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Chapter 74 - Being Human -> What is going on?

Leslie locked eyes with the unknown figure, her gaze burning with an intensity he met with a weight uniquely his own. It might have been called a staring contest if the air between them weren't so thick with genuine emotion. The "sparks" of their shared history were palpable, yet the tension broke the moment Leslie's expression softened.

"James," she whispered, her voice trembling. "What is going on?"

Despite the agonizing shock of her missing limb, a flicker of trust remained. She knew the person he used to be would never knowingly put her in harm's way. But looking at him now, he was a different man—as if he had fundamentally changed overnight.

The unknown figure stood ready for a fight, his adrenaline spiking. He had just saved her life, and for a moment, he felt the sting of her doubt; her eyes seemed to say that his very presence invited danger. But he forced his paranoia aside and stepped into Leslie's shoes. A friend calls for assistance, they sit on a park bench, and before they can speak, they are sprinting at 9m/s through the dark. Now, she was maimed and terrified. Her stare wasn't an accusation; it was a plea for an explanation.

As if on cue, they collapsed into an embrace, clinging to one another until silent tears turned into a shared sob. Finally, Leslie pulled back just enough to look him in the eye, repeating the only question that mattered:

"What is going on?"

***

The unknown figure scrambled within his head, trying to map the bridge between his past as an ordinary retired government official and his present status as an impossibly lucky man with a growing list of enemies. Wealth naturally attracts both friends and foes, but the ratio felt skewed; he was sporting a legion of enemies and a mere handful of allies. He knew his sudden streak of "luck" was an insane opportunity, one he had to utilize, yet the source of it remained a heavy secret.

As he watched Leslie's irregular, anxious posture, he felt a momentary impulse to tell her everything. He wanted to explain that his "luck" wasn't luck at all—that he had learned the System Language, that he was "Born from Chaos," and that he now possessed the terrifying ability to tilt world events to his favor. But he remembered the last time he'd mentioned his enlightenment; she hadn't believed him. To speak of chaos and reality-warping now, in the face of a dire problem, would only make him sound like a madman.

Deciding to stick to a version of the truth she could digest, he sighed softly and began narrating the events following his return from the airport:

"It all began when I returned from China. I was left without a job, a goal, or money. I looked for work, but I was either too old or I didn't have the desired skills for the job; the world had no place for a retired government official. Eventually, I landed a job as a bouncer for a pub that ran underground casino games.

For a week, I played the part of the muscle—flexing at the door and tossing out troublemakers—but my mind was elsewhere. I was constantly watching the patterns. I studied the faces of the winners and losers, convinced I had discovered a rhythm to the house. When I finally moved to the table to place a bet, I thought it was just about reading countenances and expressions.

However, the moment I touched the cards, I realized betting wasn't what I'd imagined. I spun between losing and winning, my cash dwindling as I chased that 'one last win.' It was in that desperation, staring at the green felt of the table, that I felt a shift. I left the table that night with the same somber face as any other loser, but something inside me had woken up.

Despite the losses, I felt alive for the first time since retirement. My job as a bouncer was a severe downgrade from my high-ranking government status, but it provided the perfect veil. Behind that 'menial' security job, I wasn't just watching gamblers anymore—I was beginning to see the underlying code of the world. I realized then that I had found my true calling, even if the price of that discovery was an invitation to chaos itself."

***

Leslie's expression was one of pure, unadulterated shock as she watched the unknown figure before her with new eyes. She had always known he would have a hard time adjusting to a "normal" life; he'd had no safety net after leaving the army. And while he was a devoted soldier and a patriot, she knew a man couldn't just shed that identity overnight.

However, as she listened to his explanation of his new "hobby," the perfect image she held of her friend shattered. It felt impossible. She couldn't process how a celebrated hero—a man who had consistently placed the lives of others above his own—could now find his "true calling" in swindling the hard-earned money of others under the guise of luck.

Just as she thought her face couldn't possibly contort into a more horrified mask, his next words broke what little remained of her composure.

***

The figure studied her expression carefully, weighing whether or not to continue. Given the gravity of their current situation, however, he realized he couldn't afford to leave out any detail of his experience at the tables. He took a breath and forged ahead.

"After I reflected on my loss a bit more, and after a few more games, I discovered that each table and each game required different strategies," he admitted coolly. "I began to see how to play my luck and my intellect against the house. I stayed at it for half the month, until I finally reached my goal: standing there with a bundle of 100 grand neatly arranged into my briefcase."

He looked her in the eye, devoid of the shame she expected to see. "I quit my job that day. I had made my decision to become a full-time gambler, with the eventual hope of owning a gambling den of my own. I sat down for the first game which would determine this future, I took down three players in blackjack, and then... well, then I met you. You know the rest of the story from there."

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