Jay's POV
I love you and the whole section E knows...
I did this to protect you....
You are our mutya...
I made a plan...
Quiet... quiet.... quiet...
I put my hands on my ears, trying to silence all the thoughts but these things, those confessions are not leaving me alone...
These voices are about to bleed my ear...
Why God, why...
Why all this needs to be this complicated??
Can't it be like just that I got into a new school where I fell in love with a guy, he loved me back, we dated, fought, patch up and get married and have a bab... Okay not going there..
Why did he have to make a plan??
Why did the guy I love and my cousin turned brother have a history??
Why did he have Inheritance??
Why did he have to lie to me to protect me??
Doesn't he trust me??
Doesn't he believe me??
I agree that asshole, gago, king of ulupong is the brand ambassador of possesiveness, over Protectiveness but still it doesn't give him the right to take a decision for our relationship in which we both are involved....
So I made a decision which might shattered our lives for while but make us stronger in future...
FLASHBACK
I leaned against the car...
Too weak to handle myself without support..
His head rested on my shoulder...
I noticed... I noticed that he is not okay..
I noticed that he is burying under the burden of all the things he is facing, his inheritance, his brother , his mother, his family and ME...
I listened to him..
I listened to every word he said...
Plan was true, I was used...
Section E hid it from me...
Then he fell for me...
And they tried to forget it...
Then he lied to protect me, tried to become a villain...
but
couldn't he just trust me that I am enough for us??
So I decided to make him realise...
To make him realise that I am not weak, that I am worth his feelings, worth his time and worth his every effort to make me fall for him...
I want him to realise that I am not his responsibility to fulfil, his treasure to protect , his weakness but I am his strength, his better half, his partner, his future wife , on whom he can rely on, with whom he can share everything and who will be with him at every point of his life Whether bad or good...
And I definitely won't forgive him for not trusting me, trusting us...
He has to earn it...
"Jay" He called me when I stood up on my feet which is very difficult cause my knees have no strength, cause I want to hug him so tight and don't want to leave him cause he loves me, he lied that he doesn't but he does... I am an idiot, an idiot in love with king of assholes and he loves me back but I have to stay strong now. ..
I didn't reply to him...
"Jay" He called me again, worry clearly audible in his voice...
And before I could say anything he continued....
"Jay, please forgive me please... I am not forcing you... I will earn your forgiveness... Please give me a chance... And I swear I love you , I made a plan but it backfired Jay, I just said it cause I wanted to protect yo... "
He couldn't even finish his sentence...
"Don't you dare, don't you dare saying this like that, you can't decide whether we have to be together at that time or not... You can't just make a plan to use me and then said that it backfired... You can't just think that I am a doll you can play with and your toy to protect... Why can't you trust me that I am capable enough to protect myself, to protect us... Why couldn't you trust me enough that I will be strength, that I will help you in whatever you are doing... why?? "I yelled...
" If I will forgive you for that stupid plan Keifer, I can't forgive you for not trusting me, you made me feel like I am nothing, you just decided for us and.... " I couldn't say anymore, my tears fell...
"Jay-jay" Keifer came closer to me, tried to hug me but I back off..
It made him stop and made him realise that this is big...
Cause I never did that before not even when we were nothing but now when we love each other more than anything, I back off because I felt... uncomfortable, I felt that he thinks I am not enough, and maybe I will never be...
"Jay-Jay, please don't say anything like this... You are not anything, you are everything for me... I am sorry for making that plan.... I was being an asshole but you changed me Jay , and I am really sorry for not trusting you, for ruining this between us.... I am really sorry... Please forgive me... I will do everything for your forgiveness... I will prove that you are worth everything in this world... I will prove you that you are not just any girl I love but the goddess I worship, the queen I obey,..... Just be with me Jay... I can't do this without you... Please"Keifer said back, his tears pouring out of his eyes...
His voice very sad as if he is losing hope..
"I don't know, I don't know that if you are saying truth but I just know that I might not wait for so long... " I said back...
Keifer was about to say something but a very loud voice came..
"Baby sistaaahhhhh" Percy shouted from far..
How did he reach here??
He came running to us and hugged me...
I could feel Keifer's eyes on us burning holes...
Is he jealous of my own brother??
This gago..
"Baby sistaah, where have you been for so long?? I called you so many times so I had to track this Asshole's car... I was really worried that where this asshole might have took you... " Percy said in a very dramatic voice...
"Nothing bad happened Percy, it's just my phone was in car and I was outside , by the way I am done here let's go... " I pulled Percy towards the car, without looking at that Kwanan, cause I am not sure about not punching him...
We were about to go but a warmth spread on my wrist... Very family, very comforting but not now.. .
