I remember being a good student,
I remember being a good gamer,
I remember being a good foot-ball player,
Now,
I am none,
More so,
None of it interests me,
I am bored but I am also craving something,
I am lazy,
How did I became like this?
Basanta said try to learn from your mistakes,
Where did this all began?
Yes,
It was after brother died,
I got his belongings and his smart-phone,
I liked the game named Moto 3D in his phone,
I played it Everyday
It was very hard,
But I did not gave up and kept playing,
I didn't cared about anything I only played this game,
My parents said nothing,
Even though my marks started getting worse,
After brother died,
All they done is love me,
They are afraid,
I might do the same as brother,
Why?
I want to change,
What was the first mistake I did,
Since when, did I became like this without realizing?
It feels like,
I was always like this,
But I was not,
I was better person,
I was happy person,
I was SHISHIR,
A/N: I am not feeling well, I have high fever, As a man having high fever,soar throat and running nose fees the wrost.