There was something very strange about the relationship between him and me.
We had never said I love you.
But we had also never said goodbye.
Everything between us simply continued to exist like that.
After I moved to my new place, my life became busier. I had more friends, more relationships, and my days were no longer centered around that small boarding room like before.
But sometimes, in very quiet moments, I still thought of him.
Not in a longing or painful way.
Just a gentle presence in my mind.
Like a habit.
Like a familiar part of my life.
He still called me from time to time.
The calls were not long.
Sometimes only a few minutes.
Sometimes just a message.
"How have you been lately?"
I replied,
"I'm doing fine."
We talked like two old friends who hadn't seen each other in a long time.
We didn't speak much about the past.
We didn't talk about the future.
We simply asked each other a few ordinary questions.
Once, I asked him,
"Do you have many new friends there?"
He said,
"Yes."
"But everyone is busy."
I laughed.
"You're always busy too."
He laughed as well.
His voice through the phone was still the same as before.
Calm.
Steady.
Still carrying that familiar warmth.
One time, while we were talking, I suddenly asked him something I had never thought about before.
"Khang."
"Yeah?"
"What are we… to each other?"
On the other end of the line, he was silent for a few seconds.
Then he asked,
"What do you think we are?"
I thought for a moment.
Then I laughed softly.
"I don't know."
He laughed too.
"Neither do I."
After that, the conversation shifted to something else.
We didn't try to find an answer.
Perhaps because we both understood that what existed between us didn't need to be defined.
We weren't lovers.
But we weren't strangers either.
We still cared about each other.
Still asked about each other's lives.
Still existed in each other's worlds in a quiet way.
Some relationships end with an argument.
Some end with a goodbye.
But ours didn't.
We had never said that we were beginning.
So there was never a moment that felt like an ending.
He continued living his life in a distant country.
And I continued living mine here.
Sometimes we still appeared in each other's lives.
Just not as often as before.
But that didn't make our connection disappear.
It simply became quieter.
Like a gentle current.
No one tried to hold on.
But no one truly let go.
One evening, after finishing a call with him, I placed my phone on the table.
And suddenly I realized something.
We had never broken up.
Not because we were still in love.
But because between us there had never been a promise that needed to be broken.
We were simply two people who had once stepped into each other's lives.
And no matter how much time passed, that would never change.
Message of Chapter 19
Not every relationship needs a clear ending.
Some people enter our lives naturally
and remain there just as quietly.
We never broke up,
because between us
nothing had ever truly ended.
