We were finally done showering.Although,we did more of playing and chatting than actual bathing.
Amy stole my PJs and wore them like they were hers.She's a huge thief.
We did our skincare routine.And took some pictures and lots of videos.It was all Amy,I had nothing to do with it.
We were finally done cleaning up and looking good.We decided to watch horror movies as it was our favourite genre.And I don't get why horror is Amy's favourite genre because she gets scared at literally every horror movie we've watched together.But I'm more collected.I haven't found any horror movie that got me scared.
After twenty minutes of arguing on which movie to watch,we finally decided on 'Smile'.Smile is a movie by the way.And a good one too.
We spent the whole night watching the series.And with Amy screaming,crying and doing everything but sitting still.
I checked the time on my phone.It's 5:30 and Amy is asleep already.She was the one bragging about being able to stay awake for the whole night,and here she was... asleep with her mouth wide open and a cute little snore coming from her.
I should start prepping for school now.I let her sleep as she didn't have school.I was a bit reluctant to go to school.I wasn't ready to meet anybody in that school.Nobody in my class was welcoming.Everyone acted like I was invisible or something.Even the ones who talked to me,made fun of me...except Marius of course.In my previous school,I was always eager to go to school.Even when I was sick,I would still go because I was eager to see my friends but now I can't see them anymore.Or at least,not often.
I rolled my eyes at my situation.I don't even want to dwell on anything.
It takes me about twenty minutes to bathe and probably ten minutes to get dressed.I always arrange my things beforehand so I don't have to spend time on that.I blow dried my hair,Got dressed and put on some lip gloss.
I took a good look at myself through the mirror and I was satisfied with what I was seeing.I really am beautiful.I checked for the time.6:26.Still got some time left.
I made myself a quick breakfast and left some for Amy.She will be so famished when she gets home.
I left a little note with a few instructions for Amy and left.I trust her that much.
I took a cab to school,and I'm glad I did because I wasn't late to school this time.I'm having AP Biology this morning,followed by AP Chemistry,then English literature during third period.I'm not really looking forward to Mr Westerfield's class after my last encounter with the man.If I remember correctly,Aiden should be attending English class too..so I might see him.Eye roll
I went for AP biology class and the class hadn't started.I went to the back of the class to find a seat when I spotted Marius.Luckily,there was an empty seat right next to him
"Hi there"I greeted with a smile.
"Hello cupcake"he replied enthusiastically.
I'm pretty sure my cheeks turned pink at that.I sat next to him.
"I didn't know you took AP biology."
"You don't know a lot of things sweetheart."
"Ouch..but true though.It's like I will never fit in with these people."I confessed.
"Trust me,I understand.I used to feel like that when I just got here."he said.
"Really?"I asked, surprised.
"Yeah,really.I felt like I would never fit in but I found my way, eventually."he replied.
"I feel better hearing that.Maybe there is hope."I said with a brighter smile than when I just came in.
"Glad to hear that,sugar plum."
I laughed at that.
I scanned the room,and I didn't see Aiden anywhere.I remember he also takes AP biology because we were lab partners
I went to my class and found a good seat at the back...as always.
The teacher finally came to the class after ten minutes.But he did apologize for making us wait..as courtesy demands.
After AP biology,I went to my next class which was short and interesting too.I've always loved chemistry.Now I have fucking English literature.Groannnn!!
I went for English literature even if I didn't want to.This time I was alone with no Marius to cheer me up or keep me company.
He started his class,which was boring as fuck.
My eyes kept going to the door.Aiden skipped class..I guess.Not that I care.I'm not even surprised..from what I've seen, he's the school's bad boy.It's no surprise he skips class.
I couldn't focus through out the entire class.I guess having no one to talk to made all my buried feelings come to life again.I've been feeling more depressed than ever these days,and it's been really hard for me.My parents aren't making it any easier for me.
Whenever my dad's at home,they are always arguing about something, irrelevant or not.And even when he's not around they still argue over the phone constantly.Sometimes,I just wish they would just go their separate ways.My mom's almost never around.My sister is in another city,chasing her dreams and I'm happy about that...but I just wish she could be with me.I need my sister.
I hate to have a lot in mind.I've been having unsteady heartbeats these days.And I've been feeling dizzy too.I think it has to do with me thinking but I can't bring myself to tell my mom,I don't want her to get worried and add to the responsibilities at home.
I must be overthinking.That's what I'll keep telling myself till I believe it myself...