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Chapter 3 - Being

Beep… beep… beep.

The IV unit pulsed beside him. Blood crept through the line like a warning.Leif lay still. Lips cracked. Tongue dry and thick, swirling in search of water. The ceiling light flickered above, its buzz like flies circling something dead.Sunlight carved across his face, golden and sharp as a blade. Dust swam in the beam. His hospital gown clung to his skin, damp with sweat.He moved—barely.Pain shot through his ribs like splintered glass. He clenched his teeth, eyes narrowing—one pale pink, the other black as pitch. The taste of iron lingered—old blood and saline.He turned to the nightstand. His fingers brushed the card. An unmarked rectangle, stiff and matte. He took it, rubbed the edge with his thumb until it bent. Until it hurt."I remember…" he whispered."The first time I met you."His voice cracked, dry like ash."Beautiful. So beautiful."He swallowed hard. His eyes burned."I wanted you. I yearned for you. Like a madman finding a toy in a house already burned down."He closed his eyes."I wish you were here."Silence.Then—movement.The card shifted.Just slightly.Leif's eyes opened.And she was there.Sitting at the edge of the bed. Barefoot. Her soaked hair clung to her cheeks. Smoke curled from her fingertips like silk unraveling in water. A puddle trailed beneath her, darkening the tile.Yin."You talk too much," she said, soft and mocking. "You always did."His throat tightened."You're not real.""Neither are you," she said. Her voice was calm. Detached. "You're still in there."She raised a hand and tapped the side of his skull. Or maybe it was a shadow. Or maybe she never moved at all.He turned away. Through the hospital window, people passed—nurses, patients, strangers. Laughing. Existing.But past the trees—Hands.They moved like seaweed underwater. Pale and endless. Waving. Reaching. Waiting."I saw you burn the paper," he whispered."I know.""What was on it?"She smiled, and for a second her teeth looked too sharp."Something I couldn't forget. So I tried. Doesn't work like that, does it?"She leaned closer. Her breath was warm. Sour-sweet. Like overripe citrus left in the dark."You looked like you were about to fall," she said. "I thought maybe I'd catch you.""Did you?" His voice wavered."Does it matter?"She tilted her head. "You're already broken."He stared at her. "And you're not?"She shrugged. "Difference is—I wanted to be."A long pause.The overhead lights flickered, then held. The IV beep slowed—slurred—like a record dragging.Leif blinked.She was gone.Only a faint trail of ash remained where she had sat. Glistening.He reached toward it. Fingers trembling."But you wanted to live, right?" he murmured.The ash crumbled at his touch.

He grabbed the card again—this time, crushing it in his fist."There's no way," he muttered."No way she's still alive."He slid to the edge of the bed. Every breath was fire. His bandages creaked as he moved.Without warning—he ripped the IV out of his arm. Blood spattered the sheets.He stood, bare feet slapping the tile.Each step was agony. Still—he ran.Burst through the door. The hallway swallowed him in white light.Then—collapse.He hit the ground hard, the sound sharp like bones cracking. Blood smeared beneath him like a broken trail.Through the tall windows—The hands.Now closer. Pressed against the glass. Twisting like smoke. Some waved. Some clawed. Some pointed straight at him."I know you're still here," Leif whispered, barely breathing."I accept your offer."His hand curled into a fist."I'll go…"Voice fragile, leaking."…wherever you want."

The world tilted. Colors bled into each other.A voice crackled from somewhere far off:"We've got him."Black boots stepped into the light. A man in a dark BDU uniform crouched beside Leif. His expression was unreadable, his eyes hidden behind mirrored lenses.He reached down and touched Leif's index finger—just for a moment.Something passed between them. A flicker. A pulse. Like static or lightning or memory.Leif's eyes fluttered. The floor beneath him pulsed. He thought of his house. His sister's voice. Gunshots. Silence.Then—arms around him.Not the man's. Someone else.A girl.She leaned in from the shadows, hair dripping, skin glowing like soft wax. She smelled like rain and dirt and burning paper.She whispered, right into his ear:"I knew you would."Leif woke again in motion.The ceiling above him was unfamiliar—white, paneled, humming faintly. He was strapped to a gurney, wheeled down a hall that didn't belong to any hospital.The walls here were darker. Older. Industrial.Flickering monitors lined the corridors. On each screen—faces. Some blurred. Some screaming. Some… smiling too wide.The soldier walked beside him, quiet and stiff."Where are you taking me?" Leif asked, voice raw."To the Threshold," the man replied flatly.Leif coughed. His vision swam."I didn't say I'd join. I just said I'd go.""That's enough," the soldier said. "The Veil doesn't wait for consent. It waits for collapse."They turned a corner. The lights flickered again. Somewhere behind the walls, Leif could hear chanting. Or humming. Or sobbing.They reached a steel door marked "INITIATION – CLASS VEIL.7"Leif's breath caught."What are you going to do to me?""Not we," the man said. "It."He placed a hand on the door. It hissed open.Inside was nothing.Just a circular room. Dim. Metallic. The walls curved upward into blackness.And in the center—floating, barely visible—was a pulsing shard of light.It throbbed with something… ancient. Something wrong. It felt like looking directly at your own death.Leif's body trembled. He sat up, pulling against the restraints."What is that?"The soldier turned to him."Your name is Leif Rancor. You have nothing left. Not your family. Not your mind. Not even your why."He gestured to the shard."This is what's left of your reason."Leif stared. "That's not possible.""Touch it," the man said. "And see."The shutters closed.

Leif was alone now. The room fell into silence—so silent it buzzed in his ears.

Then, the shard of light on the wall began to pulse.

Soft at first. Then stronger. Throbbing, in sync with something deeper—his heartbeat, maybe. No… his eye.

That pale, pinkish-purple glow, the one he tried to forget.

The light spread, painting the ceiling, bending time. His vision tunneled.

Then the Veil opened.

Hands unfurled across the window glass like ink in water—slow and trembling, but closer than ever. Faces blurred in smoke. Eyeless, grinning. Reaching. Always reaching.

The air had no scent, no temperature. The walls dissolved into static.

And then the flood came.

Memories. His mother's voice cracking behind bedroom doors. His sister's laughter echoing, then abruptly cut off.

Gunshots. Screams. Smoke. That sweet, metallic scent of blood.

His name smeared in headlines. The eyes of cops. The silence of a cell.

It all crashed down like broken film reels spinning out of control.

His mind was being taken, violated.

His body betrayed him. Muscles thinned. Joints buckled. His breath came in short bursts. The strength he once clung to peeled away layer by layer like wet skin.

Something inside him broke.

And for a moment—

He wanted to give up.

But then—

A whisper in the static.

"Leif."

He turned—if only in his mind.

She was there.

Yin.

Barefoot. Hair damp and clinging to her face. Her figure burned into the room like an afterimage.

But her presence was warm. Steady.

She didn't smile.

She didn't cry.

She just placed a hand over his chest—over the place where his heart still beat.

"I'm here."

The light in the room swelled.

And for the first time since waking up, Leif felt like he wasn't dying.

He wasn't rising either.

He was falling, slowly—but not alone.

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