"Jay" Keifer's said, his voice back to his old aura , maybe tried to not tell his dead best friend that he cried for his sister some minutes before...
I turned around and looked at him...
"I will leave you guys alone for a minute, A minute Keifer"Percy said, gave a warning to Keifer, and head back to car..
" What the hell do you want to say now?? "I asked, my voice sound very irritated...
But I was definitely not ready for his words...
" Jay I am going to London for a month or maybe more and my birthday is coming and you are the only gift I want"Keifer said looking into my eyes...
London for a month...
Why...
"But I will earn you forgiveness before that and I hope that you will help me by keeping you safe here... , I will not let this second chance go in vain... " He said and pressed a kiss on my forehead which grounded both of us...
I leaned into his kiss...
Needed...
" Baby sistahhh" Percy shouted, his voice impatient...
" I needed to go"I said ran towards the car without looking behind again...
FLASHBACK ENDED...
So here I am , upset with my king but only I know that how much I want to go to him and hug him so tight that he forget everything unhappy happening in his life for that time span but I can't do that because he did wrong, he made mistakes and I have to punish him for that...
I want him to realise us...
I don't know what he will do next but I am so damn sure that he will do something after all he is king of assholes...
I hope that he won't embarass me tomorrow but I can't resist feeling giddy all over that...
Keifer...
What are you doing to me??
I am literally feeling anger and giddiness at same time??
Is it even possible??
I was thinking all this but a message popped...
KING OF ASSHOLES: Sleep well wifey....
The word wifey made my heart flip but I have to be strong...
I blocked his number without replying...
Another message popped out, this time with an unknown number...
Unknowing : Why did you block me my queen??...
Keifer again...
I blocked it...
Another notification popped out..
Unkown- Jay, please don't block this number... I will talk to you from this number only when I will be in London, it is my secret phone and the only number it has is yours, I can't handle not talking to you for so long, I need you Jay....
I read the message, my thumb hovered over block button but I didn't press... The seriousness in his unaudible voice stopped me... It showed that how much he wanted to talk with me when he will be with those people... So I saved the number with the name Gagon Baliw...perfect for him..and
when I looked at the profile picture... My phone dropped from my hands, my eyes widened, my mouth hang open...
The picture was me in that Santa Claus dress which he blackmailed me to wear...
This asshole...
Me:Who do you think you are Asshole?? How dare you put that picture at your profile picture??
Gagon Baliw:I think that I am your husband wifey... And this picture is not only on my dp but also on my wallpaper, in my bed room as a photo frame, in my cupboard, in my wallet and too many copies too... You were sexy to resist myself watching this everywhere I go...
My eyes widened at his text, my jaw nearly dropped on the floor...
Is he for real??
Does he really have these many versions of that photo??
This asshole..
Gagon Baliw:If you want I can also send you mine, whatever you prefer... nude or half nude so that you can do the same...
I nearly fainted at his shamelessness...
Me: What are you even saying?? For God sake just shut up... And what if someone else see this..??
His reply came immediately...
Gagon Baliw: Jay , I really told you just before that this is my secret phone and you are the only person I have in this one and do you really think that I will let anyone else see you like this except me of course...
Relief flooded through my mind cause knowing this asshole, he will never let anyone else see me fully clothed then this is... okay
Me:You better keep it safe Watson..
Gagon Baliw: So you are not denying me to put this photo to myself... Nice progress wifey... And don't worry I will keep it safe...
I will not let anyone see my sexy wifey..
My eyes widened at sudden realisation...
Heat flooded through me...
What the hell is happening to me??
I am supposed to be angry at him..
Not this..
I am not supposed to blush...
Gagon Baliw: Wifey , are you blushing right now??
My phone nearly dropped at this one...
How does he know...
I looked around but there were no trcaes of him...
Me:Stop flirting at midnight Keifer...
Gagon Baliw:Never and this is just getting started wifey... I will make you mine again before going to London... Be ready for tomorrow...
My heart did a flip on thinking of what he will do next when this is already too much but mention of London made my heart ache...
Why is he going??
Can't he just stay here with me??
Me: Asshole...
I couldn't say anything more than this...
I don't want to show him that I am worried for him so I just let it be...
I laid down...
Not knowing if it is our last days when he is teasing me and we a acting normal...
Gagon Baliw:Keep cursing wifey.. I am counting..
And good night love..
Have wet dreams about me queen...
A laugh escaped me...
This asshole can't stop flirting at all..
But he is my asshole and I am not letting him go ,never...
I didn't reply to him to mange that cold image.. But whispered slightly to myself hoping for him to hear...
Good night Keifer..
And I have already planned his next punishment....
With that I slept...
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Sorry...
Guys give me ideas on how should Keifer should convince Jay...
You know that's why I am late cause I couldn't think anything about that...
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