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Chapter 165 - ...

She awoke to the familiar silence.

Her eyes remained open, unblinking, fixed on the pale ceiling above as time slipped past without ceremony—seconds dissolving into minutes, minutes into something heavier and more oppressive. The room felt inert, as though the air itself had grown tired of moving. She did not stir. She did not sigh. She simply existed, suspended in a state that was neither rest nor wakefulness.

The fatigue came soon after, as it always did.

It was not the kind that sleep could cure. It was deeper, more insidious, sinking past muscle and bone, seeping into her organs, her blood, her very marrow. It pressed down on her chest like an unseen weight, whispering familiar temptations.

'Just give up.'

The thought was not loud. It did not need to be. It slid into her mind with the ease of long acquaintance.

'What is the point of continuing? You are alone. They are many. You are just one girl, dragging the remnants of a broken family behind you like chains. What can you possibly change?'

Her gaze wavered for a fraction of a second.

Then, as it always did, another voice rose to meet it.

Her grandmother's voice.

Firm. Unyielding. Worn smooth by repetition, yet never diminished by it.

'We are the Inheritors of Fire.'

The words echoed in her thoughts, as vivid as if they had been spoken aloud. She could almost see the old woman as she had been—standing straight despite her age, eyes burning brighter than any hearth flame, hands resting heavily on the young girl's shoulders.

'We burn brighter than the rest, she used to say, drilling the words into her granddaughter long before the child could fully grasp their meaning. And should kindling ever grow scarce, we burn ourselves.'

The fatigue recoiled.

Not vanished—never vanished—but pushed back, forced into a corner where it could no longer rule her. Strength flowed back into her limbs, not as comfort, but as resolve.

She rose.

The motions that followed blurred together, carried out by habit and discipline rather than conscious thought. Washing her face. Letting cool water run over her hands. Dressing in clean clothes, smoothing out fabric with practiced precision. By the time she found herself walking into the cafeteria, it felt as though she had crossed a great distance without remembering the steps that took her there.

The smell of food met her first.

She stared down at the breakfast tray in front of her, uncertain when she had ordered it. The sight of it made her hesitate. For a moment, the old weight threatened to return.

Then she picked up her knife and fork.

She ate.

Only halfway through did she notice the stares.

Her movements slowed as awareness crept in. Around her, the cafeteria was steeped in quiet despair. Most Sleepers barely touched their meals, pushing food around trays or leaving it untouched altogether. Conversations were scarce and hushed. When she realized she was one of the few actually eating, the looks directed her way sharpened—some curious, some judgmental, some tinged with disbelief.

Her fingers tightened around the fork. For a moment, it wobbled, threatening to slip from her grasp.

Then hunger asserted itself.

She lowered her gaze and continued eating, deliberately, methodically, as though the rest of the room no longer existed. The Spell could take many things from her, but it would not take her appetite.

When she finished, she leaned back slightly and allowed her attention to roam.

She observed them as she always did, breaking the room into categories, cataloguing people like potential variables in an equation. The Legacies—her supposed peers, born into power and expectation—sat together, their posture rigid, their expressions controlled. She did not sit with them. That separation was intentional, a quiet statement that needed no words.

Nearby were the wealthy non-Legacies, children of influence and proximity, close enough to power to taste it but never truly possess it. They were tense, eyes darting, hands fidgeting.

Then came the middle class, the largest group. Fear clung to them openly, raw and unrefined. Their nervousness was almost contagious.

And finally, the street kids.

They were different.

Where fear ruled the others, numbness ruled them. The difference between the middle class and the lowest rung was the difference between a dying man and a corpse. These youths did not flinch or whisper or speculate. They had accepted their fate long ago. In many ways, she suspected they had died in their First Nightmare—it had simply taken time for reality to catch up.

The thought made her chest tighten.

Her own First Nightmare surfaced unbidden.

She crushed it instantly.

Her fist clenched beneath the table, and for a brief second, silver light gleamed through her alabaster skin, subtle but unmistakable. It faded just as quickly, leaving no trace behind.

No. She would not flinch. She had endured that trial. She had endured everything since.

She would endure everything still to come.

Because that was her will—the will of the last Immortal Flame.

She looked up then, almost by coincidence, and her gaze caught on a boy walking through the cafeteria. Short black hair. Casual posture. A cup of coffee or tea in his hands, which he sipped as he walked, seemingly indifferent to the oppressive mood around him.

Her eyes followed him without conscious intent.

He sat across from a blonde girl she had noted before. The girl's Flaw—blindness—rose unbidden to her thoughts, and with it, a familiar surge of pity. Blindness in the Dream Realm was not merely cruel; it was practically a death sentence. Once more, she was reminded of the Spell's merciless nature, and of why she could not afford to fail.

She watched the pair sit in silence.

They never spoke, at least not that she had ever seen. Their quiet was awkward, almost painfully so, and yet there was something strangely endearing about it. Three outcasts, she thought absently—including herself. For a fleeting moment, she imagined walking over, joining them, letting the three of them sit together in shared silence like some odd gathering of misfits.

Because that was what they were.

The blind girl, already marked as a corpse in the eyes of others. Herself, distant and burdened by secrets she could never voice. And the black-haired boy—crass, outspoken, almost aggressively alive. He had gone out of his way to alienate himself, provoking even the Legacies. The memory of his exaggerated boasts, and of how they had cracked even Caster's carefully maintained facade, drew a small, genuine smile to her lips.

Quietly, she wished for him to survive.

To live well.

It was all she could offer.

She rose once her meal was finished, smoothing her clothes and straightening her posture. She did not look at anyone as she turned away, head held high, steps measured and steady.

Her destination was the training rooms.

Practicing so soon after eating was ill-advised, but her body could endure it. Even before Awakening, she had been stronger than most. More importantly, wielding a sword calmed her. The rhythm, the discipline, the clarity of motion—it centered her in a way nothing else could.

Of course, she would never reveal the full extent of her abilities. Not here. Not with the Government and the Legacy Clans watching her every move.

As she walked, her hand clenched unconsciously at her side.

Soon, she thought.

Everything begins here. Today.

Soon, the world would learn just how brightly a Star of Change could shine.

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