RongCheng at present had already fallen into the trap, purely acting yet in no way recognizing... while Yan Si only at this time then knew how terrifyingly agonizing male individuals making love was.
Awakening to realize at this moment, was it perhaps too late when all matters had already gone far too remote, capable of being stopped no longer? Because the substance that Yan Si administered, truly was difficult to dissolve and remove easily.
If unable to vent and discharge, RongCheng's male root could perhaps be discarded and ruined permanently; Yan Si possessed solely a unique method, which was to strive to endure...
The blurred, obscure clandestine affair prolonged; RongCheng had once vowed he would forever protect the purity and innocence for his foolish little brother, yet now it was precisely his own self who had unintentionally stripped it away.
Yan Si faintly bit his lip, completely unable to imagine on the morrow when awakening from sleep how all matters would be...
"No... he absolutely cannot know the matter of tonight." Otherwise, the sworn brotherhood relationship could be regarded as shattered and dissolved.
During this time, merely waiting until RongCheng was finished, he would instantly escort the person back to the Zixuan Palace, then all matters could be regarded as settled smoothly... The man certainly would in no way be capable of knowing that this night had once occurred, because toward him it inherently was a mere dream, that was all.
Amidst the silent curtain of night, inside the chamber there emanated countless ambiguous sounds, the sounds of moaning and groaning blending with the blurred, wet sounds...
Even so, plotting matters was never as an individual anticipated; all matters took place exceeding the capability of control. When RongCheng was sufficiently satisfied, Yan Si's mental faculties were already a patch of obscurity, sinking deep into a trance of dreams.
RongCheng tightly embraced Yan Si and then also rolled over into deep sleep.
Early in the morning, as per the routine, Xiao Yi came to awaken Yan Si from sleep... At the period of discovering RongCheng tightly embracing him in an unbelievable state, he instantly recoiled in panic and fright.
"Oh my heavens and earth, ghosts and gods!? What..." What matter was taking place like this? Was it that he had seen wrongly or not, for what reason could it take place in such a manner? Straight away, Xiao Yi repeatedly rubbed his eyes, and afterward even slapped himself several times, yet still saw nothing change...
"It is not permitted..." This spectacle... he thought his own self ought not to be entangled in it to be better... Xiao Yi instantly reacted, running fast to depart as though he caught sight of nothing at all.
In the meantime, the two people still continued to embrace each other to sleep deeply until precisely noon.
Waiting until the sun ascended high by several poles, RongCheng only then dimly awakened from sleep; he rubbed his temples for a while and softly called, "A Yuan... A Yuan, have you arisen yet?"
Nonetheless, that other person still continually slept deeply upon his arm; he strove to force himself up, intending to gaze upon the person, never expecting...
The moment he caught sight of Yan Si, RongCheng momentarily was houst-struck with panic, pushing him away, and his own self also fell down off the bed.
"Why is it like this? Why is it conversely A Si? Moreover, this place..." It was also in no way the Zixuan Palace...
"Undone..." RongCheng's head suddenly was painful as though wishing to explode; the matters his own self had performed last night he still remembered exceptionally clearly, yet he hurriedly shook his head continuously: "Why is it conversely A Si? Where is A Yuan? Where is A Yuan?"
Is it not that he performed it with his wife or not? For what reason at this moment did it conversely become Yan Si?
Right away, RongCheng slapped his own face continuously: "What have I done!? What have I done!?"
He not only betrayed his wife, but furthermore performed an unrighteous matter toward his younger brother... truly it could in no way be forgiven!
"How could I perform this matter!? How could I act in such a manner!?" Was this beastly matter a thing his own self ought to perform or not?
Right in that very hour, RongCheng solely thought his own self by reason of excessively missing Shang Yuan only then generated this debauched action, missing the knowledge that his own self had already been afflicted by the soul-beguiling incense formulated by Yan Si's own hand.
Looking at the man struggling in agony, Yan Si all of a sudden felt frightened; from the time RongCheng bounced and fell off the bed, he had already awakened, yet dared to speak nothing; he gradually recoiled close into the inner corner of the bed, pulling the blanket to shroud his entire frame to hide away.
He feared facing RongCheng, letting the clandestine affair of last night be stripped bare; he merely feared that right afterward, no individual would dare look upon another's face.
Including RongCheng as well; passing a bout of self-torment, the man quickly stood up, gathered his garments to don again, and then hurriedly departed.
Up to this time, RongCheng still did not believe this was conversely the truth. He still remembered clearly, at that time he had already departed from Yan Si's dwelling place and returned to the Zixuan Palace, furthermore upon the path even brawling with the imperial guards...
