Meri Mistake Meri Lessons

Jab main choti thi maine bahut sari mistakes kiye. But I hope Ye story padhne ke baad aap ye galtiya na kare.Because some mistake spoiled whole life & whole dreams.So let's start My life first mistake jab maine 5 year old thi tab maine pehli galti Kari . Jo yah thi ki apni Mata pita ka kahana na sunna. Is galti ke bad log mujhe ignore karna Bura kehna galat ladki kahana start kar diye jabki Main ek chhoti bacchi thi. Fir bhi logon Ne kaha yah itni Badi hokar aise behave Karti Hai to Badi hokar kya karegi. After all meri mummy Papa Ne mujhe Aisa kuch nahi kaha jisse Mera Dil dukhe unhone mujhe fully support Kiya and mujhe sudharne ka pura avsar Diya. FIR ek din mujhe samajh mein aaya Main galat Thi mujhe aisa behave kabhi kisi ke sath nahin karna chahie so Maine yah galti apni sudhar li. But meri mistakes yenhi nhi ruki after 10year I repeat a big mistake when I am 15 years old. Ye meri teenage thi jisme aksar galtiya hoti hi h. Maine class 8th ki student thi mujhe aapne senior se love hua ise love na kah kar attraction kahege. Woh 12th ka student tha mujhe uske sath baitha uthna, khana khana ,masti Krna & quility time spend karna bahut pasand tha. But Mujhe nhi pta tha ki ye saari chije meri life ko destroy kr dengi. Main uske sath 2 year thi kabhi usne aisa kuch nhi kiya ki mujhe bura lge care krta tha. Hum dono fir long-distance relationship me aa gye .woh other City me shift ho gya me wahi rah gyi . Call se baate hoti thi but dheere dheere uske behaviour me change aane laga . Hamari daily ladai hone lagi Kisi choti-choti baton ko lekar bada bada Issue ban jata tha. Kuchh Dinon bad humne decide Kiya Ham ek dusre Se Alag Ho jaenge. Finally hum log alag Ho Gaye. Main apni life mein bahut Biji Rahane lagi. Mujhe mis Karta call karta message Karta but I ignore it. After my 12th Main main dusre Shahar mein shift ho gayi wahi Se Maine apna graduation start Kiya. Kuchh din bad pata Chala uska neet clear ho gaya hai MBBS mein admission Mil Gaya Hai. So Main bahut happy hui. Maine use congratulations ke liye call Kiya and decide Kiya ki Ham apni City mein milenge ek dusre se. Main milane ke liye bahut excited thi usne kaha tum mujhse Milo mujhe tumse Main kuchh batana hai. Ek sal beetne per main usse Mili. Humne bahut sari baten ki purani baton Ko yad Kiya acchi quality time spend kiye. Mujhe laga Shayad Meri Life fir Se vahi ho jaaye.But god ko yah nahin Manzoor tha. Hum Ham donon ek dusre ko kuchh Na kuchh batana chahte the dil mein bahut sari baten thi. Lekin use mulakat mein bahut sari baten yaden adhuri rah gai. Jo Ham donon Ne agali mulakaton per chhodi thi. But mujhe nahin pata tha yah mulakaton mein Ham kabhi Puri baten nahin kar payenge ki hamen adhure khwabon ke Sath hi rahana padega. Dil to bahut Roya chillaya lekin Ham kuchh nahin Kar paye Khali hath rah Gaye Na use wapas La paye na jo kahana tha vah kah paye. Adhuri Khwab adhuri baatein andar Se khokhla kar deti hai. Body mein Dil to hota hai lekin Dil lagta nahin Hai Dil mein Koi khwahish nahin rah jaati Hai Kisi bhi baton ko lekar. Is galti Ne Meri Life ko Puri tarah Badal Diya andar Se Tod Kar Rakh Diya jisse Main chah Kar bhi kabhi nahin ubhar paati hun roj sochte Ho Kash Aisa Na hua hota. Please aap kabhi nahin repeat kariyega yah galtiyan Jo khud Se jyada dusron ko hurt Karen ghar ko tod Den jindagi ab barbad kar den. Main apni life mein Mohan to kar chuki hun lekin mera dil abhi bhi vahi hai Jahan tha. Adhuri baatein aapko agali mulakat mein bataungi filhal ke liye Bus itna hai. Main aapko uska naam aur apna Naam batana chahti hun. Myself Alka & himself Anshuman. Milte Hain aapse agale story ke sath adhuri baton ko pura karne ke liye.