claim but I had nothing because each word he said was nothing but the truth"well I guess you're right but I'm not a stalker we just happened to meet for the second time ,not a big deal"He just laughed at me.I couldn't help but stare at himWhat is wrong with me??"Okay,I can see that you're lost somewhere where I'm not.Can you come back for a sec."He seemed serious and that made him even hotter than he normally was ,I just nodded and he got back to his normal silly face"You're Kao Mercos right??"I was surprised for a moment "And when I say you have been stalking me ,you say otherwise ".How can someone be this handsome,I could not take my eyes off him when he spoke each word sounded like a melody in my ears his eyes shone brighter during the night and became as bright as the blue sky ,his hair was being blown by cold wind like some kind of movie star and his lips...well all I knew was I wanted to kiss them and didn't care that he was a boy.my mind was opposed but my heart yearned earnestly
earnestly
I guess I must have been staring at him for the longest time and got lost in him that when I snapped back to reality he was waving at him and mumbling words I didn't understand .It took me a while to understand anything he sais"Can you talk now??"I wanted to tell him every messed up things happening in my life but I just couldn't although I felt comfortable with him it didn't change that he was a stranger so I just stayed quite and I guess he got the message and didn't push any further" Have you ever had any alcohol before??"I wanted to say no but I guessed that might sound uncool to him so I lied"Yes a million times"He said nothing but his eyes told me that he could tell I was lying" Well I guess,we're gonna drink all night"i wanted to oppose to his idea but I already lied that I was a drinker and that story wouldn't make any sense if I said that.I was dying anyway so I didn't think any worse could happen at any time,I have never had alcohol in my life so when I had it.It only took a couple of minutes to get in my system and all I can say is...when I'm drunk I'm a lot braver than I usually am "You know ,you're a creep but you're cute.."I tried to hold it In but I guess alcohol gets the better of me and I can't help but state how I truly feel to someone,everything was a bit blurry and disco and I don't think I've ever danced like I did.He just laughed at every silly little thing I've said even though I barely remember what I said but I guess he did.when we danced he held my waist so tightly as if he was holding his dearest and I didn't mind,like I said I felt safe.We danced and his eyes were staring right at me like a dream I've had for the longest time and no matter how I resisted I wanted to kiss him and his smile made everything worse but better.When he smile I saw my whole world in a complete stranger that could be perfect but in that smile I also saw a future that could never be,a future where I could live and be with him for a lifetime.A future where we're lovers and the world is at our feet and not us at it's feet.There more he held me close there more I drew closer to his face and he didn't seem to notice because he kept on laughing and having fun with the music and I kept on fantasizing about him."You know ever since we started dancing I've noticed you haven't taken your eyes off me."I really wanted to deny but with alcohol deep inside of me I just couldn't lie.One of my worst traits was if I was drunk I could never tell a lie,I was too honest "Well what can I say ,I'm a man in love with a stranger ,nothing as shameless but as brave as that. I want to keep on staring at you for all eternity."His eyes glowed as bright as snow with blue skies when I said that and although it might have scared him away but I just couldn't help myself .And all he did again was just laugh and said nothing we danced for about an hour his head was just seated at my shoulders and the dance was as slow as a dance for lovers,and I knew we weren't but I just wish we were I bet we could have been happier.i don't know what made me look at my watch but I noticed that it was already midnight and I couldn't help but notice ,I remembered that I left mother all alone,and I was scared of how worried she might be"Hey,I'm sorry but I gotta go can you take me back."
His eyes said all that needed to be said and could tell that he wanted to ask me to stay a little longer but he didn't dare I guess he saw how serious I was and he didn't.He walked me back to the hospital and didn't ask anything we walked back like the two strangers we were.One would swear we didn't just slow dance to music a few moments ago like lovers when we barely Knew each other.A few moments ago none of us said anything until we got back to the hospital. I really didn'twant to be rude since he helped me out "Uhh .....Thank you I was really having a bad day."He just smiled as always and didn't say anything as I was about to get inside he held my hand and pulled me close to him and his lips and mine were just a few inches apart and although I kept my composure as professional as possible but I just couldn't hide my heartbeat that was attached to him with my chest breast"Goodnight"i almost thought he was going to kiss me but just then he let go of me and walked in the opposite direction then it was just me and I just felt lonely.