nya krugi pr kabhi ho hi nhi pata .kyu pta nhi ? Aaj kl mind thoda upset bhi rhta h kyuki na vo phle wali baat h na jajbaat aisa lgta h mano sb kuch khtm pr andr se ek aawaj aati h nhi abhi nhi abhi sb kuch khtm nhi koshish krni chahiye pr jab aage se hi koshish na ho toh phli phle krke kya fayda pr mn nhi manta abhi thoda aur jaleel hona baki h. kyu pta nhi ? Kyuki shyd mein kuch khtm Krna hi nhi chahti ya phir smjh nhi pa rhi use bhulna nhi chahti na hi yaad rkhna chahti hu jindgi ek majak ki trf chal rhi h mano daily ka nya episode chal rha ho subh uthte hi sbse phle uski yaad aana toh mano jaise sukoon sa lgta h jb kabhi bhi lgta h nhi yrr nhi hoga ab ye pr phir pta nhi kyu sb acha chalta h chalte chalte ladaiya bhut haseen lgta h jb uska chehra samne aata h toh lgta h mano waqt YHI thahar jaye aur bs use dekhti jau uski aankhe uska chehra mano jaan nikal leta h pr kabhi kabhi aisa lgta h jaise mein uske liye kuch nhi pr phir thodi der baad uski hsrat ho hi jati h pyar khu ya attraction pta nhi ho kya gya h mujhe jb tk uski aawaj na sun lu tb tk mn utha utha sa rhta h. kya ise hum pyar khe? Jindgi ajeeb mod la rhi h kabhi juth kabhi sch uske hr juth ko sch maan leti hu kyuki vo hr baat pe ksm jo kha leta h bs shyd isi vjh se use kuch kh nhi pati aur us ajnabi se. Insaan ne aa kr meri jindgi ko aisa bna diya h jo hr baar pe hs jati thi jise hsane ka hunar tha Aaj whi baat baat pe ro deti h jaleel hoke bhi usi se baat krni h kyu kya sch mein itne nakara ho gye h pr ise hi toh pyar khte h jisse jaleel ho gye use hi apna maan rhe h wah ji wah hum toh ishq ke diwane ho gye