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Chapter 10 - Chapter 10: The Silence Between Us

Sometimes words hurt.

Sometimes silence hurts more.

And sometimes… the silence between two people says everything they're trying not to feel.

The next day, Meera reached the library on time.

Not early.

Not late.

Exactly on time.

It felt… deliberate.

She walked toward their usual table, her steps steady, her expression unreadable.

Aarav was already there.

Of course he was.

For a brief second, their eyes met.

And just as quickly—

Both of them looked away.

"Hi," Aarav said.

"Hi."

That was it.

No teasing.

No sarcasm.

No familiarity.

Just… distance.

Meera sat down, opening her notebook without another word.

Aarav did the same.

The silence that followed was different from before.

Not comfortable.

Not soft.

Not unspoken in a good way.

This silence felt sharp.

Careful.

As if both of them were trying not to step on something fragile.

"Did you finish the data summary?" Aarav asked after a few minutes.

"Yes."

"Can I see it?"

Meera slid the file across the table without looking at him.

"Thanks."

He reviewed it quietly.

"It's good," he said.

"I know."

Aarav paused.

That tone.

That distance.

It was new.

And he noticed it.

"You didn't add the comparative chart," he said.

"I will."

"When?"

"Later."

Aarav looked at her.

"Meera—"

"I said I will."

Her voice was sharper than intended.

The silence that followed felt heavier.

Aarav leaned back slightly.

"Okay."

That was all he said.

No argument.

No pushback.

And somehow—

That made it worse.

Meera tightened her grip on her pen.

Why does this feel so uncomfortable?

This was what she wanted.

Distance.

Clarity.

No confusion.

So why did it feel like something was missing?

They continued working.

Or at least, they pretended to.

Because neither of them was fully focused.

Every small movement felt noticeable.

Every pause stretched longer than it should.

At one point, Meera reached for a file.

At the same time, Aarav did too.

Their hands brushed.

Just like before.

But this time—

They both pulled away immediately.

No pause.

No hesitation.

No awareness.

Just distance.

"Sorry," Aarav said.

"It's fine."

Her voice was neutral.

Too neutral.

And that was when Aarav realized—

This wasn't just awkward.

This was deliberate.

"You're avoiding me."

Meera didn't look up.

"I'm not."

"You are."

"I'm working."

"That's not the same thing."

Meera closed her notebook.

"Why are you making this a big deal?"

"I'm not."

"Then stop saying things that don't matter."

Aarav leaned forward slightly.

"They do matter."

"Not everything needs to matter."

"That's not how this works."

Meera finally looked at him.

"And how does it work?"

Aarav held her gaze.

"I don't know," he admitted. "But this—whatever this is—it's not normal."

Meera let out a small, dry laugh.

"Of course it's not normal."

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"It means we're overthinking things that don't even exist."

Aarav's expression shifted.

"They do exist."

"No, they don't."

Her voice was firm now.

Controlled.

And just a little defensive.

Aarav studied her for a moment.

Then asked quietly—

"Then why did yesterday matter to you?"

Meera froze.

For a second—

Just a second—

Her expression broke.

But she recovered quickly.

"It didn't."

Aarav didn't believe her.

"You're lying."

"I'm not."

"You are."

Meera stood up.

"This is unnecessary."

"Then answer me."

"There's nothing to answer."

Aarav stood too.

"Then why are you acting like this?"

Meera looked at him.

Really looked at him.

And for a moment—

She almost said it.

Almost admitted it.

Almost let everything out.

But instead—

She stepped back.

"It doesn't matter," she said.

And this time—

Her voice wasn't just defensive.

It was distant.

Final.

Aarav's expression hardened slightly.

"Fine."

That one word landed heavier than anything else.

Meera picked up her bag.

"We'll continue this later."

"Sure."

She didn't wait.

She walked out of the library without looking back.

And this time—

Aarav didn't follow.

The distance between them didn't feel uncertain anymore.

It felt real.

Solid.

And impossible to ignore.

Outside, Meera walked quickly, her thoughts louder than her footsteps.

Why did I react like that?

She stopped near the empty corridor, leaning against the wall.

"This is stupid."

It didn't matter.

It shouldn't matter.

So why did it feel like she had just lost something?

She closed her eyes for a moment.

And the answer came—

Quiet.

Unwanted.

Honest.

Because it did matter.

More than she wanted it to.

Back in the library, Aarav sat down slowly.

He stared at the empty chair across from him.

For the first time—

It didn't feel temporary.

It felt like distance.

Real distance.

He leaned back, running a hand through his hair.

"What is this?" he muttered.

He didn't have an answer.

But he knew one thing—

This wasn't just rivalry anymore.

And whatever it had become…

It wasn't simple.

That evening, neither of them texted.

Neither of them called.

Neither of them tried to fix what had just happened.

And that silence—

That quiet, growing distance—

Said more than anything they had ever said out loud.

Because sometimes…

It's not the argument that changes everything.

It's the moment after—

When neither person knows how to go back.

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