Alister
Nicolas said there is somewhat truth in his stories. The thought of him going through that much brings a slight pain in my heart.
"Nicolas"
"Alister"
"Are you sure you want to get married?"
"You're changing your tone now"
The rest of his sentence dies in his throat and I wait it all out. I'll stay by his side until the end. Not even Caidee can stop me.
I watch as Nicolas smiles. He doesn't speak anymore. The main times he talks is to share his life's stories.
Nicolas even when he is sad smiles. It pains me to say I have seen it myself. I had thought that the change might have been hard for him. It seems that the change hasn't affected him at all though the strain of being a person who is trying to be normal in this abnormal world, yet the way he does it is very well.
Nicolas walks past me and leaves into the big fancy room where Caidee and Tracey are playing with Jenna, Caidee gives Nicolas an odd look while he picks up Jenna. Watching it made my heart almost crush as I put the pieces together. The thought must of crossed Nicolas' mind even though he choses to ignore it.
"This is Caidee's child" I whisper to Nicolas who only looks at me blankly before he can make a sound I continue "you can't keep her"
"I know, the thought of handing her over though. It changes everything." Maybe I was wrong to think he never minded change. "She is just like her mother though, there is no denying it, if I can stay in her life. That's enough, it must be"