There is no bigger idiot then me,
My money,
My precious money,
My precioussssssssss!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Why????
WHY AM I a,
Such a idiot?
I grabbed my face in anger and teared with a force which left a deep mark in my face,
What should I even do?
Why am I an idiot?
I knew it,
I knew it very well,
That I shouldn't bet money but I still did,
The way to earn immense money?
Who could resist it?
Not me,
But I knew it very well that,
There is no such thing as easy money,
Not for me,
My precious,
My those hard earned money,
It was all in vain,
Hahahaha
There is no end to people's greed,
What should I even do?
The reason behind my greed is also love,
Why do I love so much?
Why do I love myself so much?
Why am I such a self-centred person?
Why am I self-fish?
Why can't I change?
I burned it all,
I burned all the money I earned by washing those utensils and wiping table of hotel,
Even though my hand had turned black and life less,
Even though it was peak of winter,
Even though I was being overwokred, I still worked and What did I do with all that hard earned money?
I FUCKING BETTED IT IN MONEY MAKING CRYPTO CURRENCY,
Why did I even believed those infulencers?
What am I to do now?
I feel like I should just die,
Even if I burned all those green and pleasant paper notes I would have got more value out of them,
Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
Sniff,
Ahhhhhh
Hehehhehe,
I am…
Money,
My money,
My precious money,
Why didn't I learned from my mistakes?
I really wanted the money but how many times am I going to repeat that mistake again and again?
I really want to change but why the fuck can't I change myself?
What is stopping me?
What worth is living such pathetic life?
Shouldn't I just die?
Brother,
You were the eldest among us siblings,
You were supposed to carry the burden,
Why do you have to die?
Sniff,
Uwahhhhhhhhhh,
I can't bear it anymore,
I want to change,
I hate you very much brother,
Why do you have to die?
This is too painful I can't bear it,
But I also can relate to you and can realize why did you killed yourself,
But that classmate of mine says,
Human can change and we keep on repeating our mistakes,
Why is he so better then me?
Why does he always seems happy and cheerful?
Why is that Basanta so happy?
Why am I Shishir such a loser?
What is the difference?
We two are the same.