Thursday night:
Jay's pov:
I was busy packing my clothes, guns, folders, comfort shoes, Jacket if needed, my toiletries, laptop, pens,notebooks and finally charger ofc formal attires and gala gowns and.....medicines.It really took 2hrs. It was 12am now. I picked up my phone and typed ci "happy birthday". I was taking one quick look to see if I had packed everything Just then I stumbled upon a box. I opened it.....
It was my diary from when I had started to date julian it also Included our breakup. I set that aside at my bed. I wasn't ready to read it yet. There were video clips and photos. There was one photo that caught my eye....
....Carlos...Sandra.... with us surrounding them!
Memories flashed through my mind like lightning
Carlos: how long jay? don't be stubborn let go of me! You are shot. I'm a burden. Take care of kelly for us..... they are coming for her!
I didn't realize tears falling. I wiped off. I brushed my fingers through the video clip. even though my past was horrible.... there was peace but.....now?
I picked up the video clips and went to the main hall. Everyone had gone to sleep. I slid the video clip and it started playing. All the video tapes were related to the time when Julian and me dated.
I played it, bcoz not that I still loved him..... I played it bcoz everyone were present. We were...happier. and everyone were involved including people who had died. I missed them so much.
I sometimes regretted the breakup, regretted choosing family over him but we.....moved on. And i did not regret loving keifer. I still love him madly. I watched the video clip.....
Video clip one: A 11yrs old me saying yes to be Julian's girlfriend on my birthday. I saw people I never would see again. Julian's parents, Carlos, Sandra, carmen, Ellie...
Video clip two: Sandra and carlos being dramatic and teasing us with Julian's parents and sibling.
video clip three: Me cooking Julian's favourite blueberry cake with his mom's recipe to make him happy. and Angelo complaining about adding more sugar.
I was going to play video clip 4 just then....
Are you still in love with him?
Aries pov:
I was sleeping but I heard some noise. I got out of my bed and checked her room first. she had packed everything she needed for the trip but... she was not there in her room I went down, to see her sniffing watching videos of her and Julian and some more people around her. She looked happy. I thought she loved keifer but why is she watching these clips now?
Aries: Are you still in love with him?
I saw jay turn and wipe her tears I sat down on sofa beside her waiting for a reply.
Jay: no...
Aries: then why the video?
Jay: bcoz.... even if the past was bad we were happy together. we don't love each other anymore, I love keifer now. And after what he did with his stupid plan I wanted to move on but.... just couldn't. This video contains all the people we were happy with once * pointing at the box filled with video clip*
Aries: You could meet them again you know?
Jay: Not all of them. Some I don't know where they are, some have their own family and busy, some..... they just became memories.
Aries: You are leaving tmr huh?
Jay: yes... at Julian's private jet after that, i'm the head with approved Inheritance. By all the elders from three clan.
Jay leaned on my shoulders tears fell- i could feel them hitting my shirt, wet warm tears she played the clips until she fell asleep. I zoned off too..... she looked genuinely happy.