Jay's POV
"And you are the only one I love" Keifer snapped and fell on his knees on the ground...
Tears pouring out of his eyes.....
Now he is not the tough, untouchable king of section E, a brother to two boys... but a vulnerable human who is hiding something from the only person he loves....
I sat on the ground, cupped his face with my hands....
"Then tell me the truth Keifer...What are you hiding?? , tell me" I said very softly, resting my forehead on his...
I lifed my head and his head with my hands and wiped the tears off his face...
He leaned into my touch...
I locked my eyes with his...
"Tell me, keifer" I said very softly but my voice firm...
He wiped my tears from my face with the pad of his thumb...
I didn't even realise I was crying until he did this..
"Jay" His voice came, rough from crying but softer than I have ever heard from him...
"Don't say anything else except truth Keifer, I wouldn't be able to give you the second chance for telling me the truth... Even if I want to, I couldn't... My past and present wouldn't allow me to do that... So please, for the sake of our love, just tell me the truth" I confessed...
I confesssed that I won't be able to handle anymore lies...
I confessed that I wouldn't wait for him...
"Are you sure that you will forgive me if I will tell you the truth?? " He asked me...
His voice low with... fear
Yes , FEAR
The cold president of section E was scared... Scared that I would leave him...
Scared that I wouldn't give him the second chance....
I am scared too...
I am scared cause I don't know if I will give him second chance... If I will forgive him...
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KEIFER'S POV
The only thing I can see is red...
Jay has.... boyfriend
No chance....
She can't move on from me this fast...
I was not agreeing with Percy till that asshole Adam entered...
He hugged her..
He HUGGED her, my Jay-Jay....
I swear I was a second away from throwing punch on him...
But then a realisation hit me...
This should happen...
I deserve this....
I hurt her... I have made some stupid plan.. I made her fall for me though everything I did was anything but a plan and when she actually fell for me.. I broke her, I told her the plan which is not any closer to reality... cause the truth is..
I LOVE HER...
I love her till the scientists find the end of the universe...
But I had to do that to keep her safe from the monsters in my world and... inside me.
She should move on...
She has no reason to be with me,to wait for me, to...love me.
But seeing her with another man, seeing somebody else holding her hands, somebody else hugging her, somebody else looking at her with those eyes and her responding back... hurt me some where inside me which I don't even know it exists..
My eyes hurts watching this... My tears threatening to fall... My truth , on the verge of coming out and I felt myself helpless....
I felt myself out of control which had never happened after my mom's... death, not with Ella, not with Freya, not even when we got into that accident but now it feels like I will break... I will break into pieces.. and the only person who can hold me is Jay-Jay.
I need her badly....
She is making me feel weak... which I had never felt... but God... I want to be everything with her ,for her , which I had never been before, which I will never be with anyone else except her...
She made me realise that Ella and Freya were never love... They were just an attraction, a competition... but she is love...
And the truth is I even don't know why I love her cause she is messy, loud, tomboy... She is everything which I never liked before in any girl but she is mine ... actually no... The truth is that I am hers.. Completely hers, only hers...
I was a boy...
She made me a man...
What have you done to me Jay-Jay??
So I decided to be silent but when Adam decided to talk to her in person , my resolute,to be quiet shattered and I followed them..
'Can I kiss you Jay?? '
As soon as those words left Adam mouth ...
I didn't know what happened to me...
My body moved by my own and before I could register my actions... I landed a punch on Adam's face and pinned him to wall and was about to land the second one but Jay stopped me...
My adrenaline was high but not enough high to not listen to my queen...
So I left Adam and took Jay to the place where I confessed my love to her... where for the first time I let someone else hold me, to see my side which I tried to hide from the world and now I am ready to make another confession...
I don't know where it leads... I don't know if she will forgive me after this... I don't know if she will wait for me...
I just know that I have to trust her...
So firstly, I decided to know her feelings ...
I act cold, told her that she is mine... tried to show that I own her but the truth is she owns me completely...
The truth is that I am on her mercy...
I asked her those questions whose answers can hurt me but I did..
I needed to..
But when she said that Adam is her love...
Something inside me broke..
My cold image shattered...
My knees gave their strength..
My legs felt wobbly...
I fell on ground , on my knees as I confessed my love once again... But this time I am not confessing it to the person I love but to the goddess I worship...
