Cherreads

Chapter 117 - he was hiding

Morning arrived slowly, soft light slipping through the curtains and spreading across the room in a quiet glow. The world outside was just beginning to wake, but inside the penthouse, everything still felt suspended in a calm that didn't yet know what the day would bring. On the bed, Yuna lay peacefully, her breathing even, her expression relaxed in a way that felt almost rare after everything she had been through. Beside her, Ethan Devereaux stirred first.

His eyes opened slowly, adjusting to the light, but the moment he became aware, his attention shifted immediately to her. He didn't move at first. He just watched.

There was something about seeing her like this—unguarded, calm, untouched by the chaos that constantly surrounded them—that made everything else feel distant for a moment. His gaze softened, tracing the small details without thinking: the way her hair fell across her face, the faint movement of her lips as she breathed, the quiet stillness of her body beside his.

Carefully, almost instinctively, he leaned closer.

His hand lifted, brushing a strand of hair away from her face, his fingers lingering for a second longer than necessary. Then, gently, he cupped her cheek, his thumb resting lightly against her skin.

And then—

He pressed a soft kiss to her forehead.

It was slow. Unrushed.

Something quiet.

Something real.

When he pulled back, there was a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his lips, something almost playful, almost rare for him.

"You look too peaceful," he murmured softly, as if speaking to himself.

But before he could pull his hand away—

Yuna's eyes opened.

Slowly.

And the moment she focused on him, there was a spark of awareness there that made his smirk deepen just slightly.

"So…" she said, her voice still soft from sleep, but carrying a hint of amusement. "You're taking advantage of me while I'm asleep?"

Ethan raised an eyebrow, clearly caught—but not entirely surprised. "So you were awake?" he asked.

Yuna's lips curved faintly. "The whole time," she replied, her tone playful. "Mr. Ethan Devereaux."

There was something in the way she said his name—light, teasing—that made the moment feel different from anything before.

Ethan let out a quiet breath that almost resembled a chuckle. "You should've said something," he said.

"And ruin the moment?" she countered, her eyes narrowing slightly in mock accusation. "No chance."

She shifted then, pushing herself up slightly before moving closer, her head coming to rest against his thigh as she leaned into him comfortably. It was such an effortless gesture, so natural, that Ethan didn't question it. His hand remained near her face, his fingers brushing lightly against her hair without thinking.

Yuna tilted her head just enough to look up at him.

There was a pause.

A small one.

But it carried weight.

"Ethan…" she said softly.

He looked down at her, his expression steady, waiting.

"I love you."

The words came out simply.

No hesitation.

No doubt.

Just truth.

For a moment—

Everything stilled.

Ethan's hand paused against her hair, his gaze locking onto hers as if trying to process what she had just said. There was no immediate response, no instinctive reply. Just silence.

But before that silence could grow uncomfortable—

Yuna leaned up.

Closing the distance.

And kissed him.

It wasn't rushed. It wasn't uncertain. It was soft, deliberate, filled with something deeper than just affection. Something that carried everything she hadn't said out loud.

Ethan didn't pull away.

Didn't hesitate.

His hand moved to her face again, holding her there as he returned the kiss, his response just as real, just as intense—but different.

Because while he gave into the moment—

While he let himself feel it—

He didn't say the words back.

When they finally pulled apart, the silence returned again, softer this time, but still there.

Yuna didn't question it immediately.

She just looked at him, searching his face for something—anything.

Ethan's expression remained calm, controlled, but there was something behind it. Something unspoken.

His thumb brushed lightly against her cheek again, a quiet gesture, almost reassuring.

But the words—

"I love you"—

Stayed unspoken on his side.

Not because he didn't feel something.

But because for him—

Those words weren't simple.

They carried weight.

Consequences.

And right now—

With everything he was hiding—

Everything he was about to do—

He didn't know if he had the right to say them.

Yuna, however, didn't push.

She didn't ask why.

Instead, she let out a small breath and rested her head back against him, as if the moment itself was enough for now.

But somewhere inside—

A small question lingered.

Unanswered.

Unspoken.

And between them—

Something shifted.

Not broken.

Not yet.

But changed.

Because love, when only spoken from one side—

Never stays simple for long.

For a while, neither of them spoke again. The room stayed quiet except for the faint sounds of the morning outside—distant traffic, a breeze brushing against the windows, the quiet rhythm of a new day beginning. Yuna remained where she was, her head resting against Ethan Devereaux, her fingers absentmindedly tracing small patterns against his leg as if grounding herself in the moment. She didn't look up again right away. Instead, she closed her eyes briefly, letting the warmth of being close to him settle into her.

Ethan, on the other hand, stayed still—but not at ease.

His hand continued to move slowly through her hair, gentle, careful, almost protective. Anyone looking at them would see something simple, something soft, something close to peace. But inside him, nothing felt simple.

Her words lingered.

I love you.

They echoed in his mind in a way he couldn't ignore, not because they were unexpected—but because of the timing. Because of everything he hadn't told her. Because of what he was about to do.

His jaw tightened just slightly before relaxing again.

He looked down at her, his gaze softening despite himself. She trusted him. Completely. Without hesitation. That much was clear—not just from her words, but from the way she leaned into him, the way she stayed close like she belonged there.

And that was exactly what made it harder.

"You shouldn't make it this difficult…" he murmured quietly, more to himself than to her.

Yuna opened her eyes at that, lifting her head just enough to look at him again. "Make what difficult?" she asked, her voice gentle but curious.

Ethan didn't answer immediately. His eyes held hers for a moment, as if considering whether to say something more—whether to explain even a fraction of what was going on inside him.

But in the end—

He didn't.

"Nothing," he said simply.

Yuna studied him for a second longer, her expression soft but thoughtful. She could tell something was off—she wasn't unaware—but she chose not to push. Not right now.

Instead, she shifted slightly, sitting up properly this time, though she stayed close to him. "You're thinking too much again," she said, a small smile returning to her lips. "You always do that."

Ethan let out a quiet breath, almost amused. "That's because someone has to."

Yuna nudged him lightly. "Maybe you should stop sometimes."

"And let everything fall apart?" he replied, raising an eyebrow.

She shook her head. "No… just trust that not everything will."

There was a pause after that.

A small one.

But it carried weight.

Because for Ethan—

Trust wasn't simple either.

Still, he didn't argue. He just watched her, the faintest hint of a smile appearing before fading again.

Yuna stretched slightly, her movements slow, then glanced toward the window. "It's morning," she said unnecessarily, as if trying to lighten the mood. "We should probably get up."

Ethan nodded faintly, though neither of them moved immediately.

Instead, there was one last quiet moment between them.

One last pause before the day truly began.

Yuna turned back to him suddenly, her expression soft again. "You didn't say it back," she said, not accusing—just stating.

Ethan's gaze shifted to her again, steady, unreadable for a second.

Then he reached out, brushing his fingers gently along her jawline, his touch lingering.

"I know," he said quietly.

No explanation.

No excuse.

Just acknowledgment.

Yuna held his gaze for a moment longer, then gave a small nod, accepting it—for now.

"Okay," she said softly.

And just like that, she stood up from the bed, the moment slipping away as easily as it had come.

But as she walked toward the door—

Her hand drifted again, resting lightly over her stomach.

A quiet reminder.

A secret still waiting.

And behind her, Ethan watched her go, his expression shifting once more—because while she was holding onto hope—

He was holding onto something much heavier.

And neither of them yet knew—

How those two things were about to collide.,

More Chapters