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Chapter 15 - A Voice That Should Not Exist

Chapter 15

Azrael moved too late.

The figure's hand struck his shoulder before he could fully react. The impact was not only physical. It felt like something cold moved through him, as if a hidden part of his mind had been touched and forced open.

He staggered backward, his grip tightening on the scythe as he fought to stay on his feet. Pain spread from his shoulder down his arm and across his chest.

"That hurts," he muttered.

The figure did not rush him again.

It stood a few steps away, calm and still, watching him as if the fight itself mattered less than his reaction to it.

"You hesitated," it said.

Azrael straightened slowly and forced a breath through clenched teeth.

"Yeah," he said. "I noticed."

The scythe pulsed faintly in his hand.

"Focus," it said.

"I am focused," Azrael answered, but even to himself the words did not sound convincing.

Because he was not.

That voice from before had stayed with him.

It had only lasted a second, maybe less, but it had not felt like the other whispers. It had not felt lost or broken. It had felt familiar in a way that unsettled him more than the fight itself.

Azrael tightened his grip.

"You did something," he said.

The figure tilted its head slightly.

"I only showed you what was already there."

Azrael's eyes narrowed.

"That wasn't normal."

"No."

"Then what was it?"

The figure's expression softened just enough to be noticeable. It was not kindness. It was not sympathy. It was something stranger than either of those.

Recognition.

"You are beginning to hear beyond the surface," it said.

Azrael frowned.

"That explains nothing."

"It will."

Azrael did not like that answer. He liked the quiet look in the figure's eyes even less.

He moved first this time.

The scythe rose in a fast, clean swing. Blue light cut across the air, forcing the figure to step back. The blade did not touch flesh, but the energy was enough to push the thing away and break its balance for a brief moment.

Azrael followed immediately.

His body moved before his thoughts did. He stepped in, turned his shoulders, and struck again.

The figure blocked the second blow with its arm. Dark energy spread from the point of impact, resisting the scythe's light.

Azrael pushed harder.

The force drove the figure back one full step.

"You are not the only one who can fight," Azrael said.

The figure watched him more carefully now.

"Yes," it said. "I can see that."

They clashed again.

This time, Azrael's movements came faster. The scythe shifted slightly in his grip, its form adapting to the flow of his motion. The long blade narrowed and sharpened, becoming something lighter and quicker, almost like a weapon built for speed instead of power.

It felt more natural than it should have.

That unsettled him too.

The figure attacked again. Azrael blocked, then turned the motion into a counter. Their feet scraped across the pavement as they moved through the narrow street, trading strikes in tight arcs of motion.

For several seconds, Azrael forgot everything else.

The voice.

The questions.

The weight inside his chest.

All of it faded beneath the pressure of surviving the next second.

Then the figure spoke while they moved.

"You are fighting memory."

Azrael drove the scythe forward and forced it back.

"No," he said. "I'm fighting you."

The figure's eyes remained on him.

"That is not the same thing."

Azrael struck again, but the words stayed with him.

The figure moved around the next swing and drove a sharp blow into his side. Azrael stumbled and hissed through his teeth as pain cut across his ribs.

"You are distracted," the figure said.

Azrael steadied himself.

"I'm still standing."

"For now."

That answer irritated him more than it should have.

He reset his stance and moved in again. This time, he aimed lower, cutting in at an angle that forced the figure to turn. The scythe brushed its side. A ripple of dark energy spread from the strike.

Not enough.

But something.

The figure's expression changed very slightly.

"You improve quickly."

Azrael did not answer. He pressed the attack instead, letting instinct guide him.

Step in.

Cut high.

Turn.

Shift the weight.

Strike again.

His body remembered.

That was the part he hated.

Because he knew this rhythm. He knew this silence inside himself when everything narrowed to motion and timing. He knew the way the world could disappear until there was nothing left except the next opening.

It felt too much like the ring.

The figure saw it.

"You know this place," it said.

Azrael's jaw tightened.

"No."

"Yes," the figure replied quietly. "You know what it means to hurt someone with your own hands."

The words hit harder than any attack.

Azrael faltered.

Only for a second.

But a second was enough.

The figure struck.

Its hand hit his chest, and that same cold force passed through him again. Azrael was thrown backward into the side of a parked car. The metal bent under the impact. He slid down to one knee, breathing hard.

Pain spread through him, but it was not the pain that unsettled him.

It was the feeling.

That strange tearing sensation.

As if each blow from this thing was trying to pull something buried deeper into the light.

Azrael looked up.

The figure had not followed immediately.

It was still watching.

Careful.

Patient.

"You heard it again," it said.

Azrael pushed himself to his feet.

"No."

But his voice lacked force.

The figure tilted its head.

"You are lying to yourself."

Azrael wiped blood from the corner of his mouth.

"You don't know anything about me."

The figure took a slow step forward.

"I know enough."

The street around them felt colder now. The shadows along the walls had deepened, and the world outside this narrow place seemed farther away.

Azrael raised the scythe again.

This time, he took a long breath first.

The scythe pulsed faintly.

"Focus," it said again.

"I'm trying."

"You are splitting yourself."

Azrael frowned.

"What does that mean?"

"You are fighting the enemy in front of you," the scythe said, "but your mind is chasing the voice."

Azrael did not answer.

Because it was right.

He hated that.

He tightened his grip and stepped forward once more.

The figure moved to meet him. This time, the clash was tighter and more violent. Azrael struck with cleaner intent now, forcing himself to stay present. The figure blocked, countered, and shifted around his attacks with unsettling calm.

But Azrael was sharper than before.

Each exchange taught him something.

The angle of its arm.

The pause before it moved.

The way its weight settled before a strike.

He began to read it.

He stepped inside its range and cut across its guard. The scythe's blue light flared brighter. The figure was forced backward again.

"You are adapting," it said.

Azrael breathed hard, but his eyes stayed steady.

"Yeah," he said. "I'm trying very hard not to die."

For the first time, the figure seemed almost amused.

Then the air changed.

Azrael felt it instantly.

A heavier presence touched the edge of the street.

Not entering.

Not attacking.

Watching.

He turned his head slightly.

The figure noticed.

"You feel it," it said.

Azrael did not lower the scythe.

"What is it?"

The figure's smile returned, but there was no warmth in it.

"You are not the only one listening."

Azrael's chest tightened.

"To what?"

The figure did not answer directly.

Instead, it stepped back, and darkness gathered around its form like smoke being pulled inward.

Azrael took one step forward.

"Wait."

The figure's voice echoed softly.

"You will hear it again."

Azrael's grip tightened.

"Hear what?"

"That voice."

The darkness closed.

The figure vanished.

The street fell silent.

Azrael stood there breathing hard, his body tense, his thoughts louder than the city itself.

The scythe remained quiet for several seconds.

Then Azrael spoke.

"That wasn't random."

"No."

Azrael looked down at the weapon in his hand.

"Then what is it?"

The scythe answered carefully.

"It is not something you are ready to understand."

Azrael let out a bitter laugh.

"I'm getting very tired of hearing that."

He turned and began walking back toward his apartment, but his pace was slower now.

Because not knowing had been easier.

Now there was something.

A sound.

A possibility.

And that was worse.

He stopped once beneath a streetlight and looked at the empty road ahead.

The city moved as if nothing had changed.

But inside him, something had.

That voice had not felt like a stranger.

And if it was not a stranger, then there was only one thought he did not want to follow.

Azrael looked away and kept walking.

He did not say the name.

He did not need to.

Because even without speaking it, the thought remained.

And for the first time since that night in the ring, hope felt more dangerous than fear.

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