Right away, RongCheng summoned the group of imperial guards from last night to question; truly it was exactly as what he had remembered, nonetheless when he asked: "After resolving the misunderstanding, toward which direction did I depart?"
The crowd of imperial guards reflected for a short while and thereupon spoke: "Reporting to Your Highness, it was the southern direction!"
"The southern direction!?" It was precisely turning back to the Imperial Physicians' Palace, yet RongCheng remembered exceptionally clearly that his own self had departed following the eastern direction... At that thought, he all of a sudden laughed like a madman.
Never expecting his own self to run an entire round only to turn back to the old place, further mistakenly assuming Yan Si to be A Yuan and then performing those licentious matters of incestuous chaos with him.
Such an absurd matter could actually take place; on the morrow how could he know how to look upon the person?
Right afterward, RongCheng instantly returned to the Zixuan Palace, slammed the door shut, and then remained silent, uttering not a single word.
In the meantime, waiting until the man had departed, Yan Si only then clambered to crawl up, his fist inwardly tightening, sobbing and crying loudly for a bout.
"Eldest brother, I am wrong... I am truly wrong..." For a momentary flash of desire, he had performed a matter that could in no way be tolerated.
In the future, would RongCheng still want to be close to him as before or not? Or would the person instantly shun far from him?
The person would detest him... definitely would detest him...
"My own hand has slain the sworn brotherhood affection completely! What to do?" At that thought, Yan Si's heart was as though further squeezed tight, his mind spinning... right in this time he truly solely knew how to weep, that was all.
Xiao Yi, standing from afar witnessing it, how dared he speak anything; he merely waited until Yan Si finished weeping before advancing close, speaking in a low voice: "Master, this servant has prepared the water basin for My Lord completely; quickly come to cleanse yourself."
Yan Si faintly nodded his head to force himself up; nonetheless, the moment he had just placed his feet down off the bed, intending to stand straight up, he conversely unexpectedly collapsed down.
His waist, after a night of violent lovemaking, at present generated an excruciating pain... Yan Si ground his teeth tightly, saying, "Quickly... quickly go outside; I myself know how to manage."
Xiao Yi naturally understood the matter; he voiced a compliance and then hurriedly departed right away.
Yan Si sat panting for a short while and then propped his hands against his waist, striving to force himself up, step by step departing toward the direction of the water basin.
He immersed his frame in the water for a very long time... a very long time... the image of last night all of a sudden surfaced clearly, regarding a RongCheng whom his own self had never been permitted to see.
After each time of discharging, the man would always display a smile... the darkest smile that Yan Si had ever been permitted to witness...
"Eldest brother... eldest brother... I love the person to the point of losing all reason..." Solely desiring every night to be together with him closely entwined... Despite having experienced agony, yet that passionate, excited feeling right afterward... even if at times exceeding his endurance, yet still caused him to remember forever without forgetting.
If only the person had never loved any individual.
If only the person permanently belonged solely to himself privately, then today no individual would have to suffer pain in such a manner; pity it was...
Yan Si from past to present was precisely a foolish individual; all matters completely had RongCheng to shoulder, therefore how could he know what the ways of the world were. His thoughts were still merely as simple as a three-year-old child, pursuing being loved and pursuing being joyful, that was all.
Counting from the incident of that night up to now, it had been three days — RongCheng did not surface at all, not a single word of apology nor requiring to be apologized to... and even a word of confession was absent; everything was still tranquil as though nothing had ever yet occurred.
Time secretly and silently slipped away; Yan Si day after day self-tormented his own person to the point of eating and sleeping without peace. Solely fearing that when closing his eyes, the image of ardently making love together with RongCheng would surface, knowing not how to forget that peak stimulating feeling of that time...
Yan Si had tasted the forbidden fruit yet in no way recognized it. That was a thing that reasonably he ought not to touch, particularly with his sworn elder brother. At present, he solely knew to miss him... truly missing him intensely to the point of turning mad.
On the fourth day, early in the morning Yan Si then departed to search for RongCheng; it was merely that when he had just newly arrived at the door of the Zixuan Palace, he was already barred by the imperial guards from entering, saying: "At present His Highness's health is not good; he wishes not to meet any individual."
Yan Si, hearing thus, within his heart was exceptionally worried, saying, "I... I am an imperial physician; I can enter to examine the illness for him."
Nonetheless, the imperial guards still resolutely barred him from entering; in the final analysis, he could only with a sorrowful heart turn away.