My tears came out... I cried
She tried to console me...
But then she confessed that her patience is getting thin, that she is not sure if she will give me a second chance...
So I asked her if she will forgive me after hearing the truth and her answers shook my insides but also light a hope in my heart so I decided to go on with my decision...
"I don't know if I will forgive you Keifer ,it depends on what you did but I am not saying that I will never forgive you" She murmured...
I looked at her...
Her eyes red from crying... Mine too
So I started to tell her the truth she deserves..
"Jay, the truth is that I made a plan to make you fall in love with me and then to break your heart to take revenge on Aries" I confessed the truth...
Her hands left my face, her eyes widened... And before she could say anything...
I tried to defend myself..
"Jay, I did that cause I thought that I love Ella but you made me realise that I don't love her... I never did... " I continued.
She was confused but didn't say anything so I continued...
"With time, the plan I made backfired on me ,in fact on us... Section e started to like you.. You became Ci-N's ST, you took blame for him... You treated us like your own family... maybe more than that, you healed us, you became that person which we didn't even know we needed till you came... You became our mutya ... You became my mutya and then I realised there is no going back... Then I realized that I fell for you and the plan was disappeared in the love, we all past that, we never talked about it again but we all knew that I love you and the plan was gone..". I told her everything, every truth...
I looked at her... She was crying.
Her face has an expression which says that she is remembering everything, every memory which we shared these past months... happy, sad, bitter but together...
I was so lost in her that I didn't even realise I was staring...
"Then why did you say those words which shattered me, which shattered us, which broke everything we made and had... Why did you say that I used you and the whole section E knows ... Why Keifer?? " Her voice came, very slow, very.. lost, very broken and it broke me cause I am the reason for this...
And now it's the time to tell her that why did I break her heart, why did I break my heart..
"To keep you safe Jay-Jay" I finally confessed...
The truth which is lingering my heart for so long, which is stabbing me inside, eating me alive, finally came out taking out the burden from my heart...
Confusion captured her face but no words...She showed that she is ready to listen..
She showed that she is stronger than every think and is ready to face every challenge ahead...
"I wanted to keep you safe and that will be my first priority, always... I broke us to keep you alive.. My 'so called family', my father who killed my mother is now behind me and everybody I love which includes you cause I am turning 18 soon and I can get my inheritance... They are trying every possible way by which they can stop me from inheriting Watson Empire, from getting access to all the wealth which my mom left for me and they know that it is not easy to defeat Mark Keifer Watson so they are trying to harm those for whom I can burn the world... My brothers and YOU... Keigan knows that monster well so he is going to assist me, I have already planned for Keiran, he will be safe and then it's you and I can't save my brothers and you at the same time ,so I chose them because they have nobody, on who they can rely on but you, you have people who loves you , your kuya Angelo , your stupid step brother Percy and your brother Aries... Yes Jay, Aries , he loves you, I can bet everything on it and that made me make that plan... I don't why he is doing this but he will protect you... So I decided to leave you for your own good... but I didn't know that it will be so difficult to handle, I thought that I can tolerate this seperation , but when you looked at me with those hatred -filled eyes, I couldn't, when you looked at that Adam with those eyes, I couldn't, thought of you being with someone else by the time I am gone, I couldn't,but thing which broke me was when you showed trust at me that I love you, that I am hiding something... It broke me Jay-Jay.. It made me think that how can I hurt someone so pure, so real... So here I am , telling you everything which I shouldn't, here I am telling you the truth that I love you and the whole section E knows " I confessed everything, every little secret I had buried in my heart to the only person who is in my heart...
By the time I finished, our tears had stopped, leaving their marks on our face... I realized that we have cried so much that there is nothing left to come out of our eyes...
The morning sun is disappeared, replaced by darkness...
Jay was still leaning against car, my head on her shoulder... I didn't know when, maybe somewhere when I was breaking... She didn't push me, not even once....
We stayed in silence for sometime but then she moved...
My head lifted because of her movement...
She wiped her face with her both hands and stood up...
I stood up too..
And when she speak again... her words made a hole in my heart, my throat went dry.....
Jay...
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A huge sorry for this long delay...
I just couldn't write...
I don't know why..
But I hope that this chapter compensate it..
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