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Chapter 3 - Chapter 2:A Name I Shouldn't Know

Morning came quietly.

Not with light that demanded attention.

But with something softer.

Luminous in a way that didn't feel real.

Like the world was pretending everything was normal…

a little too well.

Zangetsu Sakura stood in front of her apartment mirror.

She stared at her reflection.

Waiting.

For something to feel familiar.

It didn't.

Her face was hers.

She knew that logically.

But there was a strange disconnect between recognition and belonging.

As if she was looking at a photograph of someone she was told was her.

Not something she *felt*.

She adjusted her clothes slowly.

Simple movements.

Practiced movements.

But everything felt slightly delayed—

like her life was reacting a second too late to her thoughts.

"…I'm fine," she said quietly.

The words didn't reassure her.

---

Outside, the city moved the same as yesterday.

Too normal.

Too continuous.

As if nothing had ever gone wrong anywhere in it.

Sakura walked without direction again.

Not because she had nowhere to go.

But because every direction felt equally empty.

People passed her.

Some laughed.

Some hurried.

Some simply existed.

No one looked at her twice.

That should have been comforting.

But instead—it felt isolating.

Like she was slightly out of sync with the world's attention.

She stopped at a small convenience store window.

Her reflection looked back at her again.

Still hers.

Still unfamiliar.

"…what am I supposed to be doing?"

No answer came.

Of course it didn't.

---

She bought something she didn't remember choosing.

A drink.

Cold.

Simple.

The cashier smiled at her.

A polite, automatic smile.

"Have a good day."

Sakura paused.

Then nodded slightly.

"…you too."

But the words felt borrowed.

Like she had copied them from someone who knew how to live properly.

Outside again, she opened the drink.

Took a sip.

The taste was normal.

Too normal.

Everything was normal.

And that was starting to feel wrong.

---

She walked until the streets became quieter.

Less crowded.

More space between people.

More space between thoughts.

That's when it happened again.

A flicker.

Smaller this time.

But sharper.

Like something brushing against the inside of her mind.

Sakura stopped walking.

"…again?"

Her fingers tightened around the drink.

A name surfaced.

Not spoken.

Not seen.

Just felt.

Like it was trying to exist through resistance.

Haruto.

The moment it appeared—

her heart reacted before she could understand why.

A sudden tightening.

A pull.

Like something deep inside her recognized it as *important*.

She blinked quickly.

"…Haruto?"

The name slipped out of her mouth before she could stop it.

Silence followed.

No reaction from the world.

No confirmation.

No explanation.

Only a faint, uncomfortable stillness in her chest.

Sakura frowned slightly.

"…who is that?"

But even as she asked the question…

her voice didn't sound like she wanted an answer.

It sounded like she was afraid of getting one.

---

She sat down at a bench nearby.

Held the drink loosely between her fingers.

Stared at the ground.

"…I don't know why I said that," she whispered.

But her body disagreed.

Her heartbeat hadn't returned to normal yet.

As if something in her had already decided that name mattered.

Even if she hadn't.

A breeze passed through the street.

Gentle.

Unhurried.

Sakura closed her eyes briefly.

And for a second—

just a second—

she saw something.

Not a memory.

Not fully.

Just fragments.

A hand reaching toward hers.

Warmth.

A voice calling her name like it meant something precious.

Then—

nothing.

Her eyes opened sharply.

She inhaled.

"…what was that…"

Her voice was smaller now.

Uncertain.

Almost fragile.

She pressed a hand against her forehead.

Trying to steady herself.

Trying to convince herself she was overthinking.

But the feeling didn't leave.

It stayed.

Quiet.

Persistent.

Like something waiting just behind the edge of awareness.

---

Later, she found herself near the bus stop again.

She didn't remember deciding to go there.

But her feet had brought her anyway.

As if following something she couldn't see.

She sat down slowly.

Looked at the road.

People came.

People went.

Time continued.

And yet—

she felt stuck between seconds.

Between something that had already happened…

and something that refused to begin.

Then her phone vibrated.

Sakura glanced down.

Unknown number.

She hesitated.

Then answered.

"…hello?"

A pause.

Static.

Then a voice.

Male.

Calm.

Familiar in a way that made her chest tighten instantly.

"Are you alright?"

Sakura froze.

Her fingers went cold.

"…what?"

The voice paused again.

Then softer—

"I just wanted to hear your voice."

Her breath caught.

Not fear.

Not comfort.

Something in between.

Like her mind was trying to match the voice to something it had lost the instructions for.

"…who is this?" she asked.

Silence.

Then a quiet exhale.

"…you're still forgetting."

The words shouldn't have meant anything.

But they did.

Deeply.

Unreasonably.

Painfully.

Sakura stood up suddenly.

Heart racing.

"…what do you mean?"

But the line went quiet.

No response.

No continuation.

Just… silence.

Then the call ended.

Sakura stared at her phone.

Unmoving.

"…Haruto…" she whispered again.

This time—

she didn't know why she said it.

But her chest already knew.

And somewhere far beyond her understanding—

something very quietly responded.

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