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Chapter 30 - Chapter 30

The fragile peace Stefan and I had rebuilt shattered faster than I could have imagined.

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Two weeks had passed since the misunderstanding in the library. I thought we were okay. I wanted to believe we were okay. But the seeds of doubt Klaus had planted, combined with my father's growing hostility, made everything feel unsteady.

I had been feeling off for days — nauseous in the mornings, exhausted, emotional. I chalked it up to stress. Until I bought a test.

Positive.

I stared at the two pink lines in the bathroom of the Salvatore Boarding House, hands shaking. Pregnant. With Stefan's baby. A baby that would be part witch, part vampire — something this town had never seen before.

I wanted to be happy. I *should* have been happy. But all I felt was terror.

Before I could process it, I heard voices downstairs. Stefan and Elena again.

I crept to the top of the stairs.

"…she's been distant lately," Stefan was saying, voice low. "I'm worried I'm losing her. After everything with her dad… maybe she'd be better off without me."

Elena's voice was soft, comforting. "Stefan, she loves you. Don't push her away. You two belong together."

I watched as Elena hugged him. Stefan hugged her back, holding on a little longer than necessary. Or maybe that was just my jealous mind twisting everything.

Pain lanced through my chest. Another misunderstanding. Another moment where it looked like he was turning to *her* again — his first love, the safe choice, the human choice.

I backed away quietly, tears burning my eyes. I grabbed the pregnancy test, stuffed it into my bag, and slipped out the back door without a word.

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I drove for hours.

I didn't know where I was going. I just needed to get away. Away from Stefan's guilt, away from my father's hatred of vampires, away from Klaus's threats, away from this town that kept trying to destroy everything I loved.

By nightfall, I had crossed the state line into a small, quiet coastal town in North Carolina. I paid cash for a cheap motel room under a fake name and collapsed on the bed, sobbing until I had nothing left.

My phone had been blowing up for hours — Stefan, Elena, Damon, my dad. I turned it off.

I was alone. Truly alone for the first time since moving to Mystic Falls.

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Three days later

I found a tiny furnished apartment above an old bookstore. It was cheap, quiet, and far enough from Mystic Falls that no one would find me easily. I used the cash I'd withdrawn and a fake ID I'd learned to make from Bonnie's grimoire notes.

Every morning I woke up sick. Every night I cried myself to sleep, hand resting on my still-flat stomach.

Our baby.

I missed Stefan so much it physically hurt. But every time I remembered him hugging Elena, every time I thought about raising a supernatural child in a town that wanted to kill vampires, I stayed put.

On the fifth night, I sat on the small balcony overlooking the dark ocean, wrapped in a blanket. My phone was still off. I hadn't contacted anyone.

A soft knock on the door made me freeze.

I crept over and looked through the peephole.

Stefan.

He looked wrecked — eyes hollow, hair messy, clothes rumpled like he hadn't slept in days.

"Myra… please. I know you're in there. I can hear your heartbeat." His voice cracked. "I'm not leaving until you talk to me."

Tears streamed down my face. I wanted to open the door. I wanted to fall into his arms and tell him about the baby.

But the image of him holding Elena flashed in my mind again.

"Go away, Stefan," I whispered, even though I knew he could hear me. "I can't do this anymore. Not with my dad losing his mind, not with Klaus coming after us, not with… everything."

"Myra, whatever you think you saw — it wasn't what you think. I love you. Only you." His voice broke. "Please, baby. Let me in."

I slid down the door, sobbing silently, one hand over my stomach.

"I'm pregnant," I whispered to the empty room, too quiet for even vampire ears to catch. "And I'm so scared."

I didn't open the door.

Eventually, I heard him leave — but not before he left a letter under the door.

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Myra,

I don't know what I did to make you run, but I'm sorry. I'll spend the rest of my life making it up to you if you let me.

I love you more than I've ever loved anyone. Come home. Or tell me where you are and I'll come to you.

Yours forever,

Stefan

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I clutched the letter to my chest and cried harder.

But I didn't call him.

Not yet.

I was alone, pregnant, terrified, and determined to keep this baby safe — even if it meant staying away from the people I loved most.

For now.

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